Jane: Do you think I could stay here to become nothing to you? Do you think because I am poor , and obscrue, and plain that I am soulless, and heartless? I have as much soul as you and fully as much heart. And if God gifted me beauty and wealth, I should have made it as hard for you to leave me, as it is now for me to leave you. I am not talking to you now through the medium of custom,conventionalities, nor even of mortal flesh: it is my spirit that addresses your spirit; just as if both had passed through the grave,and we stood at God’s feet,equal-as we are!                     

                                                                                                                                                                                ——《Jane Eyre》

                                                                                                                                             by Charlotte Bronte  

生活一直沿着我们并不希望的轨迹行走着，我在生活的背后冷眼旁观，有时候踹他屁股一脚我就赶紧跑开，一直如此，直到有一天生活敲敲我的玻璃，看了我一眼就离开了，我心惊胆颤的坐在沙发上捂住我的屁股，我怕他报复。

好象在这青黄不接的时候 物价上涨 面临毕业  父母不理解 问我为什么没有工作没有男朋友 真打算做啃老族么  四处徘徊的时候 我真的快逼疯了

我只要呆在家里就不招我爸妈待见，说我吃他们的用他们的。。。。。。虽知他们说的是玩笑话，可我真觉得压力了，所以我加倍地吃他们用他们的，抱着同归于尽的想法。。。。。。。

今儿跟一老朋友出去，她指名道姓说我就是她朋友圈中唯一一个没男朋友的，还说那些个有男朋友的还多么多么渴望婚姻生活，嘴上没说什么，心里还是哼了一下，转念一想，是我止步不前还是他们思想超前？

前几天11.11的时候，我顿悟，单身是可耻的，可我真的嫌烦，懒得去改变这个可耻的现状，所以我和单身的朋友越走越近，相反，和有对象的人话都懒的说，最烦他们冷不丁地冒出一句你怎么还不谈啊？老娘为了保持淑女形象不跟你们一般见识，别以为你们就比我高级了

哎，说着说着就扯远了，怪不得小智说我浑身散发着一股我单身故我快乐的气息，其实我真觉得还是有个伴的好，我不是变态，真的

我会努力融入已婚者的行列，不再对搂搂抱抱的情侣嗤之以鼻，睁大眼睛找帅哥并投怀送抱，争取早日走出单身的队伍，我向毛主席发誓！

小时候感到委屈了就常想，要会飞檐走壁腾云驾雾，活得像古装剧。

不用吃饭不用睡觉不用拉屎不用写作业不用零花钱，只来闯江湖和谈情说爱。我不晓得是不是每个孩子都是心怀这样的梦想长大，现在的生活又让我想起我当时的超能力梦想。