I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that whatever I do is supporting the system, and thus judge myself constantly and continuously for participating in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for participating in this systematic world constantly and continuously.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to communicate with other beings, because I perceived communication to be supporting the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my current position in the education system, perceiving/believing that what I am in the education system, whatever I do is supporting the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and feel guilty to be in the education system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that I have to be in the education system and together with my belief that whatever I do in the education system is support for the system thus I inferred the conclusion that I am constantly and continuously feeding the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to bear in my mind constantly and continuously and I am feeding the system when I participate in the system, and thus judge myself constantly and continuously.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to leave/escape from the education system yet feared the unknown situation at the same time, perceiving/believing I have to stay in the education system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in constant and continuous inner conflict for participating in my everyday life in the education system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that since I have applied self-forgiveness for participating in this systematic world then I should stop participating in this systematic world.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that it is impossible to participate within this world without supporting the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that the problem is my participation in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that secluding myself from the system the world is the solution to this reality.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form the idea that by secluding myself from the system I am now not supporting the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that by secluding myself from this world I am doing the right thing and justify my behavior of seclusion.

 

I forgive myself that I have acccepted and allowed myself to fear the system as this world, perceive myself to be inferior to the system, giving my power away to the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to fight with the system, yet at the same time feared that I may be harmed by the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that I have no way out but to be in the system and become a slave to the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a reluctant slave to the system existing in constant and continuous inner conflicts, knowing that I should not support the system yet for survival I have to participate in the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that the only solution is to seclude myself from this world and participate as little as possible in this world to not feed the system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in seclusion and absolute limitation.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that it is impossible to be in this world yet not of this world.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for not being able to understand how to be in this world yet not of this world.

 

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that this world is as it is through my acceptance and allowance and thus I am responsible for the systematic manifestation as this world.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seaprate myself from the system, judge the system.

 

abdicating self-responsibility.

 

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that within separating myself from the system I am giving my power away to the system thus having no power to change/transform the system as me.

 

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to stand one and equal with the system realizing that the system is the manifestation of me as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become.

 

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to take into consideration the starting point of my participation in this world, realizing that it is the starting point as who I am that is the solution to this world/system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to

 

 

 

 

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in seclusion, fearing to participate in this world.