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(2009-12-22 15:01:50)
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    知道娟怀孕后,时刻盼望小妹的降临。随着预产期的临近,这种喜悦中竟夹杂着阵阵恐惧,具体是什么,道不明。

    屈指算,预产期也就一个月后,也许小生命的降临还要提前。说实话,我不知道怎么样面对这个小生命。我不知道是自己还没做好心里准备还是自己的角色还未转变。

    很久以前,自己一个人无牵无挂,好不自在。想喝酒,几个电话,几个哥们,一桌酒,五迷三道;想上网,可以整夜,几瓶酒,几个火腿,没有一丝困意;想旅游,不打招呼,几个城市,几屡残阳,阵阵惬意。

    以前,结婚时,两个人你牵我挂,好不幸福。想吃饭,一个电话,老婆一个,一桌菜,一瓶酒,尤意未绝;想上网,可以半宿,一瓶水,一碗泡面,适可而止;想旅游,你呼我应,一座城市,一屡夕阳,恋恋不舍。

    现在,我不知道。30岁到了而立之年,但感觉自己还是孩子。做事、做人都不成熟,而今却有人要喊我爸爸,不知道其中的滋味,但我想我要为她负责了。

    我从没怀疑自己的责任,但我的思想却转变不过来。

    4周,以前觉得是一个月很漫长,而现在,从40盼到4,期间的漫长是无法比喻的,但正的希望成真时,却有感觉那样的短暂!

    无语!

    Flexor calculation, also one month after childbirth, and perhaps even ahead of the arrival of young lives. To be honest, I do not know how to face this little life. I do not know their own minds not to prepare or do not change their roles.
    A long time ago, a man unencumbered own good uncomfortable. Would like to drink, a few phone calls, a few buddies, a table wine, five fans 3; want to go online, you can all night, bottles of wine, a few ham, not the least bit trapped Italy; would like to travel, without warning, several cities , several repeated setting sun, blowing cozy.
    Previously, married, two people I hang up you pull no better well-being. Want to eat, a telephone, a wife, a table dish, a bottle of wine, especially Italian is not absolutely; want to go online, you can Bansu, a bottle of water, a bowl of instant noodles, moderation; would like to travel, you call me to be, a city , a repeated setting sun, reluctantly.
    Now, I do not know. 30-year-old to the thirties, but felt that she was still a child. Things, a man is not mature, but now there are people who want to call me Daddy, do not know the taste, but I think I was responsible for her.
    I never doubt their own responsibility, but my thoughts have changed, but come.
    4 weeks, I used to think a month is very long, but now, from the 40 heading for the big four, during the long can not be figurative, but it is the hope to come true, there is a short feel like that!
    Speechless!

 

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