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有一种爱是不能被猜疑的There is a love that can not

(2009-10-05 17:12:11)
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他是个抢劫犯,入狱一年了,从来没人看过他。
眼看别的犯人隔三岔五就有人来探监,送来各种好吃的,他眼馋,就给父母写信,让他们来,也不为好吃的,就是想他们。

在无数封信石沉大海后,他明白了,父母抛弃了他。伤心和绝望之余,他又写了一封信,说如果父母如果再不来,他们将永远失去他这个儿子。这不是说气话,几个重刑犯拉他一起越狱不是一两天了,他只是一直下不了决心,现在反正是爹不亲娘不爱、赤条条无牵挂了,还有什么好担心的?

这天天气特别冷。他正和几个"秃瓢"密谋越狱,忽然,有人喊倒:"有人来看你!"会是谁呢?进探监室一看,他呆了,是妈妈!一年不见,妈妈变得都认不出来了。才五十开外的人。头发全白了,腰弯得像虾米,人瘦得不成形,衣裳破破烂烂,一双脚竟然光着,满是污垢和血迹,身旁还放着两只破麻布口袋。

娘儿两对视着,没等他开口,妈妈浑浊的眼泪就流出来了,妈妈边抹眼泪,边说:"娃儿,信我收到了,别怪爸妈狠心,实在是抽不开身啊,你爸……又病了,我要服侍他,再说路又远……"这时,指导员端来一大碗热气腾腾的鸡蛋面进来了,热情的说:"大娘,吃口面再谈。"刘妈妈忙站起身,手在身上使劲的擦着:"使不得、使不得。"指导员把碗塞到老人的手中,笑着说:"我娘也就您这个岁数了,娘吃儿子一碗面不应该吗?"刘妈妈不再说话,低下头"呼啦呼啦"吃起来,吃得是那个快那个香啊,好象多少天没吃饭了。

等妈妈吃完了,他看着她那双又红又肿、裂了许多血口的脚,忍不住问:"妈,你的脚怎么了?鞋呢?"还没等妈妈回答,指导员冷冷地接过话:"是步行来的,鞋早磨破了。"步行?从家到这儿有三四百里路,而且很长一段是山路!他慢慢蹲下身,轻轻抚着那双不成形的脚:"妈,你怎么不坐车啊?怎么不买双鞋啊?"

妈妈缩起脚,装着不在意的说:"坐什么车啊,走路挺好的,唉,今年闹猪瘟,家里的几头猪全死了,天有干,庄稼收成不好,还有你爸……看病……花了好多钱……你爸身子好的话,我们早来看你了,你别怪爸妈。"

指导员擦了擦眼泪,悄悄退了出去。他低着头问:"爸的身子好些了吗?"

他等了半天不见回答,头一抬,妈妈正在擦眼泪,嘴里却说:"沙子迷眼了,你问你爸?噢,他快好了……他让我告诉你,别牵挂他,好好改造。"

探监时间结束了。指导员进来,手里抓着一大把票子,说:"大娘,这是我们几个管教人员的一点心意,您可不能光着脚走回去了,不然,您儿子还不心疼死啊!"

他妈妈双手直摇,说:"这哪成啊,娃儿在你这里,已够你操心的了,我再要你钱,不是折我的寿吗?"

指导员声音颤抖着说:"做儿子的,不能让你享福,反而让老人担惊受怕,让您光脚走几百里路来这儿,如果再光脚走回去,这个儿子还算个人吗?"

他撑不住了,声音嘶哑地喊道:"妈!"就再也发不出声了,此时窗外也是泣声一片,那是指导员喊来旁观的劳改犯们发出的。

这时,有个狱警进了屋,故做轻松地说:"别哭了,妈妈来看儿子是喜事啊,应该笑才对,让我看看大娘带了什么好吃的。"他边说边拎起麻袋就倒,他妈妈来不及阻挡,口袋里的东西全倒了出来。顿时,所有的人都愣了。
第一只口袋倒出的,全是馒头、面饼什么的,四分五裂,硬如石头,而且个个不同。不用说,这是他妈妈一路乞讨来的。他妈妈窘极了,双手揪着衣角,喃喃的说:"娃,别怪妈做这下作事,家里实在拿不出什么东西……"

他像没听见似的,直勾勾地盯住第二只麻袋里倒出的东西,那是___一个骨灰盒!他呆呆的问:"妈,这是什么?"他妈神色慌张起来,伸手要抱那个骨灰盒:"没……没什么……"他发疯般抢了过来,浑身颤抖:"妈,这是什么?!"

他妈无力地坐了下去,花白的头发剧烈的抖动着。好半天,她才吃力地说:"那是……你爸!为了攒钱来看你,他没日没夜地打工,身子给累垮了。临死前,他说他生前没来看你,心里难受,死后一定要我带他来,看你最后一眼……"

There is a love that can not be

suspicious of the

He was a robber, imprisonment for one year, and never no one would watch him.

 Seeing that other prisoners Gesanchawu people come to visits, brought a variety of delicious, and his envious, give the parents a letter, so that they come not as tasty, that is, to them.

 

 In numerous letters received no response, he understood parents abandoned him. Sorrow and despair I, he wrote a letter saying that if the parents if they do not come, they will never lose him this son. This is not to say angry words, a few Zhongxing Fan pull him escape was not a day or two, and he just has not resolved, and now because it is non-biological mother father did not love, not worried about naked, and there is nothing to worry about it?

 

 That day the weather especially cold. He and a number of "bald scoop" conspiring to escape, suddenly, someone shouted down: "Some people come to see you!" Who is it? A look into the visiting room, he stayed, is not my mother! One year gone, my mother has become not recognize out. Only 50 people away. Hair is all white, waist bent like a shrimp, were thin amorphous, clothes worn, one went so far as bare feet, filled with dirt and blood, also stood beside him breaking two linen pocket.

 

 Wives, as the two pairs, without waiting for him to open, my mother's tears to flow out of muddy, and my mother side Mayan Lei, says: "I Waer, the letter I received, and blame my parents hard-hearted, it is not open body pumping ah you Dad ... ... and sick, and I have to wait on him, to say roads are far from ... ... "At this time, instructors Duanlai Yi steaming bowl of egg noodles come in, and enthusiastic, said:" Ma'am, I eat noodles again to talk about. "busy, Mrs. Liu stood up, wiping his hands on the body energetically's:" impermissible, impermissible. "mentors bowl stuffed into the hands of the elderly, smiled and said:" I am also your mother in this age, and mother to eat son a bowl of noodles should not it? "Yet she is no longer speak with his head bent," Hula Hula "Eat up, eat that fast that incense ah yes, as if the number of days did not eat.

 

 Wait for their mothers finished, he looked at her pair of red and swollen, cracked mouth a lot of blood in the foot, can not help but ask: "Mother, how your feet it? Pair of shoes?" Not wait for their mothers to answer instructor cold cold to take over the words: "come on foot, shoes as early as frayed." foot? From home to here, there are three or four hundred miles, and long is the mountain! He slowly squat body, gently stroking the feet of amorphous pair: "Mother, how can you not ride ah? How not to buy pairs of shoes, ah?"

 

 Mom shrink kicker, filled with do not care to say: "take what the car ah, walk quite good, well, this year's trouble swine fever, a few pigs, the whole family is dead, days dry, poor crop yields, as well as you Dad ... ... ... ... see a doctor to spend a lot of money to ... ... your dad a good body, we see you back, you blame parents. "

 

 Instructor rubbed tears, quietly withdrew. With his head bowed asked: "Dad's body better?"

 

 He waited a long time no answer, the first Yitai mother was wiping tears, his mouth said: "sand fans eyes, and you ask your dad? Oh, he was almost good ... ... he let me tell you, do not worried about him, a good transformation. "

 

 Visiting time is over. Instructors come in, hands clutching a handful of tickets, said: "Ma'am, this is our intention that the number of correctional officers, you can not afford to walk barefoot back, or else, your son does not feel sorry Sia!"

 

 His mother straight shaking hands, saying: "This is what into, ah, Waer you here, you have enough to worry about, and I would want you money, not off of my shou it?"

 

 Instructors voice trembling, said: "son do not let you enjoy a happy life, but so that the elderly fear, allowing you to walk barefoot hundreds of miles to come here, if the barefoot walk back, the son of pretty people?"

 

 He was barely, and a hoarse voice exclaimed: "Mother!" Will no longer unable to pronounce the sound, and this time the window is ululation one, it is to watch the instructor calling the laborers were issued.

 

 At this time, there's guards entered the house, so make it easy to say: "Do not cry, his mother came to her son is a happy event ah, we should laugh fishes, let me see what the aunt brought delicious." He his mouth picked up the sacks on the down side, his mother was too late to stop the pocket the whole thing fell out. Suddenly, everyone froze.

 Just poured out of the first pocket, all steamed bread, bread like, fragmented, hard as stone, and everything in between. Needless to say, this is the way his mother begging come. Extremely embarrassed his mother, his hands grabbing Yi Jiao, murmured, saying: "baby, blame mother to do this under the Zuo Shi, the family could not really get anything ... ..."

 

 He's like did not hear mine, Zhi Gougou pegged to the second sack just poured out what it was ___ a casket! He blankly's asked: "Mother, What is this?" He flustered mother up and ask to hold that casket: "No ... no ... ... ..." He robbed like crazy over, trembling: "Mother, this is What?! "

 

 His mother unable to sit down, gray hair and intense shaking. Hao Bantian, she struggled to say: "It is ... ... your father! In order to save money to see you, his way to work day and night, to exhaust the body to. Dying, he said he did not see you alive , miserable, death would require me to bring him to see your last one ... ... "

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