最近很是迷茫，似乎工作满了一年之后自然而然到了身心的一个极限,所谓瓶颈，爬不上去也退不下来。从汉诺威回来之后，情绪像时差一样很难调整过来。以前从不会在工作中发脾气，现在动不动就会闪过大不了老娘不做了的念头。想当初刚进公司的时候，那颗澎湃的心啊，领导说Amanda你去把什么什么弄一下，我立马屁颠屁颠地去了，乐此不疲。现在是爱谁谁干，人生短短几十年，我每天加班累得个要死干嘛呀，至于吗。这些日子，我几乎每天都不开心。没有追求，也看不到前途。很难说是公司的制度有问题，还是我的心态变了，就算是急功近利，

赶在森拉克来临之前玩了一趟凤凰山。由于台风的关系，人不算太多，日头也不大，下午的时候滴过几丝雨，不过好在无大碍，庆幸咱撞的日子挺好。 不过还是被折腾得手软腿软脚软，还玩了个大红脖子回来（原因待究） 小黄金的第一天就这样悲壮地结束了。得出了个结论，原来我是个胆小鬼。

I felt eye-tumescent when I wake up this morning. But the truth is that I got quite enough slumber last night, even with several complete dreams that I can still remember. I guess I got too much. Life’s good, I said to myself.

It was just a few seconds from expecting to disappointment. But another few seconds later, I get back to normal. Sometimes attitude determines everything. You should take a correct attitude towards things you met, and also life. You know you can’t always be well on the way. As the case stands, I am a lucky dog enough. I can breathe; I can work; I can smile. When I turn on the T

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