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Self-help?!(自救)

(2009-08-08 23:49:36)
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  Find themselves no longer feel the text, no thoughts, no touching, no smile, a friend of mine today went to space, see the previously written articles about me, let me not have a wire sigh, a sad thread, the article is as follows:
Ming boy, want to know you have time, though not a long time to get along, but I feel you Understand, you Understand everyone around you, a person can do this, but also very successful. If what you people say, he will only say that you Shuai, then that person must be very shallow! Do you want to know in my mind what you look like you? You always have people around them wholeheartedly, not willing to hurt them a heart of stone I saw the people have been moved, not to mention other people, even the small generation are so like you, ha ha. You are such a good person, one day you can get what you want. Xiaoming,
When you are helpless when you remember me; when you happiness, you can forget me.
The first time to see you, just last November 11 of that day, when you have given me the impression that there is nothing special, but is more sunlight than others, a little more handsome. Then we stay in contact with each other and I do not think it can. At that time, I think, leave a link anyway since we are no longer contacted.
With your deep understanding that we were going to buy a small birthday present that you will order for the small surprises like a lot of good ideas on behalf of, huh, huh, did not expect you to be very careful, will be touched by other people want other people . The old house the other day we went inside to drink tea with milk guiling paste, (Oh ~ ~ ~ You are such a pick, take you to a better environment at the local, lucky, lucky.) Have to eat, you will take care of me, will be good before I get to eat. Therefore, I conclude that you will take care of people!
Later on more and more familiar. Get along with the number on a countless number of, anyway, I appreciate you every day. Mayday's songs you sing to me, I think you want me to be moved to tears. In fact, Mayday's songs you sing so I was moved enough to forget to forget now, but that day the reason I did not let me shed tears. Until one day, a time I felt a sudden sense of loneliness you, I have found that throughout, I have neglected you, I feel deep remorse.
I have found that as your friend, so I do not know it was you, I suddenly felt his poverty, in my helplessness, I see you have the sun shining on my eyes, but I am helpless , you will not help, but I did not realize that. . . . .
See these words, take a look at their own now, really changed, not the feelings of the innocent is not the mentality of a growing sense of helplessness Shen, want to do more, all in all worsened the situation, thought left here, the growth of the local, to a strange place to find that their own long, enterprise, there is power, a friend of mine, there are ..
The direction of where to go?

 

   久觉发现自己没有文字,没有思绪,没有感动,没有笑容,今天去到一个朋友空间,见到以前写的关于我的文章,让我不由有丝感叹,有丝痛心,文章如下

     铭小弟,想来认识你也有段时间了,虽然相处的时间不长,但是感觉你很懂我,你很懂你身边的每一个人,一个人能做到这样,也挺成功的。如果哪个人在说到你的时候,他只会说你帅的话,那个人一定很肤浅!你想知道在我心里你是什么样子的吗?你总是会对身边的人全心全意,不舍得去伤害他们,我一个铁石心肠的人看了都感动,更不要说是其他人了,连小代都那么喜欢你,哈哈。你那么好的一个人,总有一天你能够得到自己想要的。小铭,当你无助的时候请你记得我;当你幸福的时候,你可以忘记我。

    初次见你,刚好是去年的11月11日那一天,当时你给我的印象并没有什么特殊,不过是比其他人更阳光、更帅气一点。然后我们互相留了联系方式,我也并不以为然。当时我以为,留个联系方式,反正以后我们是不会再联系了。

    对你有了深刻的了解,就是我们俩去给小代买生日礼物那次,你会为了让小代惊喜想很多妙计,呵呵,没想到你到是挺细心的,会为别人想让别人感动。那天我们去老房子里面喝龟苓膏奶茶,(哦~~~你那么挑,还好带你去了个环境好点的地方,庆幸,庆幸。)有吃的,你会照顾我,会把好吃的拿到我面前。所以我断定你很会照顾人的!

    再后来就越来越熟了。相处的次数就数也数不清了,反正我是一天比一天欣赏你了。你唱五月天的歌给我听,我想你是想让我感动到流泪。其实你唱五月天的歌就足够让我感动到现在忘也忘不了了,可是那一天我的理性让我没有流下眼泪。直到有一天,某一次我突然感受到了你内心的寂寞,我才发现,从始至终,我都忽略了你,我感到深深的自责。

    我才发现,做为你的朋友,我竟然是如此不了解你,我突然感到了自己的贫穷,在我无助的时候,我看见你眼里有阳光照着我,可是在我无助的时候,你也无助,可是我竟然没有察觉到。。。。。 

    
看见这些文字,看看现在的自己,真的变了,没了感情,没有了纯真的心态,无助感越来越沉,想要做的事情越多,一切一切越来越乱,想过离开这里,这个生长的地方,到一个陌生的地方,让自己找到那个久违的自己,有拼劲,有动力,有朋友,有..

     方向,何去何从?

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