媽媽萬歲萬歲萬萬歲!!!(2006-10-24 01:21:43)
Hi!
I present to u, my spankin’ new
blog!
I’m known by most as “Yan Yee”… but please, call me joyce
. if you've been paying attention to the
entertainment news recently, you'll have noticed that i've been
very secretive about everything that's been going on. i'm sorry
about being so *hush-hush*. i know that you're curious and
concerned... but i just didn't feel that it was my business to tell
you about certain things...
i'm sure that of all the question marks floating above your head
right now, the most prominent one is, "Why blog?" Well... the truth
is, i'm very tired. physically, i'm fine~ eating healthy,
excercising... tho i do admit i don't sleep as much as i should
(the internet has amazing powers!)… I am, however, MENTALLY
drained. my aunt told me two weeks ago, "Emotions are like a glass
of water. if water keeps getting added, the water's going to spill
out and over the rim sooner or later... so let it spill. it's ok."
But I’ve been holding everything in way too long. I feel like a
vigorously shaken pop can, my emotions threatening to burst out.
Still, I have no choice but to keep my cool n just hope dat my
emotions settle soon.
They haven’t settled. The pop just gets shaken more and more
everyday! Blogging is the most perfect way to let my thoughts out.
I don’t care if you decide that what I say is unacceptable, I’m
still going to say it. Cuz wut i say here will all be
REAL.
So now that THAT’s out of the way… here’s the most REAL piece of
news u will find anywhere.
MY MOTHER IS VERY
MUCH ALIVE, THANK YOU!
It doesn’t matter to
me if u hate me n decide to say n write nasty things about me… I
can handle it; but do you really think that what u say n write
can’t be seen by my mother? Don’t you understand dat my mother’s
lying in a hospital bed right now and that all those spiteful
things you say can put my mom’s life in danger? She has given so
much of herself to her work. Does none of her hard work mean
anything to you? Has she done anything wrong to deserve this type
of treatment? She is Hong Kong’s Happy Fruit, bringing you love
and laughter for more than forty years. How could you be so
ruthless? Have you no heart? Have you no conscience? My mom’s not
going to die from her illness. If anything it’ll be from your
cruelty. I am VERY disappointed in
you.
These few months have felt like tens of years have passed… I’ve
done a lot of growing up… thanks to Auntie Flo, Hok Yau GorGor, Zi
Wai GorGor, Uncle Liu, my friends back home, and most of all, my
dear family and all the friends that support us. I wouldn’t have
been able to stay strong without you…
“What doesn’t
kill you, only makes you stronger.”
翻译：
Hi，很开心在这里开我的新blog~
大家都喜欢叫我欣宜，但是还是请叫我joyce吧。如果你平常会关注娱乐新闻的话，可以看到记者经常写我对妈妈的病情吞吞吐吐。我非常抱歉，但是不得不这么“鬼鬼祟祟”，我知道你们都很关心妈妈的病。但是，我真的觉得这关乎与隐私，希望你们能够理解。
我想现在你们满脑子都是问号吧？最想问的就是，joyce，你为什么开blog?是的，原因就是，我真的真的很累。生理上，我饮食健康，但是我却无法入睡，整夜失眠。无论如何，我精神上筋疲力尽。两个星期前，我的一个阿姨和我说，情绪就像一杯水，如果一直往里面加水的话，水迟早会溢出水杯。所以发泄出来吧。我一个人撑得太久，压抑所有的感情。我就像一个压得太紧的易拉罐，一旦打开就会迸发。但是我必须保持镇静，以使得我的情绪能够平复。现在我终于找到一个宣泄感情的方式，就是写blog。我很喜欢这个方式，也许有些东西你们不能接受，但是我仍然要说，因为这是我内心最真实的想法。
所以请看这里，这里是最真实的信息：我妈妈还很好，病情稳定。请大家不要误信谣言。
其实我真的不在乎记者们怎样写我，或者真的不喜欢我，用难听的话骂我。我都能接受。但是我只想说的是，你们这样写我，我妈妈在病床上也能看到。我难过的是，妈妈本来身体就不好，在看到这样的文字会让她的病情加重。你们怎么能这样残忍对待一个贡献给香港影视圈40多年的艺人，一个给大家带来无数欢笑的开心果。请你们摸着良心想想，她给大家带来过多少的爱与欢乐？你们为什么要这么残忍，请你们的良知回归吧，我真害怕我妈妈有一天离开我不是因为病情是你们的残忍。我真的是很失望很伤心。
这些日子，让我感觉好像过了几十年那样漫长，我也一下子成长了很多。感谢陈淑芬阿姨，学友哥哥，志伟哥哥，刘老师，最主要感谢的是我的家人和所有关心支持我们的朋友和影迷们。没有你们我就不会如此坚强。
没有什么事情会让你绝望，他只会让你更坚强！
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