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“春晚”变成了“春宫”

(2007-02-05 10:08:00)
分类: 散-文:行走的脚步
“春晚”变成了“春宫”
"Was spring late" turned "the palace of the crown prince"
       文/袁硕士
      Article /yuanshuoshi
    我看央视“春晚”的第一次是一九九七年在深圳盐田的一个录象厅里,那种感觉就象读第一部秘密传阅的情色小说.
    I thought CCTV "the spring is late" first was in 1997 in a Shenzhensalt field video recording hall, that kind of feeling on likely readthe sentiment color novel which the first secret circulated forperusal.
    春节来了,宿舍的人大多回了家,就剩下我与一个河南的干部,他带上女友与我在宿舍吃过年饭就出去幽会了。空荡荡的宿舍冷清得让人发疯。如果是平时,我可以一个人自我消遣,看看书,听听音乐就过去了。可是这是过年,又是第一次在外面,仿佛感觉被风浪搁在孤岛的一叶扁舟,望着夕阳而无法到达向往的彼岸,心里空荡荡的。
    Spring Festival has come, the dormitory person mostly went home, isleft over I with a Henan's cadre, he led on the girlfriend to eat thefamily dinner on lunar new year's eve with me in the dormitory to exitthe lover's rendezvous. The empty dormitory is lonely lets the persongo crazy. If is usually, I might oneself while away the time byindividual, read, listen to the music to pass. But this is the newyear's celebration, also is first time in outside, felt as if is putby the storm in an isolated island small boat, is looking the othershore which the setting sun is unable to arrive yearned for, in theheart empty
    我知道有一些车间的员工在租房里,我知道他们没有回去,在返乡登记的时候就连一个女工的去向都没有放过。但我不能去打搅,在农村有一些习惯,大年串门只能等到第二年的早晨以后。再说我当时是干部,一般在车间是可以得到一些员工的支持与附和,但真正进入生活很可能被员工所藐视,工厂里的等级有时候很难让人们真正的达到心灵与交情的沟通。
    I knew has some workshops the staff in renting a room, I knew theyhave not gone back, is returning to one's native village aregistration time female worker's whereabouts all not to let off. ButI cannot go disturb, has some customs in the countryside, the bumperyear drops around only can wait till after the second year morning.Also I at that time was the cadre, generally is may have some staffs'supports in the workshop with to echo, but truly enters the life verypossibly to despise by the staff, in factory rank some times are verydifficult to let the people true achieve the mind and the friendshipcommunication.
    我漫无目的地在街上游荡。街上,几乎所有的店铺都关了门,原来每天见到的上下班黑压压的人头在节日里却找不到,就象一个战争时期被抛弃的城堡。几片白色垃圾在寒冷的海风的帮助下在空中飞舞,没人搭理的街道便成了它们的乐园。这些垃圾都是工人们的餐袋,因为我们都在鞋业工厂,工厂里流行乙肝,员工必须在外面就餐,而就餐的工具就是筷子与白色的塑胶袋,塑胶袋原本是没有自由的,因为没有人搭理,它们便活跃了。我真呆不下去了,就象一个拥有千万财富的爆发户在一夜之间丢失了所有的财产一样,空虚得近乎垃圾胶袋一样在空中飘渺地扑捉欢乐的灵性。我得去市中心逛逛,那里至少还有几个店铺在营业,能看到几个人,心里总会舒畅些。
    I do not have the destination to loaf on the street. On the street,nearly all shops all closed a door, originally saw every day thecoming and going to work dense number of people actually cannot findin the holiday, looks like a war time the castle which gets rid.Several piece of white trash in airborne dance in the air in under thecold sea breeze help, nobody responds the street has then become theirparadise. These trash all are the workers meal bags, because of us allin shoes industry factory, in factory popular hepatitis B, the staffmust go to eat in outside, but goes to eat the tool is the chopsticksand the white models the plastic bag, models the plastic bagoriginally is does not have freely, because nobody responds, they thenenlivened. I could not really be dull, looked like to have surely thewealth eruption household to lose all properties between a night to besame, is void equally airborne approaches trash plastic bag in faintlyrecognizable to throw oneself seizes the happy intelligence. I must goto the town center take a stroll, there at least also has severalshops in to do business, can see to several people, in the heartgeneral meeting happy.
    在四村的口子上,我看到有一个录象厅在营业,具有震撼力的一平方米大的字,歪歪纽纽的写在红纸上。“现场直播春节联欢晚会”几个字基本上把录象厅的墙面占领,每一个从四村进出的眼睛都无法拒绝它的存在。录象厅外没有几个影子,我想应该很多人还在年饭的酒桌上预祝新年的新发展罢?晚会一定得看,我从没有看过,不能再留下遗憾!记得还在读书的时候,村子里的先富农民买了黑白电视机,每天晚上搬到禾场外看,我们都从自家带上椅子凑合着追赶时髦,看看山外的世界有什么稀奇.我看到的第一部电视剧是《卞卡》,从没有看完整过一集,只知道里面讲的是外国人的爱情故事,接吻的镜头是当时村子最轰动的话题。父母常出来找我,当时也不知道怎么总能找到,而且每次都罚我一跪就是一两个小时。后来才明白,村子里就几台电视机,天线杆都升在屋檐上,站在哪个地方都能看到,我与电视基本无缘了。到了一九九四年,我能在学校看到彩色电视,因为学校增开了两个科目,一个是电教,一个是微机。而我有时候感觉显示器对我有一种压力,它就象一个巨大的妖魔,将或懂或不懂的东西诱惑着我,向我灌输从未接触的一些层面的内容。我总想向父亲提议买一台电视机,哪怕就是9英寸的黑白的淘汰货,可我始终无法开口。父亲已经年老,做工也不会有人要。家里贫穷得每年的粮食就连交付农业费税都不够,可父亲能在深夜到小镇做零工供我们兄弟读书,已经是很多人都做不到的了。这一回,我无论如何也不会错过看一次“春晚”,看看遥远的北京只能从画卡上看到的明星究竟是什么样,他们的歌舞有没有传说的动人;看看遥远的北京只能从书本上读到的身影究竟是什么样。他们的笑谈有没有传说的动听;看看遥远的北京只能从想象中揣摩到的相声究竟是什么样子,他们的形象有没有传说的动心。我象一个从未开阔眼界的孩子,我对许多事情都充满私欲。
    In in four villages openings, I saw has a video recording hall in todo business, has shocks the strength a square meter big character,askew Niu Niu's writing on red paper. "The scene direct seeding SpringFestival the evening party" several characters basically seize thevideo recording hall wall surface, each the eye which passes in andout from four villages all is unable to reject its existence. How manyshadows outside the video recording hall doesn't have, I want to besupposed very many people also to wish in advance the new year recentdevelopment on the family dinner on lunar new year's eve liquor table?The party is certain looked that, I have not ever looked, cannot againleave behind the regret! Remembered also in studies, in the villagethe rich farmer has first bought the monochrome set, every day eveningmoves to outside the threshing floor to look, we all the chairassemble from oneself belt are pursuing fashionably, has a lookoutside the mountain the world to have any to be strange I saw thefirst soap opera was "the Bian Card", ever had not looked a completevolume, inside had only known says is foreigner's love story, kissesthe lens are a topic which the village most caused a stir at thattime. The parents often come out look for me, at that time did notknow how always can find, moreover each time all punishes me as soonas to kneel is 12 hours. Afterwards only then understood that, in thevillage on several televisions, the antenna iron all rises on theeaves, which place stands all can see in, I basically did not have thegood fortune with the television. To in 1994, I have been able towatch the color television in the school, because the school increasedtwo subjects, was an audiovisual education, was a microcomputer. Butmy some times felt the monitor has one kind of pressure to me, itlooks like a huge evil spirit, either will understand the thing whichor will not understand to entice me, will instill into somestratification planes contents to me which never will contact. Ialways want to the father to propose buys a television, even if is 9inches black and white eliminations goods, but I always am unable theaperture. The father already was old, works cannot some people want.In the family is poor every year grain to pay agricultural Fei Shuiduto be insufficient, but the father can be the odd-job in the late atnight to the small town to study for our brothers, already was verymany people all cannot achieve. This chapter, I cannot miss in anyevent looked time "the spring is late", has a look remote Beijing onlyto be able from to draw embraces saw actually the star is any type,does their dance have the fable moving; Actually has a look remoteBeijing only to be able the form which reads from the books to be anytype. Does their joke have the fable interesting to listen to;Actually has a look remote Beijing only to be able the crosstalk whichestimates from the imagination to be any appearance, does their imagehave the fable moving. I look like the child which never broadensone's outlook, I all fill the selfish desire to many matters.
    我匆匆回到了宿舍,因为我必须做好几件事。一是做好自己的年夜饭,一是给那个河南干部留言。晚饭不象家里能吃上大阉鸡炖面,顺便热了中午的剩饭灌上一瓶啤酒就打发了肚子.我的目的是看"春晚",给那个干部留言是出于友好,说不定因为我的存在而毁灭了他们苟且偷情的良好条件,留言后还得赶快走,免得出现尴尬的场面.我将留言条压在他的枕头就走了。
    I returned to the dormitory in a hurry, because I must completeseveral matters. One, completes own New Year supper, one is for thatHenan cadre message. The dinner does not look like in the family to beable to eat greatly castrates the chicken to cook the surface, whileconvenient the hot noon food left over has filled bottle of beer tosend the belly My goal looks at " Spring late " Is stemsfrom in a friendly way for that cadre message, perhaps has destroyedthe good condition because of mine existence which they carelessly hasan affair, after the message also must quickly walk, so as to avoidhas the awkward scene I walked the message strip pressure in hispillow.
    深圳的冬天,傍晚还是来得比较早,天还没有黑下来,灯光已经把夜色渲染得光怪陆离。工厂里有几个保安嬉闹着从食堂里出来,他们都是能够耐住寂寞的人,有些曾经在部队站岗就看了两年荒芜的草地。不过他们并没有寂寞,因为保安都住在一起,并都是在一起工作的人,而现场的干部都在各个不同的部门,每天下班几乎没有交流,心里有什么事都憋着,生怕失言而影响工作。那个河南的家伙与我关系最好,但也没有多少交往,无非是进厂培训两个月的时候一同做过操练,分到现场后就基本上说不了一句话。我在底部倒比较开心,无非是苦力活多一点,而面部的干部都象吃了哑药,同一个部门也说不上话。有时候总感觉工厂的事非常复杂,权责的矛盾斗争始终压抑着每一个干部。平时的我是绝不喝酒的,时刻保持着清醒的头脑,大年喝酒也就故意放松自己吧!看到做保安的能够轻松愉快,我的心情也好了许多。
    Shenzhen's winter, evening or comes the comparison early, the day doesnot have at night to come, the light already exaggerated the dim lightof night grotesquely and gaudily. In the factory has severalsecurities to kid around is coming out from the cafeteria, they allare can bear the lonely person, some once stood guard in the armylooked at the lawn which two years went out of cultivation. But theyhave not been certainly lonely, because the security all lives in thesame place, and all is the person which works together, but the scenecadre all in each different department, every day get off work havenot nearly exchanged, in the heart has any matter all to suppress, forfear that makes an indiscreet remark interferes with the work. ThatHenan's fellow relates well with me, but also does not have how manycontacts, nothing but is enters shop trains for two month-long thetime has made the drill together, divided on basically after the scenecannot say a speech. I but actually quite am happy in the base,nothing but is the coolie lives more than 1, but the face cadre likelyhave all taken the mute medicine, the identical department also didnot say the speech. Some times always felt the factory the matter isextremely complex, the power and responsibility contradictory strugglethroughout is constraining each cadre. Usual I am do not drink,frequently maintains the sober brains, the bumper year is drinkingalso intentionally relaxes oneself! Saw makes the security to be ablerelaxed happy, my mood has been also good many.
    刚到投影场,让我惊诧!明明白天还不多人的地方就象浪渣打到一湾来了,录象室外聚集了许多人,这是我万万没有想到的,大概都是寂寞中寻求消遣罢?就一场春节联欢晚会,难道都象我一样没有看过?四村就这么一个五千人的工厂,已有三千多人回家,住在三村的基本上有一半,要说也不应该还有这么多人来看“春晚”了,居然场外聚集了上百人,就象操场刚刚散操,都向一个车间的门里挤。我买好票,正准备进入,帘布里就象一个一个堆满人头的恶心行为艺术品,不但无法进入,就连银幕的光线都难以看到,只要低下头来钻,就会感觉一股奇怪的让人窒息的气体翻滚着肠胃。我想看“春晚”就没门了,天啦!手里还握着一张20元的票呢!
    Just arrived the projection field, let me be amazed! Obviously daytimethe multi- people's place did not project on a bay on likely the wavedregs to come, outside the video recording gathered many people, thiswas I 万万 has not thought, probably all was is lonely seeks whilesaway the time? On a Spring Festival evening party, all looks like meto be same has not looked? Four villages on such 5,000 person offactories, had more than 3,000 people to go home, live basically havein three villages one half, must say should not also have such manypeople to look "the spring was late", unexpectedly outside the fieldgathered on hundred people, likely the drill ground just dispersedholds, all crowded to in a workshop gate. I buy the ticket, ispreparing to enter, in the curtain cloth on likely one by one piles upwith the number of people the disgusting behavior artware, not only isunable to enter, the silver screen light all with difficulty seesunder, so long as is low drills, can feel strange the gas which letsthe person suffocate is tumbling the stomach. I want to look "thespring was late" does not have the gate, day! In the hand also isgrasping 20 Yuan tickets!
    我真的要骂人了!可是,听老人说,过年骂人掉牙齿,只得象热锅里的蚂蚁,团团转。听售票员一再解释,里面有不少人是下午就过来了,该散场的都不走,宁愿饿着肚子补票看,还有一些是来得较早的,早早占了座位乐得自在。他们真是有经验,难怪工厂那么多老员工,难怪工厂管理那么复杂,难怪许多干部碰面招呼都没有,难怪我有这么寂寞!我有那么多年没有看过,难道就都象我吗?绝对不可能,想必在我心中的传说就是因为他们的追求过于疯狂吧?!
    I really had to curse at people! But, listens to the old person to saythat, the new year's celebration curses at people the tooth, have tolooks like in the hot pot the ant, runs around in circles. Listens tothe ticket seller to explain repeatedly that, inside had many peopleis the afternoon has come, should leave the location all not to walk,rather the hungry belly was buying a ticket looked, but also had someis comes early, early occupied the seat to be much happier. Theyreally have the experience, factory that many senior staff, no wonderthe plant management that is no wonder complex, no wonder many cadremeet greeting all not to have, no wonder I have such lonely! I havethat many year not to look, all looks like me? Is absolutelyimpossible, to think in my heart the fable is because their pursue toois crazy? !
    看!非得要看!哪怕就看一个节目!哪怕就看一张面孔!哪怕已经不是现场直播!哪怕录制的效果将明星的脸蛋错了位!哪怕就只能听到里面的声音!看!一定要看!这好象并不是只看一个节目了,应该是更想了解工厂的员工们心理到底是怎么想的,闭塞的耳朵与盲目的眼睛已经无法解开工人心灵的密码。
    Looked! Must have to look! Even if watches a program! Even if looks ata face! Even if were already not the scene direct seeding! Even iftranscribes effect star's cheek mistakenly position! Even if only canhear to the inside sound! Looked! Certainly must look! This resemblescertainly is not only looked a program, should be wants to understandhow the factory the staffs psychology is thinks, the unenlightened earand the blind eye already were unable to untie the worker mind thepassword.
    直播完后,我终于可以进去了。当重播开始后,大厅里重新挤满了人头,如饥似渴的眼睛扑捉画面,结果画面的不是“春晚”,而是“春宫艳史”。我晕!我不听话的咽喉听从了嗅觉的命令,随着一股恶臭吐出了还没有消化的年夜饭。
    After the direct seeding, I finally was allowed to go in. Afterrebroadcasts starts, in the hall the crammed full number of people,has desired strongly again the eye throws oneself seizes the picture,finally the picture is not "the spring is late", but is "the palace ofthe crown prince love story". My corona! I am not obedient the pharynxand larynx obeyed the sense of smell order, put out along with an odordid not have the digestion the New Year supper.
“春晚”变成了“春宫”“春晚”变成了“春宫”“春晚”变成了“春宫”
“春晚”变成了“春宫”“春晚”变成了“春宫”“春晚”变成了“春宫”“春晚”变成了“春宫”

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