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[文章翻译] 杰克在精神病人体内的体验

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[文章翻译] <wbr>杰克在精神病人体内的体验


说明:以下只是一篇Desteni 英文文章中一段内容的翻译。

杰克在精神病人体内的体验

英文原文链接: http://desteni.org/a/jack-war-murder-and-rape-exposed-part-1 

译者:吴畏

精神病人对自己的强迫执迷无计可施。通常精神病人被自己的心智搞得如此精神错乱,以至于一切事物对于他们都没有任何道理。有一天,我处于一个精神病人里面,我被搞得晕头转向。没有一刻我不感到迷惑。我没有清晰的想法,甚至连杀人犯都没有这种内心极度迷惑的体验。这些精神病人心智之中产生的想法持续不断的扭曲缠绕着,处于持续不断的冲突斗争之中。我曾经在一个人里面呆了一个星期。我的天,我真庆幸我出来了!他是一个孤独的人,住在城市中,远离我们所体验到的“日常生活”。他没有工作(靠救济金维生),没有“朋友”,也没有家庭。他活在一幅图片中——在这幅图片当中,他自己是一个渺小的形象,住在一个充满了更多图片的屋子里。事实上,那屋子的墙壁上盖满了成千上万的图片,有裸体女子,有车子,有机械等等——就是所有那些心智用来描绘权力的图片。而这个渺小的人就会被所有这些图片吞没。整天整夜的,他就成为他眼睛扫到的无论哪个图片之中的东西。我在我自己之内发现,当“我们”在看一幅图片时,我们实际上体验到那幅图片中的世界。当然,这是心智被囚困在了绝对的迷惑之中。因此一个精神病人杀人的可能性比一个杀人犯要小得多,因为他们无法专注、主导或者甚至与人交流。只有在一些短暂的片刻,他们才接入到现实当中(这时他们设法去工作或者社交)。因此你会发现精神病人大多隐居避世,而且无法与人交流(词语对他们不成立,因为他们的心智无法从中找到意义)。对这样一个人来说,他的交流存在于他如何感知那些图片和想法当中。因此,当他们看到并体验到他们的想法时,他们不会讲很多话。当然,在与他人互动时,精神病人的体验是,他们的沉默背后隐含着的是他们实际上可以交流。你以为精神病人很安静。其实并非如此,他们心智之中的运动多得很——许多整套整套的现实都在演播出来,因此呆在他们的心智当中是令人难以置信的不安。在他们的心智当中,许多现实都在持续不断地重复播放着,而且它们通常相互缠结在一起。精神病人无法指挥这些想法,它们是心智本身的创造物(尽管他们的指挥能力会是心智)。他们似乎无法打破这些心智现实当中的任何一个,因为他们没有其它现实可供参照!他们看着你过你的生活,然而对他们来说“无法摆脱他们自己的现实”“似乎”是正常的。看来社会不能只责怪精神病人被卡困在故事当中,是吧?那个我走在他里面的精神病人喜欢猫。我没和你开玩笑。有多少次你看到电影中描述的精神病人喜欢猫,与15只猫一起关在一所小公寓中?说正经的,他们觉得动物使他们放松,尤其是猫,因为猫通常有非常低的能量层级,而且它们倾向于投射镇静的感受(比狗投射得多)。所以他曾经确实养过两只猫,是他在一个大垃圾箱后面发现的小猫咪。他从这两只猫身上发现了他在别处无法找到的平静。它们整天生活在尽可能靠近他的地方(帮助他保持镇静)。不幸的是,这个人被谋杀了(讽刺的是你现在可以看一看杀人犯的心智定势),谋杀他的人是为了抢他身上的救济金。这全都是由于他在一幅贴在墙上的图片前面停了下来。那幅图片中有一个男人骑在一辆摩托车上。他被(他本人骑在那辆摩托车上)那个图像深深吸引住了,这时有四个暴徒跳了出来,抢劫了他,并用刀子捅了他的胸部。甚至就在当他倒在地上用手抓着流血的伤口时,他也从未离开“他骑在那辆摩托车上”这个栩栩如生的体验。
 

英文原文:
 
The psychopath can do nothing about not being obsessed. Often psychopaths are so deranged by their minds that no sense can be obtained about anything. I walked within a psychopath one day and it left me so bewildered! I was constantly confused. I had no clear thoughts, not even a murderer experiences such inner confusion. It is the continual battle between thoughts occurring as they twirl around inside the persons mind. There was once this man that I walked in for a week. Boy oh boy was I glad to walk out of that! He was this lonesome man living in the city, far removed from anything we perceive ‘everyday life’. He had no job (he lived on the ‘dole’), had no ‘friends’, no family and lived within a picture. This picture consisted of himself, a tiny figure, living in a room filled with more pictures. Literally his walls were covered with hundreds of pictures. From naked woman, to cars, to machinery. All pictures that the mind uses to depict power. So this tiny man would become engulfed within all these pictures. Day in and day out he was the object of whichever picture he glanced at. I found within myself that when ‘we’ looked at a picture I actually experienced a reality within that picture. This of course is the mind trapped in absolute confusion. Therefore the likeliness that a psychopath kills is much less than that of a murderer, due to their inability to focus. Once the picture plays itself out then they step out of the image again. It is the loneliest existence imaginable. Think for a moment about yourself trapped in the mind’s inability to focus, direct or even communicate. Only brief moments where they access reality (when they do manage to work or socialize). Therefore you’ll find psychopaths mostly reclusive and unable to communicate (words are not valid as they mind cannot find sense in them). The communication for such a being lies within how they perceive these pictures and thoughts. Therefore, they won’t speak much as they see and experience their thoughts. Of course in a psychopaths experience within their interaction with others it lies within their silence that they actually can communicate. You think a psychopath is quiet. No, they have so much movement in their minds. Entire realities playing out, it is incredibly disturbing to be in their minds. Non stop realities, repeating themselves and often interlinking. The psychopath cannot direct these thoughts, they are the minds own creation (even though their directional abilities would be the mind). They seem unable to even break any one of these realities as they have no other reality to refer to! They watch you living your reality and it ‘seems’ normal to them that they cannot escape from theirs. Seems society cannot blame just the psychopath for being caught up in stories, hey? The man I walked in was fond of cats. I kid you not. How often do you watch a movie where the psychopath is fond of cats, cooped up in a little flat with fifteen cats? Seriously though they find animals very relaxing, especially cats, as cats generally have very low energy levels and tend to project calmness (more so then dogs). So he did indeed have two cats which he found as little kittens behind a dumpster. He found within them the peace that otherwise he would not have had. They lived day in and day out as near to him as possible (to assist him in being calm). Unfortunately this man was actually murdered (ironic actually as you now look at the mind set of the murderer) for his dole money. All because he stopped to look at a picture pasted on a wall. It was of a man riding on a motor cycle. He was so transfixed by this image (of himself racing about on this motor bike) that four thugs jumped out and robbed him, stabbing him in the chest. Even as he fell to the ground clutching at the bleeding wound, he never once left his vivid experience he was in with the motor bike.

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