This is my first piece of writing here after the New Year.

    These days I once again hear people say: the reality is crucial. Sometimes I feel the same. But sometimes I'm wondering: is the reality really crucial or we ourselves are.

    Don't remember from when I started to witness broke up among people around me, one after another, including myself. When others asked why, we simply dragged the reality as excuses and culprit.

    People meet, people love, people make life-long promise, people break up.

    There is a song that I love a lot: sometimes love just ain't enough, the stephanie version. The lyric is like this: there is a danger in loving somebody too much, it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.

    Everyone in love is afraid of being hurt. So we careful

终于见到了从高中时期就开始憧憬的学校
一个人在雨里坐了近两个小时的地铁倒了三次终于到了那里。漫长的旅程让人心烦意乱，在还有两站到站的时候我心里开始忐忑，望着窗外灰蒙蒙的荒凉，我感到寂寞不知所措。当身处陌生的环境的时候我总是会这样，虽然那里依然是天安门下的北京。
虽然知道会这样，却还是执拗的说不用陪我。
见到了，没有惊喜。寂静的校园在雨中更显萧条。
也谈不上失望。
只是在想，半年以后，它会不会像北语这样无限的接纳我。

已经想不起来是哪一天忽然开始对别人说想当记者，战地记者
我真的是很热血的人
高中时买了鲁豫的心相约，在judge鲁豫的小资情调的时候看到了闾丘露薇，那个鲁豫笔下战火中最美的女人。我知道我想成为她那样的人。
这个世界貌似越来越和谐，连朝鲜都要对核设施去功能化了
这个世界大概不会为了我打仗。
现在每天沉浸于娱乐节目看着电视里夜夜歌舞升平也是很幸福的，看着闾丘露薇每天跟着温总理东奔西跑

Don't know how to discribe my feeling when i saw Mr.big said to carrie:i'm engaged.
A man who was once afraid of commitment are engaged,with a simple girl.
i can understand carrie's feeling and reactions: why not me? and i couldn't help thinking that this kind of thing might happen to me sometime, i don't know if i have the same courage as carrie to ask him: why not me?
No one in this world wants to be tamed,so does him.

But i don't really what to tame him, i even can't tame myself.I'm just tired of being sad,sensitive,picky....
I was wondering, if that day finally came, can i just do, as Katie did in <the way we were>: put my fingers into his hair and say: you girl is beatiful,Hubbell.
Is it true that every man likes simple girls?
 
memories light the corners of my mind
mi