最近一个感觉迷茫，人越来越大，让自己迷茫的事情也越来越多，朋友说我是在幸福的十字路口选择更加幸福的路口的时候迷茫了方向。的确我是幸福的，有疼爱自己的父母，他们给予了我不单单是生命，更多是关怀和一笔财富，这笔财富这辈子在我生命中都不能抹杀掉，这笔财富并不是金钱，而是知识。我可以利用它创造更多的财富，或许这也就是投资原理的其中一部分吧。其实除了知识外，我想这七年来在英国的经历也是我宝贵财富的一部分，不是每个人都有这个机会在17岁的时候来到一个陌生的国度自己独自一人生活。在这个过程中，我学会了很多，经历的事情也有很多。人就是在这种情况下不知不觉地长大了，虽然我也不知道这是好是坏，我没了国内大学生的悠哉游哉的生活，在大学的时候也去打过工，洗过厕所，洗过碗，给别人当过服务员，拖过地，收拾过房间。可是我觉得这真的是我人生里面最宝贵的一课，或许这些活给别人看来是脏兮兮的甚至有些人觉得会蛮下等的活，不过当我去做这些活的时候并没有这种感觉，反而觉得很高兴，因为以前在家我从来不会洗厕所，也从来不知道英式正式晚餐就餐的规矩，更加不知道怎么用洗碗机洗碗，拖地和收拾别人的房间。从现在我的角
好累啊，今天从早上10点出去一直到晚上6点多才回来，到家以后一直在看工作的东西，建筑事务所，壳牌，工程公司，金融公司，银行，会计事务所。。。怎么这么多？眼睛快睁不开了，我还需要继续坚持一下，最近很奇怪，不知道是不是那头猪让我心里老想东西，已经差不多两个星期了，每天晚上睡到3点就醒，然后睁开眼睛两个小时再睡着。我一定要坐到10点左右再去休息，要是继续这样下去半夜醒来会郁闷死的。明天白天打算在家呆呆，然后去图书馆去。唉，累就是累。。。
Today I have went out with one of the
coursemates. It was totally random really. We went to sign up the
phone contract for him to get the phone from O2. But unfortunately,
it was kind of having some problems with his bank account. He could
get any penny from his debit card, which was a shame that he
couldnt have his phone as soon as he wished. But luckily, I have
bought a nice top from Next and got a lip balm from Boots as well.
I think I can use this fabulous lip balm for the rest of the winter
in this dry country which causes by those bloody heaters unlikely.
The new top is in gey colour. Normally, Next only has the formal
clothes for the office ladies. I used to hate this brand quite a
lot. Probably I am old enough now, kind of becoming fancy the types
of office looking clothes. Probably cos I need to have them for
working eventually or I was too young when
Suddently, I have found out that Horlicks
is a really nice drink which really can make me sleepy after
drinking it at night. For some reasons, I couldnt feel into sleep
that deeply recently. Sometimes, I was extermely tired, I felt into
sleep when I sticked on the bed. But I definitely would wake up
again during the middle of the night. It was awful. I used to use
the nighttime milk to make myself sleep as soon as possible on the
bed during the night in my third year in uni, but now I am kind of
thinking about the fatness in the milk, probably it will
dramatically gain your weight in some circumstances, which is
awfully bad. It is not a good habit anyway. So I forced myself to
drink the milk during the daytime. Cos I am that type of person
have to have milk everyday to enhance my daily amount of calcium,
otherwise after a week, my legs will fidge often esp during the
deep night.That happened when I was in high school, I was in a
boarding school. When I slept til
桌面上摆着好多从学校fresher's
fayer拿回来的糖果和一堆战利品，可是为什么对着甜甜的糖果我却开心不起来呢？是自己太喜欢找烦恼了吗？手上今天被油溅到的烫伤的痕迹还是红红的，好疼，可是怎么还是没有心里那种惆怅和失重的感觉难受呢？
一直都是在用xanga,msn的博客，甚至连facebook有时候也会被我利用成博客的性质，至于国内的博客，尤其是新浪的，我一早就熟知了，首先知道它大概是因为看那些名人博客的时候很多都在新浪上开了个户。这次跑到新浪来安了个窝，只是想和猪猪交流更加方便，毕竟在我的圈子的朋友们大多都没有新浪的博客，所以想必我的朋友圈子在这也不会多到哪里去了。即使是这样，但是还是蛮开心的。两个人本来相离差不多是万里的距离，有很多东西都是身不由己，虽说网上和电话的倾诉都没有面对着面亲切，但是我想着是另外的一种恋爱的状态吧。其实两个人都会有很多事情要去处理，把自己的事情做好和把自己照顾好就是对情感最大的尊重，因为毕竟以后的日子还很长，需要我们更加努力为两个人的生活而努力。
亲爱的猪猪，我知道这样一段跨国的情感其实是需要很大的勇气的。在这过程中，我可能有很多时候很多事情都不能去帮助你和照顾你，但是只要是对于你有利的决定，我都会在背后默默地支持你。
PS: I suppose my chinese writting is so bad now. If there is any
grammatical mistake, pls point it out for me. I really
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