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夜深人静

(2010-09-24 13:04:37)
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I bet a handful of lucky lottery back mood Huang Huangran, helplessly watching dark and the night sky, thinking, thinking, and those who think of those things.


  At this point, the winter cold to stimulate my heart, filled with a burst of burst of ups and downs, I think of this time last year, once in the same in this office, I tapped the keyboard on a letter, even know their the fiery love and miss the old traditions like another attempt, gradually, I am aware of the nonexistence of a few foreign country, because knowledge, gradually, the heart, the imagination germination out of nothingness, an unrealistic desire. In this way, I sway in the wonderful and moving music in the intoxication and unable to extricate themselves. 1 "to accompany me to see the Prairie" made me love songs of the prairie suddenly returned to the more than 20 years ago that young age, and now my hair gray, it seems, and is very consistent with actual age, but the fact is the case. At the moment of the winter night, cold and then cold, and in my cold heart, no matter how, it can not wake past the kind of yearning for a better thirst for another.


  Northwest, and thus the lack of a thick smell of human nature. Every night, I always wait for a long time alone in this room, we can not help to go out and want to get rid of all these middle-aged bored. I do not know how could my mind there are always a few illusory shadow, and always I am deeply moved Zheke embarrassment in the heart, so, I am still quietly, silently bless those that bless me and those that do, in fact, , life's journey is the same distance, only to go a different method. Due to the different moves, leading to the previous and subsequent Qieqie Si Acacia tenderness pain. Today, each other, each thinking of each other's pain in the pregnant and music.


  Cecil is a nip in the air, my mind more then the chaos. In fact, from the beginning we knew it was a somewhat illusory drift may be in order to perhaps the spiritual sustenance, we have carried out Haishishanmeng like Cecil Xiang Qiu, and we value the process, but no time to take into account the results reached the end of appointment, the original seems to be a dream, good people worth of the lost and helpless.


  think a person bitter, hard to forget a person. I always remembered who love the kind of passion, now I finally understand the kind of previous over-enthusiastic, later indifferent roots. There will always be in the pursuit of a kind of plain, but, the more flat the day is not always so overly passionate people, so vast and lonely in this cold winter night, I have cherished my good opinion of those people, who I always is to hit people, deep blessing, perhaps, we believe: One day in future, in a certain place, we will occasionally meet. At that time, you and I may be white-haired, that age, we can only shake hands and speak, and then waved to each other again set foot on the final journey.

我赌了一把运,买彩票回来,心情惶惶然,眼巴巴地望着黑乎乎的夜空,想着,想着该想的那些人和那些事。
此时,冬的寒意刺激的我心口上涌起了一阵一阵的酸甜苦辣,想起曾经的去年这个时候,在同样的这间办公室里,我敲击着键盘上的一个个字母,竟然敲出了爱的火热和对古老传统般的思念的又一次尝试,渐渐地,我虚无缥缈地认识了异乡的几个人,因为认识,渐渐地,心底里萌发出虚无的想象,一种脱离现实的渴求。就这样,我摇曳在美妙动人的乐曲中陶醉而不能自拔。一首《陪我一起看草原》的草原情歌使我蓦然间回到了二十多年前的那个年轻时代,如今的我,头发花白,似乎和实际年龄很不相符,可是,事实就是这样。此刻的冬夜,冷了再冷,而在我冰冷的心上,无论怎样,也唤不起往日的那种对美好渴求的又一次向往。
西北,就这样缺少浓浓的人性味。每个晚上,我老是独自待久了这间居室,便不由自主地走出去,很想摆脱这中年的种种烦闷。可不知怎么,我的脑海里总有那么几个虚幻的影子,时时在撩拨着我这颗困窘的心,于是,我依然默默地,默默地祝福着我该祝福的那些人和那些事,其实,人生的旅程相同的是距离,不同的只是走法。由于走法的不同,导致了以前的脉脉相思和后来的切切思痛。如今的彼此,彼此在怀想着彼此的苦与乐。
又是一丝丝寒意,我越是那么的心思纷乱。其实,从一开始我们明知是一种似乎虚幻的漂泊,可为了或许心灵的寄托,我们曾经进行了海誓山盟般的丝丝相求,我们看重了过程,却无暇顾及结果,走到了预约的尽头,原来似乎是一场梦,好让人万般的失落和无奈。
想一个人很苦,忘记一个人很难。我总是恋念着曾经的那种热情,现在我总算明白了先前的那种过分热烈就是后来淡漠的根源。人们总在追求着一种平淡,可是,越是平淡的日子总不是让人那么的过于充满激情,所以,在这个寒意漠漠的冬夜,我对我曾经怀有好感的那些人,那些我总是想起的人,深深的祝福,或许,我们相信:将来总有一天,在某个地方,我们会偶然相遇。那时,你我或许白发苍苍,那个年龄,我们只能握握手,说说话,然后,挥挥手,重又踏上彼此最后的旅程。

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