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Nobody cares about my tears

(2009-07-24 20:41:35)
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  I always seem to be forgotten by others in a corner and nobody cares about me.However, I just want to hide in a corner of my own, quietly lived the mundane life.

  I never cried in front of others, I just want to show their strong side. Therefore, in others it appears to me has always been a strong girl, in fact, they do not know how my heart and vulnerability. Fool, I was a fool, it's clear by the damage, but also what a strong installed.I found myself becoming more and more sentimental, but I always suppress my emotions. Only when I be alone, I would give vent to my heart out all the emotion, I do not understand myself more and more.

  Many people have said admired me, in fact, I am even more envious of others. I do not feel happy, I think many people should be happy than I am. In fact,for many people, the well-being of this kind of thing very easy to have, but I can hardly be.

  I know this world do not believe in tears, but sometimes endure the tears also fall.Late at night, hiding in a room I wanted to cry, but find that I have already broke down in tears, the heart is empty, very painful, very distant dream.Even if I knew I was crying loudly again, and no one could hear.The first time I cried such a dripping, but I will not swear the cry again. I do not want to waste any tears, because no one will care about.

  If I have a direction, that is far away. How to Make Steel, Rangers do not rely on strong.

  似乎我总是被别人放在遗忘的角落里,从来没有人在意我。然而,我只想躲在自己的角落里,静静地过着简单平凡的生活。

  我从来不会在别人面前哭,我只想表现出自己坚强的一面。所以在别人看来,我一直是个坚强的女孩,其实他们不知道我的内心有多么地脆弱。傻瓜,我真是个傻瓜,明明受了伤害,还装什么坚强。我发觉自己变得越来越多愁善感,但我总是抑制自己的情感。只有当自己一个人时,才会把心中的情感尽情宣泄出来,我越来越不了解自己了。

  很多人都说过羡慕我,其实我更羡慕别人。我觉得自己并不幸福,我想很多人应该都比我幸福。事实上,对于很多人来说,幸福这种东西很容易拥有,但我却难以得到。

  我知道这个世界不相信眼泪,但强忍的泪水有时也会落下。深夜,我一个人躲在房里,想放声大哭,却发现自己已经泣不成声,心很空,很痛,梦境很遥远。我知道就算自己哭得再大声,也没有人能听到。第一次哭得如此酣畅淋漓,但我发誓以后不会再哭了。我不想再浪费眼泪,因为没有人会在乎。

  如果我有方向,那就是远方。钢铁是怎样炼成的,流浪不靠坚强。

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