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No words for me .
No person know, Narcissistic all the time .
She Don't know My feelings.
Narcissistic all the time.
Told myself She having a good impression on me.
Only today , Fool of doing what have done.
When can i Encounter some love?
Hope God will give me a love.
But I should go where to find it out.
No person know, Narcissistic all the time .
She Don't know My feelings.
Narcissistic all the time.
Told myself She having a good impression on me.
Only today , Fool of doing what have done.
When can i
Hope God will give me a love.
But I should go where to find it out.
I know i life still. But often can't feel myself.
Disapper so long time that i do not who i am.
i know i wasn't me three years ago.
even i wasn't me one year ago.
Since last year, i came here to begin to study the software lessons , To Today.
Is so long, Maybe i still tried to run away from the realistic.
Near to the day of leaving school, i'm scared.
I have been scared all the time.
Wishes to get away from the plight.
In course of time, feeling so tried, Seeing friends around me , Owned job , leave me One by one.
Lonely break into my heart, Being in pain!
At rectenly two week, became quiet, feel worse!
At the same time, Miss Cheng more Strongly!
The volume of the preparation of the code reduced !
Aching!
Disapper so long time that i do not who i am.
i know i wasn't me three years ago.
even i wasn't me one year ago.
Since last year, i came here to begin to study the software lessons , To Today.
Is so long, Maybe i still tried to run away from the realistic.
Near to the day of leaving school, i'm scared.
I have been scared all the time.
Wishes to get away from the plight.
In course of time, feeling so tried, Seeing friends around me , Owned job , leave me One by one.
Lonely break into my heart, Being in pain!
At rectenly two week, became quiet, feel worse!
At the same time, Miss Cheng more Strongly!
The volume of the preparation of the code reduced !
Aching!
记录一下近来的情况：
三期本周就要毕业，该走的都走了，剩下的寥寥几个就重修!我重修~。
这将我的学习时间拉长近四个月，到10月份~
安排下近期的任务：将二阶段重修完， 预计7中旬。
三阶段：预计两个半月。时间将近9月下旬。
想想下周就是22岁的生日了，大学毕业也都快一年了。在这边培训也将近8个月了，却依然没有学会坚强和独立面对。倒是整日对自己的麻痹日益严重了，满嘴无聊的瞎扯，你讽我砍。放肆的大笑，夹带着淫荡的声音。论来论去。
整日会呆在机房，或是睡觉，等到吃饭会下楼走走，思想已经固结了，懒惰也蔓延了，整日所谓的放松就是魔兽对战，一场接一场几个小时过去了。又要吃饭了，却意犹未尽喊外卖吧！！！这下好楼都省的下了，吃饭时是唯一会下楼的机会。因为在这里我们只认识这个机房的人。
武汉不能说不好却一直没感觉怎么好。楼下天天都会堵车，人流比车还疯狂，看这绿灯了还一个劲往前冲，司机也不怕，看见有人也没减慢的意思，太恐怖了。
再过一个月就结束这里的培训了，算算带上放假有九个月光景了，钱老师跟我说最好重修，可。。。。。有不是老师不好，是我没了耐心，浮躁了。从名字被挂在教学电脑桌面上开始，心就乱了。应该是更乱了。
因为我跟着很吃力，汇编没学好。
想想工作的朋友，想想她，我在这儿学习室很幸福的一件事。今
长大有迹可循
“今天１５号走进我梦寐以求的大学生活，激动是必然，心里有几分不安也里所当然，不过我依然充满信心”
“难忘的时刻就要开始了，大学意志与身体的考验就要来了，努力奋进，不甘示弱，我一定我一个彻头彻尾的改变，向着我的人生目标冲刺！！！”
“在这里我祝大家双节快乐！！！祝愿各位朋友心想事成！！大学生活幸福，浪漫，温馨！！呵呵！！不过正事别忘了。。。。。。哈哈！！！”
“ 真的是好自由的课程模式呀，每一天忙忙碌碌却不觉的累，拥有了更多的选择拥有了个性化的发展空间，虽竞选失败，处处碰壁却拥有了真实的体验，一种自己面对一切的勇气！！
坚强，不再随意！
明天开始看《WINDOWS核心编程》，
明天看第三章前两节并进行练习实例。
HAPPY NEW YEAR'DAY 
Receive blessing From orket friend:
想买个小玩意，送给她，却不知道该买个什么？
有点迷喽。。。。。买个可爱的毛绒绒的温暖的，长的傻傻的玩意送她吧？！？？
。。。(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
