During the national holiday , I got my hairstyle changed, from pure simple long to short one, and colored it chocolate brown. Wow, the feeling is good, new is good.

Anyway, before I made the decision to cut my hair, I thought a lot. I just hesitated about whether I should cut it or not, and was afraid of the change itself. It’s really funny that one side I was longing for something new, and the other side I was afraid of making any change in my life. The result shows the meaning of changing, and I am satisfied with the new me.

It just tells me something . Even little change in life may bring something special, and new exper

One bottle of Chanel N°5 , it’s the present I received from my hubby for the 5^th anniversary of our marriage, and it’s the 1^st bottle of perfume I ever have. It’s a lady present, representing mature lady’s charm.

I’m going to my 30^th birthday in several months, and it’s time to change into a lady now. sometime I think my hubby knows me better than myself, and he knows what’s best for me.

  The first time I heard this song was on the Grammy Awards ceremony 2009, and I didn't pay much attention to it. Then someday when I watched Uglly Betty(season 5, which episode I don't remember now ), Adele was there , acted as a singer too, and sang a song there which didn't only made Betty fascinated about her but also did the same thing to me. So I googled Adele on line, and found out the song. It's the tone she sings that makes her songs special, kind of casual, relaxed and cozy. Enjoy it!

The past half year was crazily busy , it just like that I had fought against a hard war and didn’t have any time to calm down and think over something.

The first big task in the pasted half year that I must complete was my final paper for the Master’s Degree, it was the final obstacle lying in my 2 and a half year’s study journey. It was really a tough time, dark , frustrated and anxious. I had to spend almost all my free time in writing it everyday, with no more attention to anything else. It made me hate the writing, and I even swore to God that after the final paper I won’t try to write any thesis anymore, because all I felt at that time was the strong sickness of so called academic theses. Eventually I got my master degree successfully, and have to live with the burden that I must write something so calle

Teleplays are especially attractive to me in long vacations. Because compared with movies, they can have a much more complicated story to develop, so can make me kill much more time by watching them. Furthermore, when you watch a teleplay you like for a period of time, them every characters in the play seems like your old friends, and you just keep thinking what kind of destiny will waiting for them, or what kind of adventure will they experience.

Here I’d like to recommend several medical teleplays, they are House, Grey’s Anatomy, and Private Practice. House and Grey’s Anatomy now both have their 5^th seasons, and they have companied me for many nights, giving me so many new experiences, surprises, inspirations and touching moments. House focuses much on new medical challenges compared with Grey’s Anatomy,

At the end of the year, there is always something to say. Still remembering the last lesson in ZJU on December 7th this year, just felt kind of sad, for the last time sitting in the classroom as a student, or maybe just for the time spent on the study, confused. But anyway, this kind of feeling didn’t last long, only for the day.

I had several goals at the beginning of this year, now looking back at them, some succeeded, some not. My hubby and I lost a fortune in stock market this year, as new players we went into the market in March 2007, tasted a little sweet at the beginning, and stuck in it deeper and deeper until can’t do

It's the last semester for my MPA study, and there are many things to worry about. First of all, the pressure of writing the final paper is like a nightmare that never can be controlled by myself, I feel lost, frustrated and painful, even haven’t started the writing yet. Then the pressure comes from the curriculum schedule of this term: I gotta go to have the lessons every weekend from November to December , 8 weekends totally; that means I have no weekend in the future 2 months , and have to endure the exhausted to-and-fro marathon during the journey .

It’s a painful study process. Sometime I even wonder what’s the point of it? What’s the point? Why study can’t be joyful, colorful and inspiring? What’s the point of getting the degree? Anything will exactly be different to me after all?

  It's one of my favourite songs, performed by Celine Dion and Barbra Streisand, two of my favourite singers, remarkable women. Like the song said, tell him if you really love him, and don't let his love pass you by, because love is the best gift you give yourself.

 I'm scared
 So afraid to show I care
 Will he think me weak
 If I tremble when I speak
 Oooh what if
 There's another one he's thinking of
 Maybe he's in love
 I'd feel like a fool
 Life can be so cruel
 I don't know what to do
 I've been there
 With my

It's Sunday night, and it's the end of the national holiday. Thinking about going back to work in tomorrow morning is somehow not a pleasant thing, but at least I have learned how to adjust myself to deal with it.

The big difference of this holiday is that I had no lazy sleeping at all, all the seven mornings. It’s kind of new to me, maybe it’s caused by the biological clock in me, and I had failed in adjusting the clock into the holiday-mode. Instead , in the morning, I would make self a cup of coffee, some bread or biscuits, and sit in my study room reading Wild Swans which borrowed from a friend. It was comfortable and cozy doing this as the start of a new day.

It’s a typical autumn day today. The sky is blue and high, the air is fresh and cold, and the streets seem much cleaner in the morning. On the way to office, despite the usual annoying traffic, my mood was good; I even noticed four ducks hobbling on the footpath and quacking loudly. What a beautiful day!

It’s two days before the National Holiday. Seven-days-holiday may seem a long vacation for many people, but for people who working in schools, it’s just like taking a break, and I have plenty of plans to fulfill in the holiday, including having a good rest, watching movies and dramas, reading the novel , visiting families, shopping, cleaning the house, doing some laundry, and certainly, not forgetting doing some exercises. Kind of colorful, lol.

Recently read several books about self-encouraging and self-help, and al