Summary for this weekend:

Chatted with him, felt so safe and peaceful.

Watched the Sap yueh wai sing in JinYi and took pictures with Sizhen, really a great time.

Jin came in and I read for him, took time but made that so easily, totally unexpected.

Wow, seems I'm full of excited crap now, hehe but who cares... I'm always the big Sunshine Girl, in their minds...

Wow, really had a blast since last week, first CC, then the whole weekend shopping and visiting with them, as I said even if you did a beathtaking and had a fantastic thing you'll forget in no time, but actually, the process itself is worth tasting.

I didn't tell them a word they actually called me Sunshine? So thrilled and excited, he actually got my personality and spirit. Anyway, just really really delightful.

Dear you, family and friends, Carrie is doing great, nothing to worry about and be afraid of. Hooray!!

Yeah as I said long time ago the world is polyhedral, so many things keep happening at the same time. You have to be prepared and see things from different angle and analyze them.

Monday night I was almost whistling on the way home and skipping after off the bus, big smile on my face, just becoz of all the things we had that day, but all of a sudden I saw an lonely very close with the beautiful bright yellow moon, I really didn't know why on earth I suddenly got colden, and then goes to the normal trail. Good or bad?? Back then I felt kind of weird and down, but later I thought, good, normal again.

These 2 days adventure and breathless again. First no connecting, then all the ignoring and asking from her. Reminds me last time I saw 'who the hell are you' in his signat

Really don't know what to do for my beloved dad on his 52th birthday. He worried about me a lot and there seems nothing I can do to reward him. I guess not arguing, letting him worry less, staying happy and healthy is my best choice. Just: Thank you for making me who I am and everything you've done for me. Love you Dad!!

I feel love, I feel refreshment, I feel warm care and that's enough. Feel good and amazed about going through without even bothering and care. I'm over we're done, and that's the way it is.

Why bother so much?  It's just a matter of state of mind. Just mind your own business and don't go through all the turning round. If it wasn't her, maybe it would be me who's

Well, been through one and another thing. Finally got over something which bothers me all the time. Though I know it's better to be in that position, I still think no jealousy at all. Not gonna harm my eyes like that. Additionally, that CH is poisonous. And he told me that others do not have foreign friends around, but still, he may go to other interwork. Anyway, don't mind others' business, do your best in every aspect of your own little world, at the same time, try to help others as much as you can. I just hope I can still go to my dream place and have fun. Hopefully I can run into those two guys I met in college.

Calm, tranquil, mild, peaceful. I've been wanting to stay in that way, and now I really did it. I truly think that nothing can mean more than health, happiness and safety. I sincerely hope that I can stay with my

This week in the middle of work my thoughts kind of shaked again. I really hate that actually. And they want to have that junk with them and go to the party... I really felt left out. Anyway, they're really really good, I should be thankful that I made that choice.

About R and T, the burden was gone, forever. I'll never see that guy, ever again.

No matter what, I'm gonna go according to my plan. I'm very very happy right now, but whatever you do and say, I'll go on. You guys just stay, I'll have my pursuing adventure going on.

Visited Mz Hu yesterday. And talked with Mandy, I always believe that, whatever belongs to me, will come, one day, finally. I have faith in myself.

Okay, here we go. I have multiple feeings. Peaceful, calm, and at the same time very joyful and happy.

I love the atmosphere here, I love the feelings down inside, I love reading things and people and get new stuff in the areas I'm proud of. These have been challenging for me, I mean all the complicated pathes I've been through. First L, then J, then L again then.... Oh my god!! Thank you guys!! For the lessons and cooperation!

I guess I'm over it and get a peaceful attitude towards almost everything. I ain't talking just in words, oh help me with the little heart inside my chest. It won't pop out!

Kay, back to the end. Go with the flow, see what happens, let it be. What it is is what it's meant to be.

I guess I should write more thoughts in here. I always like to say the random ones that popped into my head in that place as a sign or something.

It's running too low, almost there. Almost done with my purpose.

Why always black and African? I prefer American black... Maybe I do the same with C and have that class grade or something?

Yang, Yan, Chen and many guys said I'm smart and that two said I'm sexy, it's obvious, I guess that are genuine, thank you guys.

No matter what work, you

Hope it's not goodbye. I don't wanna say goodbye to that cute pink HK clippers. It's in their house, hopefully.

Tried a minitype novel, feels good. Thanks to Cherry, her sentence made me more firm about my attitude towards life. No matter rich or poor, just stay safe and healthy, that's the most important thing to yourself and your family.

Just wanna say the happiness with family is really veritable and irreplaceable, down to the earth, if I can say that. Healthy or ill, wealthy or not, they're the ones that will never abandon you. Have been experiencing lots of things lately, from T to R, from J to F.. Amazingly, I took them quite well. Thanks to myself, thanks to these invaluable lessons.

Love you Jessica, and L

 Actually it's a terminology, I'm just gonna use it as the very C of myself anyway.

I just forgot to come in anymore! I don't know why and I wouldn't know it for a while. Oh, ring the bell! I wrote too much English in the damn place. Okay, start from scratch.

At least five, nailed her. I know it's not gonna happen even with the office guy. I ain't gonna do anything first, never ever again. But never mind.

She's just exactly like our dog on the window of our car. Maybe it's because she's provincial. You never know.