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一个字错过一辈子的爱A word to miss a lifetime of

(2009-10-05 17:01:39)
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  他和她是大学同学,他自从第一眼见到她就爱上了她,可却没勇气说出来。毕业后出类拔萃的他分在了她从小生活的城市,他依然没有勇气说出那个“爱”字。他觉得他太平凡了,根本配不上天生丽质父母又都是高干的她。

  她知道他是喜欢她的,在大学里她总是被男生众星捧月般宠着,像个美丽的公主,可惜一个男孩子也没能俘获她的芳心,只要他对她表白她就答应他。等了三年,她没等到那句话,以为自己自作多情了。

  她嫁人的那个夜晚,他喝得烂醉如泥,哭了,为她有了爱的归宿又笑了。他一直未娶,父母和朋友都为他急,也给他介绍了不少气质不错的优秀女子,可他总找不到爱的感觉,他的心中只有她,没有一个女孩子能代替她在他心中的位置,只有他自己知道她在他心中有多重,爱她有多深,她是他心中的天使。

  两年后,他听说她离婚了,她男人拿到绿卡后,给她寄来一纸离婚书。他听到这个消息,心里一阵阵被揪得生疼,拳头攥得咯吧咯吧响。他不想再失去这个机会,否则他会疯的。经过激烈的思想斗争,他终于鼓足了勇气买了一束玫瑰去她的单位找她,他要把这么多年对她的爱全说出来,今生今世在一起,像宝贝一样爱她一辈子。

  走进她单位的办公大楼时,他把玫瑰藏在西服里,其实大楼里的人早已没了人影。他径直来到她的办公室,办公室里只有她一个人,他捧着玫瑰花静静站在门外等她,只要她一转过身来,他就把玫瑰和一颗爱的心送给她。

  她在拨着电话号码,他看着她优雅而高挑的背影,被即将到来的幸福陶醉了。

  “老公!我临时有事,可能迟会去,你们在海悦大酒店几号包厢?”犹如一把锋利无比的利刃刺中了他,一阵昏眩,他扶住门框才没跌倒,稳了稳神悄悄地转身下了楼,正如他悄悄地来,这些她都不知道。他急急地走着,却与一个女人撞了个满怀,刚要张口说对不起,那个女人却抢先开了口。

  “玫瑰是送给我的吗?”女人笑盈盈地问。他这才看清他撞的女人是他的另一大学同学笑笑。笑笑是他局长的女儿,一直喜欢着他。他笑了笑,默默地把准备扔到楼下LJ桶的玫瑰花递给笑笑。笑笑牵着他的手幸福地依着他走出大楼。

  他和笑笑很快领了结婚证,虽然他从来没有喜欢过她。

  多年后,他已是一个重要部门的处长,在一次朋友的酒会上,他和她又相遇了,他见了她,心里不由得一动,她依然风姿秀逸,端庄典雅,给人一种可望不可即的感觉,眉目间看出她是忧郁的。他得知她依然一个人生活,有些吃惊。

  她幽幽地问他,那日在她办公室前为什么突然走了。他一惊,原来她知道他站在门外。

  “你和你老公在打电话,我就没打扰。”他苦笑着说。她的泪再也抑制不住,一下子涌了出来。原来,那天她们科室集体为一个去南方发展的同事饯行,她正要下楼,透过窗户看见他捧着一束玫瑰花正要上楼,她的心狂跳不已,立即回到办公室给科长老宫打电话,可能要去迟些。她们一直戏称宫科长为“老公”,叫顺了口。他一句话也说不出来,只觉得一股冷气从脚心往上直冲,颤抖着怎么也端不起酒杯,眼角涩涩的,一个字让他错过了一辈子的爱和幸福。

A word to miss a lifetime of love

He and she are university students, since the first time I saw her, he fell in love with her, Quemo courage to speak out. After graduation, he outstanding points of her childhood living in the city, he was still not have the courage to say that "love." He felt that he was too mundane, and simply not good enough for natural beauty of her parents, and both are high-level cadres.

 

 She knew that he likes her, she always has been at the university where boys Zhongxingpengyue as spoil, like a beautiful princess, a boy unfortunately failed to capture her heart, as long as he promised to her to declare her他. And so on for three years, so she did not go there saying he thought he had unrequited love.

 

 She married the night he was drunk drunk, crying, their love for her fate laughs again. He has never married, parents and friends were anxious for him, also gave him on a lot of good temperament good woman, can not find the love he always felt his heart that only her, no one can replace her girl the location of his mind, only he himself knew that she has multiple in his mind, how deep love her, she is an angel in his mind.

 

 Two years later, he heard that she was divorced, and she, after a man got his green card, to send her a paper divorce papers. He heard the news, and my heart was pulling too Shengteng waves, fist clutching have slightly Bar Bar ring slightly. He did not want to lose this opportunity, otherwise he would be mad. After fierce ideological struggle, he finally鼓足了勇气bought a bouquet of roses to her flat to find her, he wanted to for so many years for her love of all that out of this life together, love her like a baby the same lifetime.

 

 Into her unit office building, he rose hidden in suits, the fact of people inside the building had not the shadow. He went straight to her office, the office, she was the only one, he stood silently outside the door holding roses waiting for her, as long as she turned, he put the roses and give her a loving heart .

 

 She Bo Zhao telephone number, he looked at the back of her elegant and tall, was intoxicated by the happiness of coming.

 

 "My husband! I temporary emergency, you may later go, you have a few numbers Serene Hotel box?" Like a sharp cutting edge of unparalleled stabbed him, burst dizziness, he did not fall until Fuzhu door, steady stable of God turned down the stairs quietly, as he quietly, these she did not know. He walked hastily, but with a woman hit a full, just want to say sorry to mouth, but pre-empt the woman spoke up.

 

 "Rose is a gift for me?" A woman asked, smiling. Then he was to see him hit the other woman was his college classmates smiled. Smile was his daughter, the Secretary has been liked him. He smiled quietly to prepare a barrel of roses thrown downstairs LJ handed smiled. Smiled happily, holding his hand out of the building according to him.

 

 He and smiled quickly picking up a marriage certificate, although he had never liked her.

 

 Many years later, he is an important sector of the Director, in a friend's cocktail party, he and she met, and he saw her, and my heart could not help one move, she is still grace Hideitsu, dignified and elegant, giving a can be hope that is not the feeling that she was seen between the prospect of a depression. He learned that she is still a life, and some surprise.

 

 She Youde asked him that in front of the office why she was suddenly gone. He was surprised, because she knew that he stood outside the door.

 

 "You and your husband on the phone, I have not bothered." He said with a wry smile. Her irrepressible tears no longer, once flooded out. It turned out that the day of their departments for a group of colleagues in a farewell to the development of the South, and she was going downstairs, through the window and saw him holding a bouquet of roses was going upstairs, and her heart beat violently endless, immediately return to the office to the Division Presbyterian palace called, it may go later. They have been jokingly Palace chief as "husband", called Shun of the mouth. He could not utter a word, I just feel Yigu air from the soles of the feet up hurling matter how trembling side can not afford glasses, his eyes Sese, one word so that he missed a lifetime of love and happiness.

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