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Mark Arbour Subject: 19681968by: Mark Arbour Before you read this
story, there are a few things you should consider:1. It contains
graphic descriptions of sex between men. There may even be some sex
with women in here. Fortunately, there is no sex with animals.2. Be
aware that the effects of inflation have been profound. A good rule
of thumb is to consider that $1 in 1968 is probably similar to $10
in 2008. So just add a zero at the end of any number.3. This is a
sequel to "Chronicles of an Academic Predator." You don't have to
read CAP before this story, but it will give you a deeper insight
into the characters and their pasts.CHAPTER ONEMusical
Recommendation: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsRhIvbU1A4 "White
Rabbit" by Jefferson AirplaneNovember 29, 1967 "Mr. Hayes, you got
a visitor," the policeman said as he opened the cell. The bars of
the jail cell clanged shut behind me. I was being given a rare
privilege, admission to the actual cell block, primarily because I
was on such good terms with the police department. I stood in the
cell alone with my boyfriend, not that that was public information
and not that he was much of a boyfriend. He sat on the cot, shaking
from the chills even though it wasn't cold. I knew those chills
because this wasn't the first time I'd seen them. Those were the
chills and shakes he got from the D.T.s. Soon he'd become violent
and unmanageable while the drugs that were still in his system
demanded more. Then he'd slowly sweat them out and almost become
something like his normal self. For a while. Then he'd go back to
his same crowd, the hippies that lived on campus and thrived on
protest. I let out a sigh, a sigh of exasperation. This war was
going to end up costing me both of the men I loved, and there was
still no end in sight. There never would be, at least as the
government envisioned it. "I'm sorry JP. I know I let you down
again. I can't look at you. I know that you hate me." I didn't hate
him, yet, but I was getting there. The last bender he'd gone on,
he'd come back and we'd made love, beautiful love. And then a few
days later I'd discovered that I had the clap and had to spend the
next ten days on penicillin therapy. Fortunately I hadn't fucked
anyone else in those three days before I figured it out. "Yes, you
did. And no, I don't hate you. But you are testing the bounds of my
love for you." That sounded ridiculous even to me. "I'm so sorry.
I'll be better now. I promise, I'll be better." The first three or
four times I'd heard this, I'd believed him. Not anymore. "No Jeff,
you won't be. The first thing you have to do is sober up, and you
can't do that at home. Then you have to decide if you truly want to
kick your drug habit. It's cost you almost everything. There are
three little kids at home that are wondering where you are. Isidore
and I are running out of reasons to explain why you're not there."
He started sobbing. I recognized the pattern. I didn't have long.
He stood up and hugged me. He reeked of vomit and urine and body
odor. His beautiful hair had grown long, down below his shoulders,
and he sported a dirty beard. His eyes were yellow, and his breath
horrendous. Even his teeth had developed a yellowish tinge. I
pulled away from him, revolted at what he'd become. Just nine
months ago he'd been the love of my life, and we'd been so happy
together, or so I thought. Then he'd gotten involved in the
anti-war protests, and the drugs that inevitably seemed to follow
them. He was tall, 6'5, with huge muscles and a toned body from
football, with clipped dark blond hair and a face that looked like
Tony Dow. Now his body was still there, maybe a little less fit
from a lack of exercise, but everything else about him, his
kindness, his honor, his masculinity, and his sense of what a real
man should be, all of those things were gone. I rapped the door and
they let me out. He tried to cling to me but I tore him away,
biting back the tears that threatened to form. "Don't leave me here
JP! Please don't leave me here!" I just shook my head. I had no
choice. He wasn't safe at home. I had to think of Isidore and the
children. I heard him screaming at me as I walked out of the jail,
but I blocked out the words. My lawyer met me outside and put his
arm around my shoulder. I smiled at him. Aaron is a good guy. I'd
known him for five years now, meeting him when I first moved to
Chicago, and he had always been there, ready to drop everything for
me. He steered me into the waiting area to a semi-private alcove.
"JP, the last time this happened he signed those papers giving you
power of attorney. I've already presented them to the judge with a
plan of rehabilitation. They won't agree unless he's formally
committed." "What does that mean?" I queried. "It means that he
doesn't get out until you petition the court to release him, or
until the institution discharges him." In other words, he was going
to the sanitarium. And I had to sign the papers to send him there.
"I don't want him going to the state hospital. I want him at a
private hospital. No lobotomies, no shock therapy, none of that
archaic shit they still use there." Aaron studied me carefully. "I
can make that happen, but you'll have
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all of his expenses. Plus he's got court costs and prior bills to
pay off too. This isn't going to be cheap." I smiled at him. Money
was the one thing I didn't have to worry about. "If I could solve
this problem by throwing money at it, I would have done that a long
time ago." I gave him the name of a hospital that I knew, one where
I'd sent my former T.A. years ago. They'd done a good job with him.
Maybe they'd save Jeff. Maybe. I walked out to my car, a new
Cadillac Eldorado. It had front wheel drive just like its cousin,
the Oldsmobile Toronado, so the snowy Chicago roads were no match
for it. I gunned the huge engine, 472 cubic inches of raw, gas
sucking power, and headed home. There was no happiness to be found
in these material baubles, I told myself cynically. There was no
happiness to be found period. It just seemed to fly into my life
long enough to tease me, then fly right out again leaving me more
empty than before. I turned on the radio to hear the latest news.
Secretary of Defense Robert McNamara had resigned under pressure
from President Johnson. McNamara advocated freezing the level of US
troops in Vietnam at their current levels, while Johnson and his
General, William Westmoreland, wanted more. Both of those hawks had
gone public this very month, telling Americans that we were winning
the war. They were wrong. I had focused all of my research efforts
on Vietnam, its history, and this war. I'd done it as a labor of
love for Andre, the first man I'd ever been in love with, the first
man that had ever returned that love. He'd been killed in the
initial stages of this fucking war, in December of 1962, and ever
since then I'd published paper after paper showing that this war
was futile and unwinnable. That had gotten me the cold shoulder
from the government, and I'd seen my grants dry up like a desert
lake. I didn't care. I had my own money. I was immune to their
fiscal pressure. Then they'd even tried to bully me, but that
didn't work either, because I could hire good lawyers. Finally, the
cacophony of voices against the war had become so vitriolic, they
seemed to decide that my calm, academic arguments were harmless,
and left me alone. Facts don't inspire revolutionary fervor,
zealots do, and I was no zealot. That was until earlier this year
when I'd really pissed them off. I'd transferred $100,000 to Canada
to fund a group I formed called "Exode", started in honor of Andre.
It was designed to help Americans fleeing from the draft get a
decent start in Canada. Exode provided them with a small amount of
cash, a place to stay, and job placement assistance. It dovetailed
nicely with the pamphlet the Canadian Anti-War movement had
generated: Manual for Draft Age Immigrants to Canada. The
government had been livid, and had tried all kinds of machinations
to bring me to trial for personally aiding and abetting these
unpatriotic Americans who deserted their country. They found,
though, that an aid organization was tough to vilify, and at the
end of the summer, they'd left me alone again. I'm sure I had a
thick FBI file, but I'd been lucky enough to dodge the bullet so
far. How ironic that the crazy radicals on campus like Jeff and his
buddies had probably been just the type of people who made me seem
like small potatoes, yet I despised them.December 6, 1967 More
snow, more cold, more bullshit. That just seemed to be the way
things were going. I hadn't been out to see Jeff yet, but I planned
to do that tonight. The hospital had advised me to stay away, and
only today had they acquiesced to my presence. In the meantime, I
had worse problems to deal with. We had a faculty meeting today; I
had an idea of what was on the agenda, and it wasn't pretty. We
filed in, taking our preordained seats. After five years, I'd
worked my way "up the table" and I smiled down at those more junior
than me, watching their apprehension. Dr. Peterson started the
meeting. "It will probably come as no surprise to you that I am
retiring as department chair and as an active member of this
faculty. Northwestern University has been pleased to offer me
emeritus status, an honor of which I am duly appreciative. I had
planned to continue through the end of the school year, but I have
personal issues that make it more appropriate for me to leave at
the end of this semester." The rookies at the lower end of the
table seemed to take it at face value, but the rest of us knew what
it really was. Peterson was being forced out. "The University has
selected Dr. Kellogg to serve as interim chair, pending a full and
comprehensive search." There was almost a groan from the members
present, restrained only by Kellogg's bulky presence. "I'd just
like to tell you all what a pleasure it's been working with you.
I've seen many of you grow from young men into adults to be proud
of. You will honor me by keeping in touch with me as I enjoy these
golden years." There were genuine tears from some, and I felt my
eyes get watery although there was no way I was going to allow
myself to cry. That was unacceptable, even though Peterson had been
a mentor and defender of mine, and losing him was a catastrophe.
"Thank you Dr. Peterson," said Kellogg, in his nasal voice. "I'm
sure I'll get to know you all over the next few weeks. I want to
explain my philosophies to you so there are no misunderstandings.
Campuses around this country are flammable, just waiting for sparks
to ignite them, whether it's over this continued battle for civil
rights or protest against our action in Vietnam." The examples he
cited he'd said with a sneer, conveying his contempt for the
movements and thoughts they provoked. "I've spoken with the
administration, and we've agreed that our department must do its
best to refrain from adding fuel to the fire. We must avoid
provoking the student body, and do everything we can
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a safe learning environment." The irritation on the faculty members
faces was plain, but they weren't the focus of his comments.
Everyone knew there was only one person in this room who fit the
rabble-rouser description he just defined: me. I said nothing and
simply
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"Are there any questions?" His tone indicated that he didn't want
any questions. "I'd just like to raise an issue, if I may." He
looked at me with a challenging look, like I was going to wither
under his gaze. Fat chance of that. "Certainly Dr. Crampton," he
said politely. "I'd like to discuss taking a sabbatical next
semester. Dr. Kellogg, this may be a more appropriate discussion
for us to have privately, but I felt that since you are new here
and my absence will no doubt directly affect those in this room,
perhaps you wouldn't mind my raising the issue?" He eyed me
carefully. "You are up for tenure soon, and it's unusual to take a
sabbatical before you reach that stage." "I understand that, but
I've been invited to speak at quite a few universities next
semester. I'll be at the Sorbonne in May, Stanford in April, and
I've got an east coast series of appearances in February and March.
It seems that my somewhat controversial papers have filled my dance
card, as it were." The other members of the faculty congratulated
me heartily, and the meeting devolved into discussions about my
latest paper. Kellogg had lost control of the meeting and it had
gone in a direction that he most certainly did not want. "Dr.
Crampton, congratulations on your popularity. I'm sure we'll muddle
through without you. Take your sabbatical, and we'll see you back
here in the fall of 1968." "Thank you Dr. Kellogg," I said,
although based on my tone I might as well have said "fuck you"
instead. Dr. Peterson came to see me in my office as I was
gathering my things. "Dr. Crampton, a moment?" I smiled at him.
Peterson is a good guy; he'd gone to bat for me so many times I'd
lost count. "Of course sir," I said. "I don't see you thriving
under Kellogg's regime," he said candidly. "I agree with you sir."
"I'd like you to talk to Dr. Falstead at Stanford. He's a big fan
of yours, and they have an opening. I think you'd do well out
there." I stared at him, amazed. "You think I should leave
Northwestern before I get tenure?" "Dr. Crampton, you're no fool.
Surely you realize that Dr. Kellogg was directing those comments to
you? You won't get tenure here, and not because you don't deserve
it. So there's no reason for you to spin your wheels where you're
not appreciated." That was a shock. I figured that I'd get tenure
regardless, and that I'd just have to put up with administration
bullshit as I went forward. I chided myself for being arrogant and
short-sighted. I should have seen that coming. "I'd have to move to
California. I'm not sure how my wife would react to that." I knew
exactly how she'd react, but I didn't want to tell him that. "Well,
there are probably other options, but Stanford is your best bet
right now. I'd contact Falstead. That's my advice." I shook his
hand warmly. "Thank you Dr. Peterson. Thanks for everything." He
smiled and nodded, then left my office, and the university. The
drive out to the hospital was long, the roads jammed with traffic.
I pulled the joint out of my ashtray and lit it, taking a few puffs
just to calm my nerves. Any more than that and I'd act like an
idiot. The pot relaxed me, let me drive without stressing, and let
me mull my situation over. California. That was a huge shift. I'd
felt like I pushed the limits of my umbilical cord when I moved to
Chicago, and that was only 400 miles from my hometown of Claremont,
Ohio. California, well, that was thousands of miles. I had been
comfortable in a stuffy east coast academic environment. How would
I react to the beach culture of California? Surely that pervaded
all levels of society out there? Stanford is in Palo Alto, a big
suburb by all accounts. I'd never even been there. Isidore would
shit a brick. She'd been working with my father's company, Crampton
Construction, to help them penetrate the political machine in
Chicago, and she'd done it brilliantly. The branch office here was
one of the most profitable and productive in the whole corporation.
No one but me really gave Isidore credit for achieving that. There
were always men in charge ready to take the glory of the success.
But I knew who was responsible. That was another wrinkle. I owned
15% of Crampton Construction. The dividends alone from those shares
put over $300,000 a year in my pocket. If Isidore and I moved west,
that could adversely affect my income. All of those thoughts filled
my mind, and before I knew it I'd arrived at the hospital. The
orderlies led me through the hospital to the high security area.
When I'd visited Jason all those years ago, he'd been in a nice
room with little or no supervision. Jeff hadn't made it there yet.
I stopped outside the room to talk to the doctor. "We've been
trying to detox him, but it's been a long slow process. We've found
traces of PCP, Heroin, and LSD in his system. He's been strung out
for a while. Quite frankly Dr. Crampton, we're not sure if he'll be
able to fully recover. He's little more than a zombie now, as if
his brain is trying to figure out how to fire its neurons normally
again." I looked at him through the one way mirror. He was lying on
his back staring blankly at the ceiling. I felt a tear fall down my
cheek and I quickly brushed it away. "We'd like to recommend that
we try shock therapy. We think that may bring him out of his fog."
"Absolutely not," I said firmly. "I will not allow him to be
subjected to shock treatment, and if I find out that he has been,
there will be hell to pay." "As you wish," the doctor said,
irritated beyond his capacity to hide it. "I'm sorry doctor; I'm
just not convinced that's an effective treatment. I must ask you to
humor me." That seemed to calm him a bit. He pushed the button and
the door unlocked, allowing me in. Jeff looked over and saw me, but
his expression didn't change and he didn't move. I walked over and
sat on the bed next to him and took his hand. He let me hold it,
but he didn't respond. I just held his hand and stroked it. They'd
cleaned him up, cut his hair, and he seemed more like his old self
physically. His muscles had started to atrophy, but his magnificent
body was still there. That wasn't the problem. The problem was with
his mind. I lay down next to him and cuddled up to his chest like I
used to. I felt his hand move up and brush across my back. We laid
there for what must have been an hour, and that's the only real
reaction I got from him. I got up and leaned over, kissing his
forehead. "I love you Jeff, I really do. I want you to get better
and come home to us." He looked at me, his violet eyes latching
onto mine, but they seemed to be engulfed in a fog, in a haze. I
left the hospital feeling even worse than I did when I left campus.
December 7, 1967 "I do not want to move JP! I have set down roots
here, made friends. I have no desire to pick up and move to
California!" Isidore was screaming at me, something highly unusual
for her. We'd married to allow her to remain in the U.S. and avoid
potential deportation back to France, and to allow me to adopt her
oldest son, Ace. His real name is Andre Charles, after my first
love, and his real father.
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formed a marriage of convenience with me and by extension with
Jeff. "I do not have a position at Northwestern, for all intents
and purposes. I have to go somewhere else, whether I want to or
not." To me it was all logic. "What about my career? What about my
work here?" She was still yelling, and I found that very annoying.
"There really is no reason for you to yell at me. I can understand
you just fine when you speak in a normal tone of voice." She
glowered at me. "Your career involves buttering up politicians and
hosting parties, and then when the deal is done, everyone else
takes the credit. You're being used. This could be a fresh start
for you too." "I do not want a fresh start, and I do not want to
move." "Will you at least go out to California with me and see what
it's like? If nothing else, it will be a nice break from this
shitty weather." I smiled at her, trying to turn on the charm. She
sighed. "Alright, after the New Year I will go out with you and see
this place. But it will not change my mind." "Thanks Isidore," I
said, and kissed her on the cheek. I headed into the rec room to
see the kids. Ace was the first to rush over and see me. He was
just like his father, dark hair, and tall for his age, and with an
energy and joy of life that was one of Andre's most cherished
qualities. "Daddy!" he yelled, and gave me a big hug. I felt all of
my sadness evaporate. Over in the corner, the twins were arguing
over a toy. I went over and broke up their squabble. They both
hugged me as well, and I sat on the floor with the three of them
just goofing around. The twins, Claire and Billy, had been born in
1964. Isidore had a tough pregnancy which had cost her the ability
to have any more children. Billy was a very active, physical boy.
It was obvious that Jeff was his father, with his dark blond hair
and the adorably cute looks, not to mention his obsession with
sports. Footballs, baseballs, tennis balls, and even hockey pucks,
those were his favorite toys. Claire was a total Daddy's girl, and
she had me wrapped around her finger. It was my genes that were
part of her. She had my thick blond hair, and my light green eyes.
I'd always had a pretty face, a Ricky Nelson kind of look that
would have been incredible if it wasn't attached to a scrawny short
body. But with Claire, she was already a gorgeous child, and she'd
be a real looker when she got older. "Uncle Stefan!" Claire
screamed, and fled over to Stefan. He was technically her cousin,
but that didn't seem to matter. I looked up and smiled at Stefan.
He'd been so absorbed in his studies I hadn't really seen him much.
The two of us played with the kids until it was time for me to head
to campus.Musical Recommendation:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RhriAN7jME "Make Your Own Kind of
Music" by Mama Cass "JP, can you give me a ride to the El?" Stefan
asked. "Of course, the heater won't work until long after I drop
you off," I said. "Still, it is better than the wind," he joked as
we got on the elevator. "Can I come up and see you tonight?" "Sure
Stefan. I missed you. We've both been so busy." "I know. But I was
wondering if maybe I could spend the night?" Stefan turned his
handsome face, long, with a strong French nose, topped with pretty
Strawberry blond hair towards me and tilted it provocatively. "That
would be nice," I said, and he kissed me quickly before the doors
opened. I dropped him off at the train station and found myself
looking forward to that evening. Stefan came up that evening and
played with the kids for a while. They adored him. He was just a
big kid himself. I watched him with them and couldn't help but
admire his sexy demeanor. Stefan was the illegitimate son of my
cousin Steve who was killed in World War II. Stefan had been raised
by his mother in the Paris slums, and had come to the U.S. some six
years ago to land right in the lap of luxury. His grandparents are
wealthy, one of the three richest families in Claremont, and he'd
had a tough time adapting to it. When he'd gotten here, we'd had an
intense romantic fling, but that had evolved into a rock solid
friendship with benefits. Now, though, he was a handsome, charming
young man of 23, full of life and energy. He moved like a cat, even
his walk was sexy. He was the kind of guy that even straight men
would think about fucking. He is the ultimate sexual being. I
kissed the kids goodnight and headed to the shower. I was feeling
grimy after the long day, and I wanted to freshen up for Stefan.
The warm water flowed over me, relaxing and soothing me, when I
heard the shower door open and looked up to see Stefan come in and
join me, his cock already at its fully hard seven inches. "You seem
happy to see me?" I teased. He walked up to me and grabbed my own
hardening cock. "And you are not happy to see me?" His lips met
mine, and he molded his body into me. He turned around and pressed
his ass against me, begging me to fuck him. I reached around and
rubbed my soap-covered hands across his chest, flicking his
nipples, and then moved down and stroked his hard cock. "You want
me to fuck you?" I taunted, moving my head against his hole and
then pulling back, then pushing in a bit, then pulling out again.
"Fuck me now JP!" he said, and I smiled at him as I drove my dick
into his ass. Stefan is a pro, and had supplemented his
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exactly how to move his body to maximize the pleasure of the guy he
was with, and his own at the same time. He is an amazing lover. As
I pumped into him I realized that it had been a long time since I'd
gotten laid. The feeling, the intensity was overwhelming, and I
exploded inside of Stefan well before I wanted. That didn't faze
him at all. When I started shooting he stroked himself to orgasm,
and finished only slightly after I started. He turned around and
kissed me. "Stefan, you are an amazing lover." He smiled at me,
appreciating the ego stroke I'd given him. "I am only this good
when I have such a good partner." I smacked him playfully for being
full of shit, and we dried off and headed to bed. We lay there,
with him on top of me and his head on my chest. I thought about all
the times I'd done this with Jeff, and how good that had felt. I
found that I didn't miss him as much as I used to, and I wasn't
sure if that was good or bad. "So you are graduating early?" I
asked "Yes, although I don't know why. I don't have any plans after
I'm done." Stefan had tried dating various guys throughout college,
but he always seemed to get bored and move on. He'd left a string
of broken hearts, including
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Tom, in
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hookups to sate his sexual desires and put all his extra energy
into finishing up his degree. "Why don't you be my groupie and keep
me company?" I offered. "What are you talking about?" I told him
about my job at Northwestern being basically over, and how I was
going to be traveling around doing a bunch of speaking engagements.
"So you want me to just hang out with you and
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travel around?" he asked. "Yeah." I said. "You can molest college
students around the country." "That sounds like a lot of fun!
Unless a better offer comes up." "Better offer?" I chided him. "Who
could be better than me?" "No one I can think of," he said as he
rolled me over, lubed me up, and gently entered me.December 20,
1967 My last semester at Northwestern was over, and it was a sad
occasion. Since I was officially on sabbatical, there was no
official end, and technically I could come back next
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I'd talked to Dr. Falstead and told him what was going on and he
was very encouraging. He asked me to come out with Isidore in
January to meet with him. I got the distinct impression that he
wanted me there, and he wanted me there badly. He'd even alluded to
a fast track tenure process, and Peterson advised me to try and
work that into my employment contract. Still, Isidore wasn't
convinced. That wouldn't be a quick battle; it would be a long
campaign. It had been two weeks since I'd gone out to see Jeff, and
since we were leaving for Claremont tomorrow, I felt compelled to
fight the traffic out to the hospital. The same doctor met me and
walked me to the same area. "He hasn't really changed much since
you were here last. He seems a little more alert, and I think we're
finally getting the narcotics out of his system. We've had to
sedate him pretty heavily though." He saw me start to protest. "It
was for his own safety. He was violent, and tried to hurt himself.
He has directed all of his anger at himself." "So what do you
recommend?" I asked, bracing myself for the shock therapy argument
again. "Well, I know you're opposed to shock therapy, so I'm going
to suggest we try some drug therapy. I'd like to try Imipramine,
it's an anti-depressant. We may have to mix it with some
anti-psychotics, but I think if we manage it carefully we can start
to bring him out of his funk." I didn't think funk was a medical
term, and that almost made me giggle. "I appreciate you looking for
alternatives. You have my permission to try your new strategy." He
smiled, finally winning some concession from me. I understood where
he was coming from. He wanted to help Jeff but I had his hands
tied. "Once he comes out of his zombie mode, I'll start him on
counseling." "Thanks doctor," I said, shaking his hand warmly. He
buzzed me into Jeff's room. Jeff was much more alert than last
time. I walked over to his bed and lay down next to him and kissed
him on the cheek. He
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me and our eyes met. I built walls around myself to keep people
from knowing the real me, the person inside, and more importantly,
to keep them from seeing my emotions. Jeff had the unique ability
to pierce right through those walls, and we'd learned to
communicate without saying anything. That's what happened now, and
it was very disturbing. I knew that he felt guilty for everything,
that he blamed himself, but I didn't know how much he hated
himself. And he really did. He craved drugs, craved them like,
well, like Stefan craves sex. I could feel it in his eyes. He was
begging me for a fix. With all of his heart, he wanted to escape
back into his drug-induced fog. Back where he couldn't feel the
pain, and he didn't care about anything. "No baby," I cooed into
his ear as I brushed my hand across his face. "I love you, more
than anything except our kids, and I want you back the way you
were. No more drugs. No more rallies. No more protests. I want you
back." He said nothing and just shook his head "no". "Don't you
love me? You don't want me?" His eyes got alarmed. I smiled at him.
"See, you do. Do you love me enough to leave the drugs behind?" I
saw the struggle on his face and my heart went out to him. He
wanted both, and he couldn't choose. If he had to, though, I knew
that right now he'd pick the narcotics. "Jeff, I want you back.
Period. And I'm going to do everything I can to make that happen.
Now, you can fight it, but you know I don't lose." His eyes smiled
at me and I kissed him gently on the lips. I felt them quiver
slightly in response. I lay on my back and he rolled over on top of
me, his head on my chest. I felt the tears wetting my shirt, and I
just stroked his hair and his back like I'd done so many times
before. I periodically kissed his head, and told him over and over
how much I loved him. Then finally the doctor came in and told me
I'd been there for four hours, and they needed to give him his
medicine for the night. He clung to me like a drowning man clings
to a life raft, but I pried myself away and promised to come see
him as soon as I could. I made it out of the hospital and into the
Eldorado before I broke down in tears. Crying was OK, as long as no
one else saw me do it.December 22, 1967 Traveling to Claremont used
to be so much easier. In the past, I just jumped in the car and
left. Not anymore. Now we had to pack up Isidore's monstrously huge
Cadillac Fleetwood with all the crap three little kids would need,
not to mention Betty and Isidore. I learned a long time ago to
travel light. The Fleetwood was the stretch model, damn near a
limousine, so the kids spent most of their time playing on the
floor with Betty. Or crying. Or fighting. Or deciding they had to
stop to go to the bathroom. Stefan opted to drive himself, the
little shit, so he got to avoid all of the tumult. "So I was
thinking about this California thing," I said to Isidore, raising
the issue that was sure to piss her off. "Oh, and what were you
thinking?" she said caustically. "I'm thinking that maybe if we did
move you could actually set up your own office of Crampton, or if
they won't go for it, your own firm where you could make the
decisions and get the credit." She looked at me, perplexed. "I am
not capable of running a branch all by myself!" "Bullshit," I said,
and got a dirty look from Betty. "Daddy said a bad word," chimed
Ace. I ignored them. "You are the one who drives that office. If
you were a man you'd have been in charge a
Elweb
Lolita long time ago." "You think too highly of me JP."
Elweb Lolita I could tell she was flattered. "I do not. I know you
and your capabilities, and if my father and brother won't back you,
I'd be willing to put my own money behind you." She smiled at me.
"You are very persuasive, you know that don't you?" I returned her
smile. I loved Isidore, I really did. The thought of her not being
with me, or backing me up on a move was just impossible. "You mind
if I broach the issue with my father?" "Go ahead," she said. "I
trust you completely. I know you'll look out for me."
"California?!" chimed Betty from the back. "They got earthquakes
there, that whole state is gonna fall into the ocean." "Yeah, but
they have warm winters." She seemed to ponder that, weighing
certain death by being sucked into the Pacific against the fucking
cold Chicago winters. So we lumbered along, and with all our stops
it took us over 9 hours to make the trip. There were distinct
advantages to being a carefree bachelor. By the time we got there
we were so tired all we could do was say "hello" and head off to
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