It is always distressing to read your words. Again and again repeating those days and precious sunshine.
How could we go out of the forest? It needs time to let the water flow away. Still remember the scene I describe to you. Lonely standing by the river, a leaf falls; you are wishing a person in other part of the world.
You need one month to back to reality, one month to comfort yourself, one month to repeat the memories with your friends who are having the same feeling as you did two months ago. Saying Goodbye, along with heartbroken and the unknown future.
It is ironic that I only knew the meaning of Suomi after coming back. It seems that I have never been there before, maybe just had a beautiful dream. It was so short that it just like a flickering candle in the wind, suddenly, it went out. Nevertheless, the little book is always reminding me that Suomi is still in your min