For the longest season of our lifetime, there always brews in hearts a misty curiosity mixed with fear, longing and despair towards our future lying beyond the horizon, and that’s why astrology, palmistry are so thriving all around us—everyone tries desperately to read out some indicative hints of their destiny, even if he knows God can’t be that generous to paint the secrets out across the sky or hand..

   I’m in some way a little bit fatalistic, ever since those previously disaster-like tough days I got through in high school. Believing in the basic rules that life must be woven with both golden and black wools, I’ve been striding on my way fearlessly, following my intuition then making vital decisions, some of which seem so willful and reckless today. Anyway, with a vague voice kept in mind propelling me to move forward, I thought I was persuing what I really wanted and going for it painstakingly and I entered the twentieth year of my life unconsciously, then came confused about myself.

   What do I really want? How to get mature without growing up? Who will sweep me off my feet in the second following? Do I deserve what I’m looking for?

   Is it just a period? A period that is destined to be haunted with tons of mysteries with no answer?

   If destiny could be predicted, there were no destiny.

   If there were no destiny to predict, there were no oracle.

   Because the truth is never gonna live with prespectations. Just like love is never gonna live with all-sweet sentiments.

   I’d rather take innocence as a mask, for that I can finally see it through and be frozen by the chilling eyes hiden inside. However fortunately I’ve realized this.

 I need a mask as yours.

Lady & Bird--La Ballade Of Lady And Bird

Bird : Lady?
Lady : Yes Bird?
Bird : It′s cold
Lady : I know
Lady : Bird... I cannot see a thing
Bird : It′s all in your mind
Lady : I′m worried
Bird : No one will come to see us
Lady : Maybe they come but we just don′t see them .What do you see?
Bird : I see what′s outside
Lady : And what exactly is outside?
Bird : It′s grown-ups
Lady : Well maybe if we scream they can hear us
Bird : Yeah, maybe we should try to scream
Lady : Ok, Bird
Lady & Bird : Heeeelp, Heeeelp .Can you hear us now ? Hello ! Help ! Hello it′s me .Hey .Can you see .Can you see me. I′m here .Nana come and take us.Hello. Are you there Hello...
Lady : I don′t think they can hear us
Bird : I can hear you lady
Bird : Do you want to come with me lady
Lady : Will you be nice to me Bird
Lady : You′re always be nice to me because you′re my friend
Bird : I try but sometimes I make mistakes
Lady : Nana says we all make mistakes
Bird : Maybe we should scream more
Lady : Yes, Bird let′s scream more
Lady & Bird : Help ! Help us ! Come on ! Help Hello ! Help !Hello ! We′re lost
Lady : I don′t think they cannot see us
Bird : Nobody likes us
Lady : But they all seem so big
Bird : Maybe we should just jump
Lady : What if we fall from the bridge and then nobody can catch us
Bird : I don′t know let′s just see what happens
Lady : Okay
Bird : Come with me
Lady : Shall we do it together
Bird : Yeah
Lady & Bird : 1 2 3....Aaaaaaah

Bird : Lady?
Lady : Yes Bird
Bird : It′s cold
Lady : I know
Lady : Bird...I cannot see a thing
Bird : It′s all in your mind