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Constellations' lingering pain of love

(2008-02-19 19:20:14)
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文:芊予千寻
译:Mirage
 
 
火相星座——太美好的恋情

白羊座、狮子座、射手座



你爱上了一个孩子,那时候你同样是个孩子,你们一起经历生命中第一次的相思与熬煎,第一次的相恋与反叛,发自肺腑,情真意切,可以为爱走天涯,掺不得半点儿私心杂念。
you fell in love with the one who was more like just a kid,as you were a kid as well at that time.You experienced lovesickness,agonies,romance as well as betrayal together for the first time in your life.You both devoted your time and heart into this love and thought that you could go anywhere with him without any selfish ideas and private considerations.



多少年后,无论陪伴在你身边的那一个是谁,你都会在某时某刻,想起当年。所有情景历历在目,历久弥新,你可能会笑,也可能哭泣,你会惊奇的发现,原来自己的内心并不如想象中凌乱杂沓,偶尔那些干净的美好会光临,虽然回不去。
Many years have passed.Whoever now lives with you ,sometimes you thoughts still would fall into the past years when you were with him .All the scenes and situations remain as fresh in your mind as if they still lived in your memory and then you would laugh or cry.But you surprisedly find that your heart is not in a turmoil any more as you ever had imagined.You can't put the clock back;however,that best years of your life would still dashed into your mind now and then.



那一场爱情,像一朵花,绽放得急切,刚刚娇艳,转眼就雨打风吹了。留下唯美的感动,缺憾的动容,却像是把美丽一片片,张扬的撕碎了给人看。
That kind of love is like such a flower that came into its blooming too early but  soon withered when through rains and winds.Only some touching moments of beauty and regret were left for you,which showed to others as if boldly torturing the beauty of love into pieces.



之后,你会明白,生死爱恨敌不过时空变错。也会明白,美好,并不是奢华,而是一种来自心灵的幸福。那时候,或许你并没有后来的物质,也正如后来永远失去了那时的纯真一样。

Then you understand life,death,love and hatred can't survive the changing time and space and also know that the once good will isn't a luxury in life,but just a feeling of happiness that arises from your heart.Maybe,you were not as realistic as now at that time,just like that you are not as innocent as before.





土相星座——太没有结果的恋情

金牛座、处女座、魔羯座



有段恋情,你付出了许多,全心全意,以为可以归宿圆满,却不想,自己甚至连一个凄美的结局都没有等到。爱的终结,像一场闹剧,如果可以真的从脑海抹去,现实便不会残留一丝痕迹,分离的一刻,发生时犹如晴天霹雳,来不及反应已经灭顶。
You gave as many as you can,heart and soul,to a love like that and bred an innocent idea in mind that you might be favered with a happy ending.Yet it turned out to be a daydream only,not even a desolate ending.Love,for you,ended like a farce.If it can really be forgotten,then you won't recall any of the past memories that agonizes you so much now.The moment when you two broke up occured like a blot from the blue.Before you could do anything,it had already spelled doom for your love.

于是,你会惦念着,不自禁的问自己,到底出了什么问题,时而你会原谅对方,体念着他的苦衷,时而你又充满了怨恨,在怀念中延展。谁对谁错,没有理由,只有借口。
Therefore,you keep this thought in mind and then can't help questioning yourself what the damn on earth is this all about.Sometimes,you forgive him and gives him a forgiving embrace to his town troubles;but,sometimes,you bear grudge against him.Then the hatred becomes stronger and stronger when you miss him more and more.It is just an excuse,not a reason,that accounts for this when it comes to who's right or wrong.



有些人,你拼命的想为他改变,最后仍然站在原地;有些人你从未留意,却在不知不觉中,为他改变了。可改变后,他又不再停留,只有你独自纠结太没有结果的恋情。
In your life there must be some one for whom you'd rather become another one,but later you find that you are still the one who you were.Also,there must be some one whom you never shoot an eye on,but suddenly you know he is right the one who brings you a secret-change.Yet,he is no more there waiting for you,leaving the-already-changed you alone there lamenting for this no-ending love.

旧的总要被新的代替,就像雨果说的,一个杀死另一个。他杀死的,到底是一场爱情,一份纯真,还是一个你。那时,你并不知道,在路的尽头,等着你的那个人原来不是他。
There will always be a late comer that replaces the former,as what Hugo ever said that there is always one who eliminates anther.After all,what he has eliminated out of mind is the love,the innocence and the ever you.At that time,you were just unaware that he actually wasn't the one who was sincerely waiting for you at the end of the journey of love.





风相星座——太孤单的恋情

双子座、天秤座、水瓶座



如果当年,他说喜欢你的眼睛,那么你会买最好的眼霜去滋养维持,想象会再见到他时,依然能闪烁出美好的光芒。其实,你并不知道他这句赞美的意义是什么,或许他当时也只是随口说说,或者搬出了哪个课文上的句子,但你会当真。
Provided that he had said to you in that very year he liked your blinking eyes very much,you would have always bought the best eye cream for nurturing them,for you kept it in mind that your eyes would still blink like twinkling stars as before when you meet again.As a matter of fact,you even had no idea about the words or praise he said to you.Perhaps,it was an ad-lib joke of his,or just a sentence from a textbook,which,however,you accepted as ture.

也许,人有三样东西是没法隐瞒的,咳嗽、贫穷和爱。越隐瞒,越欲盖弥彰。可是很多时候你仍想隐瞒,出于天生的不安,环境的约束,或者其他理由,然而,无法诉说的爱情,却比能告白的爱情,来得更殷切。这殷切会一直持续,被幻想完善,坚不可摧。
Assumedly,coughing,poverty and love are the three things that we cannot cover up from others.The more you try to cover up, the more they will become known.But most of the time you're more willing to conceal them for reasons like your inner worry,surrounding restraint,or some other reasons.Yet,it's better to confide your love to someone rather than just keep it as your own secret.As long as the affection can last and be enriched by fantacy,it will entrench itself into an impregnable position in your life.
 
肯定会有人指责,说不真实。甚至,惦念得严重了,你也会想,是自己错误的美化而已。可什么是真实?历史都能篡改,何况只是你心中的一个传说而已。
There must be someone who blame you for "it's unreal".If you care too much about it,there will come an idea to you that it's just nothing but a beautified mistake of your own.But what is "the real"?History can be revised and diatorted,not to say legend that just reigns your own head.



你从未想过,匆匆的交汇,竟让自己孤单的挂念一生。这种甜蜜,这种苦痛,没人赞成,没人了解,也可能根本没有人知道。一切,不知是劫是缘。
You never have such an idea that it is this short-living romance that tortures yourself for so long in your life.Nobody approves of your happiness and pain and understands these feelings,or perhaps there isn't any one even knows about these at all.Is it a kalpa or fate?Nobody knows it.







水相星座——太痛楚的恋情

巨蟹座、天蝎座、双鱼座



亦舒的小说,她写道一个暗恋男人的女子对另一个承欢的女子说:“你放过他吧。”那个承欢的女人恐怕也极爱他,所以才会笑:“什么叫放过他,根本相爱的人互不放过。”痛,缘于对伤口的摩擦,你惦念,便表示你一直都未停止对伤口的折磨。
Yi Shu writes in one of her novels that a woman who secretly falls in love with a man says to a playgirl:"Free that man."Perhap the playgirl also loves that man very much.So she bursts into laughter and answers:"What do you mean by saying 'free that man'?Actually lovers never free each other."You will still feel the pain once the wound is again touched by something or somebody.You still care about it, because you never stop touching the wound yourself.



时过境迁,或许有两种可能,你开始害怕,便缩到一个壳里;你肆无忌惮,挥霍着所有爱的可能。你必须寻找一个有能力抚平伤口的人,不然便是无尽的痛楚,他或许早已放了你,你却没有那么洒脱。
Things have changed with the passage of time.Maybe there are two possibilities.One is that you feel worried,stepping out to a unknown place and hidding yourself from him.The other is that you become a unscrupulous skylarker who want to exhaust your passion for love as soon as possible.You have to find the one who really can cormfort you and replace him in your heart,or the endless pain will still agonize you.Perhaps he has already forgotten you for a very long time,but you are not that free and easy.



或者,你并不是要一个答案,一个理由,而是爱直至成伤后,悲观的情绪无限放大,涌出。你不甘就这样放下,却也不敢再去轰轰烈烈,你死我活,于是,积压成抹不去的回忆。
Probably what you need is not an answer or a reason from him,but some sad feelings that are infinitely exaggerated by yourself after you were hurt badly by love.You hate to let go the love while at the same time you dare not give yourself to love in such a big way any more like before.Thus,your continued reaction to the past is compounding your misery year by year.

其实,当日子累计到可以看透沧桑,你会发现,原来自己曾经珍视的很多东西其实都是虚无,真正无价的却被忽略。突然发觉,伤痛过后是谁会陪伴自己,拼杀得伤痕累累时,又是谁始终不离开你?
As a matter of fact,as long as you live long to that day when you go through the hell and high tide of life and already have a full understanding about the past,you will find that many things you have ever cherished are absolutely nothing.Instead,it is the neglected ones that are truly worthy through life.Then you will suddenly recall in the past years the one who accompanied you when you were sad and the one who followed you everywhere when you were hurt.

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