早晨出门的时候无意中在mp3里听到这首歌曲，不记得以前有印象。lost in despair...呵呵...多神奇啊，我身边的东西居然也都有灵性了。来到公司再打开mp3却怎么都找不到了，见鬼一样，我都几乎怀疑今天早晨的是幻觉。最后baidu发现，居然是Ensiferum早期的那张Iron里面的一首。这首歌就一直被我无视，然后在N久以后又无意中撞进我的耳朵。无关民族，无关战争，我自私的把它当作我自己的歌。

不想多说什么，歌词就是全部内容。最近就指着它活了。

I was gone, caught in the torturing memories
And they burned like fire
water can never heal such pain

Can't you believe
Nothing is real
Can't you see
I cannot feel

Take me away
Bury me in the sand
cause after all these years I am still the same
a sad and bitter man

Crush my hope, grow my hate
There's no home for me
Nothing to give, nothing to say
so tell me it's a dream