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不死也废了(25)

(2011-11-22 11:09:22)
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万成的亲身经历

2008年3月13日星期四,我房间里的音响好像被关掉了,因为我唱歌的时候感觉不到能量,缺乏共振回响。

8月7日,我买好菜之后,到书院街489号,坐在一台计算机前把《加拿大的权力与自由章程》默写了一遍。在我打印之前,那份文件被关掉了。有什么关系,我只不过想把自己背下来的东西跟原文比较一下。我从那个中年的白人女接待员边上走过去的时候,她说:“王八蛋。”我一如继往地往外走,管她在说谁或者说什么呢。

有一段时间我好像成了生命的坐标原点。不管我往哪儿一站,那儿就会充满了生机,可是我一无所有。

我往展览中心一站,那儿的车子就开始运动了、人也开始走动了。车子在我面前开来开去,好像很忙似的。

约克堡那儿有一座不显眼的小桥,一般没有车辆开到那儿去。我站在桥上才一会儿,就有三、五辆车开始在我面前开来开去了。一小时之后,开车的频度降低了。两小时之后,我离开那儿了。

有一天,我在湖边的一块草坪上看书。第二天我在那块草坪上看见满地都是大雁粪。我刚在那儿站了一会儿,上百只大雁就飞来落在了我附近的草坪上。

沿着湖边往西走到高公园,往西北方向走进公园,从一个小湖边上走过去,走上一个大树成荫的大斜坡。那儿是高公园的偏远地带。我在一个长凳上坐下来看书。几分钟之后,我面前和附近的小路上就有川流不息的人走动了。莫非我坐在一条闹市区的长凳上?片刻之后,我离开那条长凳,往西走,再回过头去看那一带的情形:那儿又恢复了往日的宁静。

安大略中心东南角有一个停车场跟机场隔水相望,仿佛伸手可及。我第一天站在那儿的时候,那停车场干干净净;中间隔了一天我又去那儿的时候,上面被几百只海鸥站满了,还拉了一地的鸟粪。

别以为那是什么童话故事,有人曾我不在的时候做了手脚—喂鸟。

On Thursday, March 13, 2008, it seemed the acoustics in my room was closed because I could not feel energy (resonance or reverberation) when I sang.

On Thursday, August 07, 2008, I went to 489 College Street after grocery. Sat at an available computer, I typed The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms, but the file was closed before it was printed. It did not matter. What I wanted to do was checking what I remembered with the original version. When I was passing the desk of the receptionist, a middle-age white woman, who said: “Arse hole.” My departure was not disturbed at all, as her words could tend to anybody or anything.

It seemed I am the origin of coordinates of life in a period, as the place I stepped on was filled with life and vigour, but I do not have anything.

When I stood at a place in the Exhibition Place, vehicles started to move, and people started to walk. Vehicles moved back and forth in front of me, and they looked like very busy.

A bridge hid at Fort York, so vehicles normally did not use it. When I stood on the bridge, three (up to five) vehicles started to move back and forth in front of me before long. The vehicles moved less frequently in one hour; I departed in two hours.

One day, I was reading on a lawn at lake shore; the morrow I realized feces of wild geese were laid all over the lawn. Before I stood there long, about a hundred wild geese flew to land on the lawn near me.

Walked along lake shore westwards to High Park, went into the park toward northwest, walked beside a lakelet to a big slope which was shaded by big trees. That was a remote area in High Park. I sat on a bench to read. In minutes, people walking along the trails in front of and near me in continuous stream. Did I sit on a downtown bench? I left that bench in fifteen minutes, walked westbound, and looked back to check the situation: that area recovered its regular serenity.

A parking lot located at the southeast corner of Ontario Place. The water route between the parking lot and the airport was so narrow that it seemed one could touch the other side of the water-route if the person stretched out a hand from one side of it. When the first day I stood on the parking lot, it was clean. While the third day I went to the same parking lot again, it was occupied by hundreds of gulls, whose guano speckled all over the parking lot.

Those were not fairy tales; people worked in those areas during my absent—fed birds.

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