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Thanks for the happiness you brought to me.
Hope you happy.
No matter what I have done, I'm sorry.
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Hi, me again.
The day after Mid-moon, alone, sitting inside the dorm.
This was the most melancholy national holiday I
guess.
I lost my phone, AGAIN.
Yes I guess it was my karma and I have already accept this
now.
Just feel not right when the moon was round and I was
lonely.
Have class still today. Terrible national days.
Happy thing goes first.
I had a great supper with FXJ in Bellagio and it cost me about
200 yet it's still fine for me. We talked a lot about our present
conditions, from internship to living style. It's a cool night for
me, and for her I guess.
The most important thing is I successfully gave her the
Hershey's key chain named Lover's Key Chain and she liked it. Met
Jenny on the road and Bacon near the dorm but it's OK, since no one
knows I always have a crush on FXJ.
Her Benz intern runs pretty well and we've decided to have
another supper late september and it'll be her treat. Cool, keep
going.
Painful things go second.
kk wanted to watch MLB games on ESPN but his dorm was running
out of power since Saturday night. So he asked me if he could stay
in my dorm. It's of course a Yes, but two days in a roll, he
changed his mind and watched games in other
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Kept crying days and night after the significant departure from my
best friend Gavin.
And the reason is ridiculously not only because of his
leaving.
Three things bothered me and left no way out.
First is about two men.
Gavin's gone yet his flip-flops stayed.
It's truly a mission impossible to easily wave goodbye to a
best friend and yet stayed there and watched his departure for 15
minutes.
After seeing him off, I sent him a short message written 'Do
come to BJ this October.' I knew he won't come - at least for this
fall. And yet I cannot imagine what impact would it make by another
departure in october. So for myself, I hope he's not coming
now.
We kept SMS contact these days. Yesterday, he just sent me a
similar message like the one I sent to him. 'Do come to HZ this
October.' I really hate myself. I though
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Feel terrible again these days. My life sucks! Now I really realized what a difficult situation I'm in.
About WORK
Since last time when I finished quarreling with my father about my future thing, I have been in a cold war against him. This is actually the major reason of why I don't wanna go back. However, I sent at least 10 resumes to different companies from IBM, Nike, Coke, Uniqlo to New Oriental or something, no one replied me anything. I feel so desperate about that. See, I could not even find an internship myself. Going to work after graduation? Day dreaming.
So sad I left this blog three years ago. Then, I became tired of
writing articles, tired of expressing my true feeling out. I guess
this is not the world that allows us to share our very true motion
with any one else. This is why I kept a Space and a Sina blog
originally. Now I guess this blog would become my super secret
outlet again. Hope no one could ever remember that there's still a
blog out of that copy-cat Xiaonei. So ironic, isn't it?
I found myself so innocent or naive these day. Looking back at
my life, especially my experience of love, I am just like a
just-born baby. I have fall in love with not very many. Each time,
I stopped myself because of my cowardliness to tell
people my heart. I am doomed to be a man who loves others but could
never have that love in return. I always said to myself, these
things are typical for me. I have gotten used to that. However,
such a blind comfort works pretty well usually. I know, this is
never one of those
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