Ye, Will go(2009-10-12 20:42)
Will go back home. ~
New path put out in front of me.
Go.
今天异常处理。
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本周四期第三阶段开始(2009-07-30 21:51)
本周四期第三阶段开始,16位汇编进行中。。。。
No words for me .
No person know, Narcissistic all the time .
She Don't know My feelings.
Narcissistic all the time.
Told myself She having a good impression on me.
Only today , Fool of doing what have done.
When can i Encounter some love?
Hope God will give me a love.
But I should go where to find it out.
I know i life still. But often can't feel myself.
Disapper so long time that i do not who i am.
i know i wasn't me three years ago.
even i wasn't me one year ago.
Since last year, i came here to begin to study the software lessons
, To Today.
Is so long, Maybe i still tried to run away from the
realistic.
Near to the day of leaving school, i'm scared.
I have been scared all the time.
Wishes to get away from the plight.
In course of time, feeling so tried, Seeing friends around me ,
Owned job , leave me One by one.
Lonely break into my heart, Being in pain!
At rectenly two week, became quiet, feel worse!
At the same time, Miss Cheng more Strongly!
The volume of the preparation of the code reduced !
Aching!
记录一下近来的情况:
三期本周就要毕业,该走的都走了,剩下的寥寥几个就重修!我重修~。
这将我的学习时间拉长近四个月,到10月份~
安排下近期的任务:将二阶段重修完, 预计7中旬。
三阶段:预计两个半月。时间将近9月下旬。
想想下周就是22岁的生日了,大学毕业也都快一年了。在这边培训也将近8个月了,却依然没有学会坚强和独立面对。倒是整日对自己的麻痹日益严重了,满嘴无聊的瞎扯,你讽我砍。放肆的大笑,夹带着淫荡的声音。论来论去。
整日会呆在机房,或是睡觉,等到吃饭会下楼走走,思想已经固结了,懒惰也蔓延了,整日所谓的放松就是魔兽对战,一场接一场几个小时过去了。又要吃饭了,却意犹未尽喊外卖吧!!!这下好楼都省的下了,吃饭时是唯一会下楼的机会。因为在这里我们只认识这个机房的人。
武汉不能说不好却一直没感觉怎么好。楼下天天都会堵车,人流比车还疯狂,看这绿灯了还一个劲往前冲,司机也不怕,看见有人也没减慢的意思,太恐怖了。
再过一个月就结束这里的培训了,算算带上放假有九个月光景了,钱老师跟我说最好重修,可。。。。。有不是老师不好,是我没了耐心,浮躁了。从名字被挂在教学电脑桌面上开始,心就乱了。应该是更乱了。
因为我跟着很吃力,汇编没学好。
想想工作的朋友,想想她,我在这儿学习室很幸福的一件事。今
长大有迹可循--转载(2009-04-16 21:31)
长大有迹可循
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当你面对很多选择时,不再犹豫不定,脑中会很快地闪过三个以上选择某种选项的必要原因。有了自己独立的思想,开始学着镇定理性地思考问题。
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