地图的维修已经超过十天，黑色的背景之上赫然写着：追求完美道路上总是充满着艰辛~~不完美的路尚且步履维艰，况完美乎，于是我只能继续等待~~如此这般的等待，在我这里栖息的太多，你们说总有拨云见日的一天，但我已等了太长时间~~我想痛陈的不能尽述，因为总在担心恍惚间伤害了谁，可是他们每一次手持利刃逼近我的脉管却毫不迟疑，我把善良假装得太完美，已经开始让自己难辨真伪~~

 

原本以为噩梦被我逼近终点，不知道它竟深藏不露，在我转身之际以闷棍出击，尽管我坚持着没有倒地，一面踉跄一面眼冒金星，发际渗出黑红的血缓缓地往下滴~~就像每一部孤胆英雄的电影结尾，当你以为肌肉男主角终于打败了怪兽抱起美女握紧胜利，在夕阳中被无限放大的是他沾满血污的背影，此刻你终于放宽了心，准备迎接王子与公主没羞没臊的快乐结局，谁知他竟在美景面前轰然倒地，再以难顾美人瞬间老去，她的泪他的血，沿着一条条沟壑纵横绵延、日夜不息~~

 

在我尽情抒发这一切矫情的心绪时，无意听到了Jimmy和Joni的故事，我总有这样的本事，把别人的故事当作自己的剧本然后义无反顾地跳进那个纠结的圈子里，只要，它无可避免地拥有一个悲情结局~~

 

可事实上，我并不甘心成为悲剧的牺牲品，顶着众人的怜悯和惋惜，贴在墙角慢慢化成壁画，而当每每有人谈到悲惨就指向这个方向，说：看，就是那里~~所以我把热情换成了漫不经心，斜睨就上位作了正宫表情~~只是可叹自己没生得一张歌舞升平的脸，可以把这一切掩饰得平淡无奇~~我的眼，一直在反抗，只是没人会注意~~

 

请原谅，我总会有这般肆意放任自己矫情和幼稚的时刻，请相信，这一切很快会过去~~

 

(Joni)

Jimmy please say you’ll wait for me

I’ll grow up someday you’ll see

Saving all my kisses just for you

Signed with love

forever true

 

(Jimmy)

Joni was the girl who lived next door

I’ve known her I guess 10 years or more

Joni wrote me a note one day

And this is what she had to say

 

(Joni)

Jimmy please say you’ll wait for me

I’ll grow up someday you’ll see

Saving all my kisses just for you

Signed with love

forever true

 

(Jimmy)

Slowly I read her note once more

Then I went over to the house next door

Her tear drops fell like rain that day

When I told Joni what I had to say

 

(Jimmy)

Joni, Joni please don’t cry

You’ll forget me by and by

You’re just fifteen

I’m twenty two

And Joni I just cant wait for you

 

(Jimmy)

Soon I left our little home town

Got me a job and tried to settle down

But these words kept haunting my memory

The words that Joni said to me

 

(Joni)

Jimmy please say you’ll wait for me

I’ll grow up someday you’ll see

Saving all my kisses just for you

Signed with love

forever true

 

(Jimmy)

I packed my clothes

And I caught a plane

I had to see Joni

I had to explain

How my heart was filled

With her memory

And ask my Joni if she’d marry me

 

(Jimmy)

I ran all the way

To the house next door

But things weren’t like they were before

My tear drops fell like rain that day

When I heard what Joni had to say

 

(Joni)

Jimmy, Jimmy please don’t cry

You’ll forget me by and by

It’s been five years since you’ve been gone

Jimmy I married your best friend John