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Related article: 1968 - 14 1968 by: Mark Arbour Before you read
this story, there are a few things you should consider: It contains
graphic descriptions of sex between men. There may even be some sex
with women in here. Fortunately, there is no sex with animals. Be
aware
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been profound. A good rule of thumb is to consider that $1 in 1968
is probably similar to $10 in 2008. So just add a zero at the end
of any number. This is a sequel to “Chronicles of an Academic
Predator.” You don't have to read CAP before this story, but it
will give you a deeper insight into the characters and their pasts.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN Musical
Recommendation:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IKT1duCQAc “Love is
Blue” by Paul Mauriat July 14, 1968 Jeff was dead. I should be
sadder, but I wasn't. I should have tears flowing down my face, but
I didn't. He'd been slowly killing my feelings for him over the
past eight months. What little concern I had
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Paris, he'd blown with his blackmail stunt. He had so much
potential. The man he used to be was a truly special person. The
man he had become was twisted. I went out to the patio where we'd
all been hanging out. Sam knew something was wrong as soon as I
returned. So did Stefan. “Jeff was found dead in his house
yesterday from a heroin overdose.” Sam jumped up and hugged me, but
I didn't cry. Neither did Stefan. I looked past Sam's shoulder and
into Stefan’s eyes. There was a general consensus between us. We
didn't want to say “good riddance,” but the feeling was there. “I'm
going to go tell Isidore. I'll be right back.” I knocked on
Isidore's door and didn't get an answer so I gently opened the
door. She was in her bed alright, but there was someone on top of
her. Two cute little butt cheeks were working like crazy as the guy
pumped into her. I should have left, but I was too curious to see
who it was. I walked up next to the bed. They hadn't noticed me
until then. It was Mike. I hid my laughter. He freaked out and made
to jump up but I physically put my hand on his back to stop him.
“It's OK Mike.” I couldn't resist running my
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over his cute little ass... “Come see me when you're done, OK?”
Isidore nodded. I went back to the porch and started laughing
hysterically. The pot I'd smoked didn't help. Sam looked at me like
I was a monster. “Jeff is dead and you're laughing?” “No, I'm not
laughing about that. Isidore was with Mike and I kind of
interrupted them.” Then the other three laughed too. So there we
were, laughing our asses off, when Isidore emerged. “Sorry to
interrupt you dear,” I said, and cracked up again. She glared at
all of us, but soon a smile broke out on her face too. “You were
not sorry; you are making fun of me. Why can I not find a man to
satisfy me like the rest of you?” I took her hands lovingly. “You
are absolutely right dear. You have every right to find a man.” She
relented. “So what did you want?” I told her about Jeff and she
reacted the same way Stefan and I had. “We should go to the
funeral,” I said. If I had announced to a bunch of rats that the
ship was sinking, I couldn't have found more people heading for
cover. No one wanted to go. Everyone decided that the kids most
definitely should not go, so Isidore used that as an excuse to bow
out. I kind of expected Sam to want to go, just to be there to
support me, but he was doing everything he could to avoid it. In
the end I decided that I’d just go by myself. It would probably be
easier that way. July 15, 1968 I landed in Columbus where my father
was waiting for me. It was a 50 mile drive to Claremont, but he was
probably in Columbus for business anyway so he didn't mind. My
father was so well known in Ohio he was basically free to speed at
will. He always had a blue Cadillac, and the cops knew him and left
him alone. So we flew to Young Nude Lolitas Claremont at breakneck
speeds. My mother was there to greet us both, gracious as always.
“The wake is tomorrow, and the funeral will be on the 17th. It is
such a tragic loss.” “Yes it is,” I agreed. I wondered how I'd do
when I saw him lying in his casket. Tonto and Barry and Billy's
kids came up for dinner. It was good to see them. Billy's two other
kids seemed pretty tight with each other, and pretty happy. They
didn't ask about Brad once. “How is Brad doing?” Tonto asked,
cornering me when we were alone. “He's doing really well. He and
Ace are inseparable. He asked me if Billy was his
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wasn't.” “Oh dear. Who told him?” “His brother and sister,” I said,
hiding my irritation with them. They were just kids after all. “How
did he take it?” she asked. “I showed him a letter Billy sent me
before he went out to sea for the last time. He said in the letter
that of all the kids, he loved Brad the most, even though he wasn't
his biological son. That seemed to heal a lot of the wounds.” Tears
fell out of Tonto's eyes. She never was good at hiding her
feelings. “That was just like Billy. He would have looked out for
Brad just that much more.” “Billy also told me the name of Brad's
biological father. Tragically and ironically, he was killed when
the Scorpion sank a few months ago.” Tonto looked at me, aghast.
“How did Brad handle that?” “Actually, he handled it well. It was
one more thing that he and Ace have in common. Both of their
fathers were heroes. Tonto, come visit. You'd like it in
California, and you'd get to see Brad in a happy environment. It
would make you feel good.” She just nodded. After they left I
headed into the kitchen to see Vella. I knew I had to talk to her
about Sammy. “Hi,” I said as I walked in, making sure she knew I
was there to talk to her. “Hi JP. I heard you saw Sammy in New
York.” She seemed irritated. “Who told you that?” “I hear things,”
she said mysteriously. “It wasn't much of a visit Vella. He wasn't
exactly happy to see me.” I remembered his irritation at Jeff and
me showing up, how he really didn't want us around at all. “You
sayin' he was rude and ungrateful?” she said defensively. “Yeah
Vella, actually he was. But these are tough times, and he's
passionate about his causes, so I didn't really let it bother me.”
She turned on me, angry. “That's not what I heard. I heard you was
so mad at him you was gonna cut off his money.” What? What was she
talking about? Jeff. This had to be Jeff. Why would he tell her
that? I was pissed off. Really pissed, more at Jeff than Vella, but
she got the brunt of it. “Did Jeff tell you that?” I spoke to her
loudly and firmly, and that alone told her she'd really crossed a
line with me. “Vella, that's really not fair to me, and quite
frankly, I'm offended that you'd even believe that. I thought you
knew me better than that, and I thought our relationship was closer
than that. I made a commitment, pledged my word, and even though
Sammy was a jerk, I never thought about not paying for his bills.”
I could tell from her reaction when I mentioned Jeff's name that he
was the one that had poisoned her mind. Where was all this venom
coming from? Why had he done this to me? “When did Jeff tell you
all these lies?” I demanded. She looked at me and could sense that
I was really irritated with her. “He told me a few days before the
Festival. Said you left him stranded in Paris, that you'd turned
your back on everyone. I'm sorry JP. I should have known better. I
can't believe I questioned you after all you've done for Sammy.”
She started crying. I rarely saw Vella cry. I got up and hugged
her. “It's OK Vella. Jeff was back on drugs, and he was a messed up
guy. This emotional roller coaster you're on, it's the same one
I've dealt with for a long time. I didn't leave him stranded in
Paris, he tried to leave me trapped there, totally dependent on
him. I was relying on him to call my father to help get me out of
there. He told me that he had, but he never did. He really changed
Vella.” “I'm sorry Sammy was rude to you. I'll smack him good when
I talk to him. 'course that doesn't happen much. He's so mad all
the time. So angry. It scares me.” Her only son, out of control as
she saw it, was really taking its toll. “He'll come around Vella.
He'll come around.” I held her while she cried, for Jeff and for
her son. Lying in my bedroom that night, I found that the emotion
that I felt more than any other was confusion. I looked over to my
sliding door, the door Jeff had used to sneak into my room to have
sex with me. I couldn't bring myself to call it “making love,” even
though it had been. What had happened to him? Why did he hate me?
Why did he hate himself? I'd been there for him through every
crisis, every trauma, and I'd always
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willing to give him love and support. The only thing I'd done is
break off our relationship, but even then I was still intimate with
him, and not just sexually. I didn't have the answers, and I
probably never would. Musical
Recommendation:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhYLz63csS0 “Incense
and Peppermint” by Strawberry Alarm Clock July 16, 1968 Based on my
conversation with Vella, I approached the wake with a lot of
trepidation. I wondered how many other people he'd spread his lies
to. I wondered what he'd told Frank. Fortunately, my parents were
going so I just went along with them. I felt like a big pussy,
needing my parents to make sure no one was mean to me. But no one
in Claremont would dare to bother me when Jack and Marie Crampton
were around. We got to the church and his parents were there at the
front, crying like they'd loved him. My parents exchanged
pleasantries with them, but I just gave them a dirty look, daring
them to as much as talk to me. They didn't. The most surprising
thing about them was how amazingly sober they were. Bet they
wouldn't be later tonight. I headed to the front of the church to
where his coffin was placed. Jeff looked so serene there, and it
was so easy to visualize his ready grin and happy go lucky manner.
At least that's what the Jeff of old used to be like. I felt a tear
on my cheek, mourning the Jeff I used to know, the Jeff I used to
love. I moved to the pew in front to let others walk by. I wasn't
ready to leave him yet, but I didn't want to make a scene. Suddenly
I felt a hulking presence beside me and I turned to see Frank Hayes
sitting there. “I didn't know if you'd make it,” Frank said, and
not all that nicely. “Jeff was an important person in my life
Frank. You know that.” “Not according to him. He had lots of
stories about how you treated him badly.” I knew Frank, and I could
tell he really didn't believe that. “You know better than that
Frank. Those fucking drugs ruined him. They ate him up from the
inside out. I worked so hard with him to get him off of them, but
in the end he just couldn't kick them.” He looked at me carefully.
“I know JP. I was pissed at you at first, but then I realized that
he was full of shit. He was talking shit about everyone.” He looked
around furtively. “My parents took all the stuff in his house. They
were like locusts. But I found this.” He handed me an envelope with
“JP” written on it. “Thanks Frank,” I said, and actually hugged
him. He hugged me back. I walked back up to the casket and touched
Jeff’s face; it felt like wax. Then his hair, his dark blond hair
that I had found so sexy. “You got no reason to be up here
pretendin' you care about him after the way you treated him,” a
voice said to me. It was his mother. She looked older than ever.
She was truly a horrible person. “Why not? You're up here
pretending that you loved him. Everyone in this town knows what a
shitty mother you are, so don't think you're fooling anyone.” She
hissed at me like a snake, and I turned on my heel and left the
church, waiting out front for my parents. By the time they walked
out of the building, all I felt was sadness, tempered with my true
disgust for Jeff’s parents. We went back home and I excused myself,
seeking the sanctuary of my room. It was still the refuge it had
always been. I took out the letter Frank gave me and held it for a
few minutes. I was worried about what darts he may throw at me from
the grave. What additional pain would he inflict on me? I sighed
and opened the letter. July 4, 1968 JP, You may not believe this,
but it was great to see you today. I'm sorry I'm being such a dick,
but I am. I am a total dick. I've become evil and I can't stop
myself. All I can do is take drugs to kill the pain. It seems that
the more I hate you, the more I blame you for my problems, the
better I feel. That's why I'm writing you this letter, so you'll
know that I didn't really mean it. I'm such an awful person, a
terrible person. People like me shouldn't be allowed to live. I
knew after Paris you'd never be able to forgive me so I took
Stefan's money and ran all over Europe. The more I ran, the more I
hated myself, and it was easy to slip into heroin again. I'm sorry
I isolated you like that. I guess it was the only way I could ever
have you back again, all to myself. I want you to know two things.
In the past, I can remember us loving each other and being happy.
Those are the only memories that make me smile anymore. And that
thing I told you in the Commons about your secrets, I never could
have told anyone that stuff. Ever. The only thing I have left in
this world that's worth a shit is the car you gave me. You can keep
it if you want, you probably already have. If I had my choice,
though, I'd have given it to Frank. In the end, he was the only one
in my family who was nice to me. I'm sorry for everything, and I
know you, know that you'll forgive me because deep down you still
do love and care for me. I won't be long in this world, but that
thought has given me peace. Jeff. I put the letter in my briefcase
and took a shower. We were all somber at dinner; I guess I was
setting the mood. After dinner, I decided to do something I hadn't
done in a long time. I headed down to Dino's with a mission to get
really drunk. I'd been there for a few hours, well on my way to
getting trashed, when I saw Frank Hayes stagger toward me. “JP!” he
said, slurring. I jumped up and hugged him. He reminded me so much
of Jeff, he even smelled like him. I probably hugged him for too
long, but he didn't break it off either. “I've got a present for
you Frank,” I said. “You gonna blow me?” he joked. “Besides that,”
I said, and we laughed. “There's a Cadillac in my garage that's
yours. I'll have it shipped back to you.” “Really? What kind?” I
told him all about it and he got pretty excited. “You bought it for
Jeff with your money though. You should keep it.” “He wanted you to
have it. He said so in the letter that you gave me. And I want you
to have it too.” After that we just sat there and did shots until
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we were totally blasted. We staggered out to our cars and Frank
stopped to pee in the parking lot. I laughed, but I couldn't help
staring at his dick. Jeff said Frank was the biggest of the Hayes
brothers, and it certainly looked that way. Drunk as he was, he
still caught me staring and got an evil grin on his face. “Come
on,” he said, and guided me to his car. “I'll drive you home.”
“You're drunker than I am. Let's get a cab,” I said. “OK, but I
need to sit here for just a minute.” He looked over at me and his
hand fell to his crotch and squeezed. “For a guy, you're pretty
cute,” he said. I knew where this was going, but I was too drunk to
be strong. “You think so?” I said coquettishly. “Yeah. I remember
there were times in high school when I caught you looking at me in
the locker room and I was tempted to see if I could talk you into
sucking my dick.” “Why didn't you?” “You mean you would have?” I
laughed. “If I was drunk enough, maybe.” “Like now?” he said, and
he got serious and quiet. “Yeah, like now,” I said, looking
purposefully at his crotch. He unbuttoned his pants and unzipped
his zipper, pulling them down to reveal an almost hard cock. It was
nice, just like Jeff's, only bigger. I bent over and took him in my
mouth, inhaling his musky odor, the odor of a man who hadn't
showered since the morning. He moaned, and leaned back to focus on
the pleasure I was giving him. I put all my skills to use, working
him with my tongue, fondling his balls with my finger, really
putting my all into it, but he was too drunk and I wondered if he'd
ever be able to cum. Then I got a wild idea and moved my finger
down his perineum to his hole. His sweat acted like natural lube
and I slipped my finger up his ass. He squirmed a bit, tried to
move away, but in the end, he let me probe him. Then I found his
spot and gently worked it. Suddenly my oral ministrations really
seemed to be working. Suddenly his erection was straining at its
full length, and he was panting like crazy, moving his hips
frenetically like he was trying to fuck my mouth, my finger or
both. Finally he blew a massive load in my mouth and I swallowed it
all. I pulled my finger out of his ass and sat up, wondering if
he'd kick my ass. “Damn. That was fucking amazing. Wife won't blow
me anymore, and when she does, she sure doesn't do it that well.” I
smiled. “I'm pissed,” he said. Uh oh. Here comes the anger.
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school when I was horny as hell, and here
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with these hidden talents.” I smiled even bigger. Then he leaned
over and kissed me. That really shocked me. I got out of his car
and he drove home, and I told myself that his load had sobered me
up enough to do the same. Luckily, I was right. The funeral service
was at the Baptist Church, and it
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high. It would have been offensive if it weren’t ridiculous. I was
there with my parents and the Schluters, which made me feel secure.
I was still enveloped by my family, immune to the wrath of Fred
Hayes and his shrew of a wife. After the hell and damnation sermon,
we went to the cemetery for a graveside vignette. Jeff's brothers
were the pallbearers, which was ironic since he hated all of them
except Frank. It was somber and hypocritical, with the Hayes family
pretending to be sad. Only Frank seemed to be crying real tears. He
caught my eye from across the grave and winked at me. I felt a
presence next to me, close enough to bump my shoulder, and I turned
to see Willie Jackson, tears rolling down his cheeks, staring at
the casket as it was lowered into the grave. I put my arm around
him affectionately, and he leaned into me. The graveside service
broke up and Willie and I walked away silently, heading toward my
car. “It's good to see you Willie,” I said. “Thanks JP. It's good
to see you.” He paused. “I'm so sorry this happened. The last year
must have been hell.” “It was definitely challenging. How about
you? How are you doing?” I needed to change the subject. I didn't
want to relive the events of the past few months. “I'm doing great.
Tom's still teaching at Vanderbilt, and I'm going to med school.
I'm gonna be an anesthesiologist.” “That's fantastic. When are you
heading home?” He looked at me and shrugged. “I've got a flight out
tomorrow.” “Where are you staying?” “I'm heading to Columbus. I
figured I'd grab a
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airport.” “Nonsense,” I said. “You're staying with us.” We'd gotten
to my car and I opened the door, almost forcing him in. “You don't
have to do that,” he said. “I know, but I want to. It will be good
to spend time with you, and you can tell me all about Tom.” The
mention of Tom made him smile, which was really cool. My parents
went out of their way to make Willie feel at home, and Vella made a
great dinner. We ended up, just the two of us, in the living room,
drinking beer and bullshitting. It seemed like Willie and Tom were
really in love and happy; I had learned the hard way that those
didn't always go hand in hand. Willie yawned so I led him back to
the guest room. We got to the door and he looked into my eyes. “I'd
really rather not be alone tonight.” I smiled. “Me either.” I led
him to my room instead, and we both shyly stripped naked by the
bed. I giggled when he pulled off his underwear and his cock sprang
up, hard as a rock. We met in the middle of the bed and Willie
showed me how much he had evolved as a lover over the past five
years. I caught a flight back home the next night. The roller
coaster ride had given me one last dip, but now it was over. July
21, 1968 After my visit to Claremont, I'd gone through Jeff's room
and sorted through his things that were still there. His diploma,
his watch, all of his trophies, I loaded them all up in the
Eldorado and had it shipped to Frank. He deserved it. He'd broken
out of the East Side like Jeff was expected to. Sam and I had been
really really busy. The book had come back from the publisher, and
we'd exchanged final drafts until it was finally done. “Why We
Can't Win the War in Vietnam” by JP Crampton and Sam Carbone. Sam
argued with me about getting joint author status, but I insisted.
So here we were, finished with this labor of love, exhausted. We
needed a getaway. I got everything all packed up for both of us in
the Corvette before Sam woke up. He was lying in bed so peacefully.
What a hunk. I bent over his groin and inhaled his scent, exhaling
on his plump cock. The airflow stimulated him, making him hard in
no time. I swallowed him whole and heard him moan while still
asleep. I worked him, wondering if he would wake up before he came.
A gentle hand on my head, massaging my hair and encouraging me,
told me that he did. Not long after that he shot his load. A nice
breakfast, I thought to myself. “Thanks. What a great way to get
up,” he said, stretching. “I have a surprise for you,” I said. “Get
up. Time to shower.” He looked at me, a question on his lips, but
he shrugged, got up and got ready. Musical
Recommendation:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MczZzJ-jy5c “I Only
Want to Be With You” by Dusty Springfield We drove over highway 84
and then down Highway 1 to Santa Cruz. It wasn't a long drive in
miles, but the road was curvy and mountainous, perfect for the
Corvette. I had a blast, driving like a race car driver,
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there. “So your surprise was to drive me to the beach to puke?” he
asked. I giggled. “No, my surprise was to take you to the beach to
enjoy the view for a few days.” I found a small little inn on the
coast and we got a cozy little room. It was perfect. We opened the
windows, and with the cool sea breezes making the heat of summer
disappear, we made love for the rest of the day. We strolled
through the quaint city, enjoying the culture that inherently
pervades California beach towns. The ocean breeze, the laid back
atmosphere, the sound of the waves on the beach, I felt the tension
evaporate away. I could see the same thing in Sam. We walked past a
real estate office with ads posted out front and paused to look. My
eyes froze when I got to one listing. It was a ranch house on seven
acres of land adjoining the coast just north of Santa Cruz. Zoned
for horses, right on the coast, it was perfect. Sometimes things
happen for a reason. I'd just sold the Chicago condo so I was flush
with cash. That made this property affordable. Our visit to the
coast had shown me the healing power of the sea. By the end of the
day, on a spur of the moment decision, I was the owner of a
beach-front ranch. The house itself was cute but outdated. I'd turn
Isidore loose on it, but in the meantime, it was just fine. Three
bedrooms and two baths, situated on a cliff with panoramic view of
the Pacific. It was perfect. I called Isidore from the town since
we wouldn't have a phone installed until later in the week. She
packed up the kids and Betty and headed over to see our new real
estate. The kids loved the beach, even though the house was
crowded. They had a blast. Sam and I spent our days in the waves
with the kids; Isidore spent her time planning to transform the
house into a home, one that would work for us. August 21, 1968 The
Republican convention had come and gone, and Richard Nixon would be
their candidate for President. I instinctively didn't like him, but
I liked Humphrey even less. I'd poured money into the McCarthy
campaign, even though I knew in my heart it was a losing battle.
That, combined with the amazing success of our book, had secured me
an invitation to the Democratic National Convention at the end of
the month. I'd spent the whole morning trying to find a hotel room
there. Meanwhile, Sam and I had just finished a promotional tour
for our book. I thought it would be fun, but I was wrong. It was
exhausting. We spent a week going from city to city on the East
coast, and then another week in the Midwest, and finished up with a
stint on the West coast. The book made the best seller list,
blowing our minds, and was making us a bunch of money. I split the
profits with Sam, glad to see him with his own money. I used half
of my money to expand and refurbish the beach house, and the other
half I sent to Exode. They had become pretty effective, but it cost
money to run an organization like that. I'd also carved some cash
out for Deke since it had originally been his idea. So here we
were, off the road, enjoying a little quality time with the kids at
the beach. Sam had taken them down to the shore while I pored over
the newspaper. I sipped my coffee and gazed out at the powerful
Pacific Ocean. If ever a body of water was misnamed, it was this
one. I turned back to the paper. Sam teased me that I just read it
to depress myself, and he may be right. Today certainly wasn't a
happy day. There had been some hope in the West that
Czechoslovakia's reforms might bring about a lasting thaw in the
cold war, at least between that country and NATO. Some even
hypothesized that such reforms might even spread throughout the
Warsaw Pact. That hope was dashed last night when 200,000 Warsaw
Pact troops and 2000 tanks, most of which were Soviet, rolled into
Czechoslovakia and easily took control. The “Prague Spring” was
over and so were the reforms. Totalitarian Communism was restored.
I looked out the windows to see Sam playing with the kids. I kept
looking for flaws in Sam, weaknesses that would destroy our
relationship like Jeff's drug habit had ruined the one that he and
I had, but I couldn't find anything. Sure he was quirky, and I
probably teased him way too much. And sometimes his crass Italian
background would collide with my more patrician upbringing, but
these were minor things, little nitpicks that we worked around. I
kept wondering if the stability and calm that he gave to our
relationship would end, but it didn't. I found that the lack of
conflict and excitement made things just a bit boring, but
infinitely more happy. I'd told the kids that Jeff had died, and
they cried a little but moved on quickly. He'd been so unreliable
for them, so inconsistent in his presence and attention that they'd
gotten used to him not being there. When Sam and I got back from
our book tour, Ace called him “papa,” the name they'd always used
for Jeff, and the other kids followed suit. Sam was thrilled, and
Isidore and I, after a few pangs, were too I found myself smiling
out at the beach and the ocean, a smile of pure happiness, and I
put the poor Czechs out of my mind. I'd been through my own
tragedies, and it was time to enjoy some, well, joy. August 25,
1968 Chicago was chaotic, as you might expect with a convention in
progress. There was absolutely no room at the Hilton, but I'd
secured a junior suite at the Drake for Sam and me. McCarthy's
people had gotten me a floor pass, and even though I wouldn’t be
speaking, they had managed to give every delegate a copy of our
book. My job was to be around to talk to people who may have
questions about the war. I took the opportunity of a lull in the
activity to wander around outside. The tension was unbelievable,
worse than in Paris this May. There were about 10,000 protesters in
the city, while Mayor Daley had assembled a force of some 23,000
police and National Guardsmen to maintain order. It seemed
excessive, it looked excessive, and it was excessive. I didn't
wander far from the convention center, but I did meet Jerry Rubin,
the Yippie activist, and Pigasus. Pigasus was the pig the Yippies
had nominated for President and had become quite a celebrity. I got
my picture taken with him. So far, things seemed pretty calm and
orderly. August 28, 1968 The convention had been a total sham.
McCarthy had squared off against Humphrey, even though Humphrey
hadn't run in a single primary. Humphrey was just Johnson with a
different accent, but he had the party honchos behind him. They
maneuvered and schemed, and in the end the party chose Humphrey. It
was a travesty that he was nominated. Fully 80% of primary voters
had cast their votes for anti-war candidates, yet these party hacks
had seized control and handed the nomination to a pro-war Humphrey.
I found myself considering a vote for Nixon, scary as that seemed.
I was so disgusted that I just left the convention hall. Sam stuck
with me the whole time. Sam had an air of masculinity that was as
strong as it was intoxicating, but the downside of that was that he
sometimes let his anger and rage get ahead of him. I thought about
the animalistic and primal sex we had, and decided that it was
worth the trade off. We grabbed a cab downtown. The cab got totally
stopped in traffic around Grant Park, where a large crowd had
gathered. Exasperated, I paid the cabbie and got out to walk. We'd
just have to trudge up Michigan Avenue or take the El. The park had
become ground zero for the protesters. We walked through the
groups, and even got high with a few yippies who struck up a
conversation with us. We certainly didn't look like the typical
protesters in our suits, still spiffed up from being at the
convention. A few people asked us who we were, and after they found
out we'd authored the book on Vietnam, we gained immediate
celebrity status. We were hanging around chatting with a crowd when
a commotion attracted our attention. My audience headed over there
at top speed, we approached more cautiously. There was a boy, just
a mere boy, who was hauling down an American Flag. This gesture
aroused the police, and they moved in with batons to beat the poor
kid. What was this? He was just a boy! I thought back to the scenes
in that village in Vietnam, where women and children had been
slaughtered, and wondered if soon we'd kill our own children here.
It seemed like one minute it was a peaceful gathering, and the next
it had turned into a riot. Only it wasn't the protesters rioting,
it was the police. They looked like machines with their riot gear
and gas masks. Canisters of tear gas arrived as I noticed this and
I felt the stinging in my eyes and fled like everyone else. Tom
Hayden, one of the protest leaders, got on his megaphone and told
the protesters to head for the city itself, that way if they gassed
us they'd end up gassing regular citizens too. We fled as fast as
we could, most of the protesters heading west, while Sam and I
headed north. A group of cops came upon us and saw our suits. They
must have figured that we were either organizers, or big wigs, so
instead of beating us they sprayed us with mace. I fell to the
ground in pain, the mace searing through my eyes, stinging like the
tear gas hadn't come close to doing. The police swarmed past us
while we writhed on the ground, a few of them taking a second to
kick us. I'd have some bruises to be sure. But in the end, we were
relatively unhurt. The police had formed a line and marched ahead,
chanting “kill, kill, kill.” It was chilling. The only equivalent I
could think of was a group of SS troops marching in Nazi Germany.
We got back to the hotel and took a shower, trying to eradicate the
mace and tear gas from our bodies. We were too upset for any
extracurricular activity in the shower. The television showed the
same things we had seen, plus the confrontation with the police in
front of the Hilton Hotel. It was rumored that so much tear gas was
used it had irritated Johnson's eyes at his suite at the Hilton
Hotel. I looked at Sam. “This is bullshit. I'm out of here. I can't
support this party, not with this kind of corruption and cruelty.”
We packed our bags and headed for O'Hare. It seemed that no matter
what we did, no matter how many people lashed out at this war, the
government was not going to change its course. Maybe we should give
Nixon a chance. It couldn't be any worse, could it?
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