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      Our society is so competitive and time is so tense that we students always have been told by traditonal parents to bury our heads in our boring study since we received education from childhood, which leads many generations to lose their enthusiasm and dreams with life. It seems that if we couldn't be enrolled by universities through College Entrance Exam, we would have no promising future. That is Chinese stereotypes leading us to wrong estray.Therefore, the cruel fact is that most of students are forced to be crammed with bookish knowledge approved by authorities instead of being cultivated and nurtured according to their personal interests, taste and individuality.As a result, the hopeful flowers of our country gradually become polished from angle to round, devoid of creation and inspiration, which is a misfortune of youngsters and our nation! Just take me for example, I am an obdient girl in my family without disobeying my parents' expectations and determination. For years , I act out my father's plan --going to receive education from primary school to college , choosing a major, struggling for postgraduate exam and striving for being a professional teacher in highly advanced city in the future. Perhaps that plan will guide me a brilliant future and career development without concerning about bread of life.However, I have to ask my inner heart---that is my real dream ? If so, I will be happy and blissful? Actually, the answer is opposited because as for my part, I like photographs and to be a free camerist. I am a sensitive, emotional, moody and imaginative girl who likes pursuit of natural beauty, purity,romance, reality and touching, etc., so I am willing to take a variety of pictures originated from our real life ,including nature, scenery, figures, events, buildings, or any things symbolizing special meanings to record our life. But that is rightly my illusion and reverie because I never practice and realize that for the reason that I have no enough money to buy a camera or funds for supporting my so-called cause.I have to drag myself to reality. The only thing I can do is that I am interested in collecting some informations about famous and uniq artists and their grotesque works in my limited leisure time, for example , Wang Xiaohui, she is my most favourite photographer.

     Wang Xiaohui, born in 1957 in TianJing province, is a prestigous international artist making greatest contributions to the cultural communication between China and Germany. She graduated form TongJi University,architecture major.In fact, she is not only a camerist, but also hailed as a professor, writer, musician, architect.She published many known collections of photograph to the whole world and opened expositions many times.Her creative 30mins movie --breakhearted moon is greatly praised by Germany publicity. The movie is very short, but it depicts a Chinese woman 's feelings, living lonely in a foreign coutry , in several scenes or shots to reflect her inner fear, loss, escapism, struggle. It is obvious that the woman in the movie is her incarnation. As early as that period, she pursuited her futher education and art with her dear husband, who was her spiritual supporter and momentum.But in an unfortunate accident, her husband died and left herself in Germany with immense misery and pain.It is difficult for her to  cheer up and make progress in her cause.

     Her another work impressed me is ---Red Children. She takes pictures of thousands of innocent children's faces from every corner of world ranging from backwards rural countries to civilized cities, from her homeland China to alien nations. She selects some pictures of them whose two eyes may attract her heart at first sight.From those children's faces,  we may read some stories or changes of ages.Meanwhile, you may feel curious why she paint all children's faces red?  I remember she once said that in European eyes, red represents oriental China. Perhaps there are many other artful reasons, but at least from this response we can guess that Wang Xiaohui is patriotic.

     Wang Xiaohui is a very graceful, noble, profound artist in my mind. From each of her works, we can abstract quite special ,deep and symbolized meanings and cultural features.

     I may have no way to be like her , but I hope I can insist on my interest and if possible, I will cultivate my skills of photograph as my amateur hobby! Futhermore, I expect I can develop my artist dream in European countries because they pay more respect and importance to art and culture than China.