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亲情在癌魔面前已经显得苍白无力!

(2007-10-01 12:34:07)
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 2007年04月25日
  从武汉回来后,要经过沙市,本想着要把毛教授给我出的病理报告拿给师母看看,没想到在车上弄丢了,反正我也记得是什么情况,也没什么了,不就是那病吗?也就没去医院了,径直去了沙市的二表哥家,在沙市我有三个表哥。刚在表哥的店里做下,表哥就凑了过来,我不好形容他的表情,给我的感觉,他的语气就想是在和一个快断气的人说的,给我的感觉很不好。本想着还打算在他家过夜的,现在都快天黑了,在我一旁发呆的时候,表哥给我叔叔打了电话,叔叔问我要多少钱!他要我不治疗了,不要把钱扔在了医院,他给我钱去旅游。不知道是怎么了,我突然从椅子上弹了起来。因为如果不治疗的话,就是等于死亡,如果多治疗一天,我就可以活得久一点,可是他们竟然不要我治疗了,我的叔叔,亲叔叔,我爸爸的弟弟,其实静静的想一想,也没什么值得奇怪的,因为我觉得如果给我的疾病找个外因的话,都是他们害的。他们不希望我治疗,就是希望我早一点去死!
 
 In 2007 April 25th
  Have pass by since Wuhan come back sand City, want originally wanting to be the hair teaches to take to see for teacher's wife for the pathologic report of my, having never thought on the car to make to throw, anyway my also remembering is what circumstance, also nothing important, isn't that disease?Also do not go to a hospital, the path kept go to two cousin's houses of sand City, I have three cousins in sand City.Just did in the cousin's store under, the cousin gathered together to come over, I not describe his facial expression, give my felling, his tone wanted to be saying with a person who broke spirit quickly, give my felling is very not good.Want to still plan originally at his house to stay overnight of, will all get dark quickly now, at I a side daze of time, the cousin called my uncle, the uncle asked me to want how much !He want me and cure, don't throw money at hospital, he gives me money to travel.Don't know is how, I played to get up from the chair suddenly.Because if don't cure, be be equal to die, if cure one more day, I can live a little bit and long, but they don't want me to cure unexpectedly, my uncle, close uncle, my father's younger brother, consider in fact and quietly, also the nothing important is worthy of and strange, because I feel if give my disease seek an outside because of of words is all what they harm.They hope my treatment, be hope me to am earlier to die!

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