中文版本：  

    生活中有阴影，是因为它的另一面照见了阳光。

    我似乎太过敏感且念念不忘了，再小的疼痛我也能记忆良久，而且异常清晰。直到现在我还是坚信那次的电梯事件绝非我的狂想，于是劫杀、转身、眼神、惊讶、无措、冷笑和贲张在我全身的恐惧从记忆的福尔马林里捞出来后死尸般冰冷阴森却栩栩如生。于是我再也不敢乘坐只有一个陌生人的电梯，现在也是。

    应不应该这样，不是我今天想说的话题。

    自从有了记忆，人经历的所有痛苦就产生了前所未有的意义。程度轻重、伤害深浅、发生时间远近的分别和个体心理状况的差异让这些负面事件在你我的生活里投射出不同的阴影，它们可能渐渐地褪掉了，也可能再也无法抹煞；可能因为其他转机的出现忽而成为阳面，可能由于不当因素的发生而愈加黑暗。所谓“一朝被蛇咬，十年怕井绳”，就是阴影对人影响的经典写照。

    阴影让生活凸立于它附着的平面，它从另一个方面托出了我们生活的形象，因此也赋予它更加丰满而深刻的意义。在素描绘画中，真正把物体显形于纸上的，不是反光面而是有阴影的部分，从几何体石膏到衬布褶皱到人体的肌肤纹理，对每一个可见实体的展现其实都是对阴影的描摹，无数道墨线条无一不是阴影的组成部分。完全的向光面是无法描绘的，就如同真正剔除阴影的生活是无法建立的；向光面也是无需描绘的，它有阴影的反向证明。

    而有的人之所以可以长久地痛苦而不能自拔，抑或沉溺在快乐里而毫无忧患之感，前者是因为惯于蜷缩在生活黑暗的角落里而无力走出，后者是因为纵情在前者的另一面而满目日光。盲目悲观同盲目乐观一样，看似天各一方，实则咀嚼着相同的愚蠢和相似的悲哀，隔着思想障碍的鸿沟，在无望的两岸空虚地摇摆。

    如此生活，盲人摸象。

    对于大多数人来说，唯一迫切需要做的是从当前的情境中跳出来，我们需要亲眼看一看生活的真相。  

 English Version

There's the shadow in life because it meets the sun on the other side.

      I seem to be so sensitive and always keep everything in mind that even small pains can lead an endless life in my memory and be kept clear enough to stay long. Until now, I still firmly believe that the elevator incident is not my fantasy. Murder, turning around, eyes, surprised expression and the deep fears flooded in my whole body and drained from the memory of formalin are dark and cold like corpses as well as vivid. I'll never dare to ride the elevator in which there is only s single stranger.

      Am I supposed to do so? Today's topic won't be that.

      With the memory of all the sufferings humans experience an unprecedented rise. The degree of severity, the depth of injury, the times the incidents happen and individual differences in psychological conditions make these negative events cast shadows of vital differences upon our life. They may gradually fade away, or no longer be able to be ignored. They may suddenly turn into the bright side due to a favorable turn, or may be even darker .The saying "Once bitten, twice shy" is a classic portrayal of how people be affected by shadows.

      The shadow of life promises the convexity of life. It also gives it a more full and profound significance. In the sketch drawing, it's the dark side that presents the image of the objects in paper. From the plaster geometry and the fold of the lining cloth to the grains of skin, each of the entities is displayed on the description of shadow. All black lines are an integral part of the shadow. Complete reflective panel cannot be described just as a perfect life out of the shadow cannot be established. Reflective panel needs no description for the shadow has proved it from the other side.

      The reasons why some people can be in pain and unable to extricate themselves for a long time, or indulged in pleasure, without a sense of anxiety, are that the former is used to living huddled in a dark corner without being able to go out while the latter indulgent in the other side of the former one with sunlight filled his eyesight. Blind pessimism is the same with the blind optimism. They appear to be totally different but actually chew the same stupidity and similar sorriness. Separated by the obstacles of ideological divide, they swing vacuously on two side banks of hopelessness.

      Such a life means nothing but an old story of Blind Men Touching an Elephant

      For most people, what is in urgent need to do is jump out of the current situation. We need to see the truth of life for ourselves.

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