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Fated 注定

(2010-04-27 23:13:34)
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分类: 梨花正薄

有时下意识不把自己当成年人。无论言语行事、举手投足,会被人看作依然幼稚无底气。还是有小孩子脾气,不愿意承认一些显而易见的事实;会耿耿于衷,久久不能释怀;会贪图刹那光华,迟迟不愿离去;会痛哭失声,继而用时间磨灭创口;会刻意遗忘,试图粉饰裂迹斑斑。

会竭尽全力试着告诉他,不要觉得我委屈,稍待时日,我便会痊愈。

其实什么都不重要。什么都不如你重要。

如果人们一定要说我炫耀,是的,我会像你告诉我一样告诉蔚蓝天空和凄凄春草:炫耀爱情,从来就没有错。

 

她说,你的生活看似越来越复杂。

不知从什么时候起,再也不迷信十足她的话。开始有自己的想法,认定自己不能舍弃的东西,并以批判的眼光拜服她的字字珠玑。我不能成为“下一位”,再也不能,因为我的轨道显然已经远远地偏离她偏爱的方向。始终心有些微不甘,但又能怎么样呢。

有些人注定只能归纳在微笑而非拥抱的范畴。有些爱慕注定不能成形便胎死腹中。

我们都应该看得更清楚。

 

At times I don’t treat myself as an adult. The things I say, the ways I act in, the way I am, seem to still be thought as kid and naïve. Still being childish, unwilling to admit some obvious realities. Still take things to heart and feel hard to relieve the repressed complex. Still hanker after and try to linger over the instant flame. Easy to wail, and wait for the time soothing the pain. Painstakingly forget about the bad and whitewash the rifts and cracks between some people and me.

And try my utmost to make him believe that I wasn’t wronged. Give me a few more days, I’ll be fine.

Nothing is important. Nothing is important but you, my dear.

If they have to criticize me for being “showy”, fine. I would, as you told me, announce to the blue sky and green spring, that showing off love is never wrong.

 

She said, your life seems to be more and more confused as you go through college.

Don’t know since when I no longer trust her words without thinking. Started to have my own thoughts, commit to things that I don’t want to quit, and worship her sparkling words critically. I won’t be able to become “the next one”, not any more, for the way I chose has been apparently far out of her partial track. Still feel slightly unresigned, but what else can I do?

Someone is destined to be impossible to get. Some love is fated to fail before it’s said.

We all should know that better.

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