- Infatuation 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/jude1204 Wed, 02 Dec 2009 12:44:31 GMT+8 FEEDCREATOR_VERSION zh-cn Copyright 1996 - 2009 SINA Inc. All Rights Reserved. Wed, 02 Dec 2009 04:44:31 GMT+8 Farewell 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000b4w.html  真的象个哈卵。。
 
 再见!! 
 
 
 
 
 
]]> 大贝 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000b4w.html#comment Tue, 21 Aug 2007 07:29:25 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000b4w.html Upward 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010009jn.html

Been back ..  nearly 20 days for the itinerary …

Trip ,  outwards …

 

City , people ..

Bloom , luxury …

 

The crowd , is still in marches …

 

World , with colorful scene and the appreciative angles 。

 

 

 

 

 

上善若水  。 

 

生活――总是在不断向前。

 

 

 

]]> 大贝 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010009jn.html#comment Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:27:21 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010009jn.html 游 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100096s.html 偌大的城市。
 
停停走走，走走停停。
 
甚欢。
 
 
]]> 大贝 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100096s.html#comment Thu, 05 Apr 2007 05:48:08 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100096s.html Scarce http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008xb.html

Skimpy , scarce …

I’m badly in need of nutrition and the growings 。
Going abroad , no money ; Going to the society , no experience ..
For trading , too tired ; For business ,too tedious ..

In my will , I’d choose the money-making positions !
Interpretation related to the press / magazine / media or movie companies , or the English editor / freelancer /  writing processor and the like … and foremost , I’d wish to become an oral interpreter 。

I believe that’s my most prominent advantage …and the richest career and choices !!

Hesitation , it lost us the running ways ..
Orientation , it foresees us  an unending terminals ..

Cluster and the happiness , emerging …
Solitude and the brewing , submerged …

I’m wanna take the plane to run out , to meet the never-visited friend and places …
Kun Ming , Cheng Du , Wu Han , Bei Jing …. The Tibet , The Europeans …
Just at the moment 。

Still miss Ting occasionally , miss the intimacy 。
Cigarettes  , become a habit … on the roads 。

Short of lore , short of sense …
Short of scope , short of experiences …

Short of money , short of love
Short of the Encyclopedias …

Professor Wang , 77 marks。

In a word , I’m Scarce ! 


 －－－－再再充电。

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008xb.html#comment Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:57:48 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008xb.html 难混 。。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008k2.html   。。。
 
  做人，做事。
 
  我要钱钱 。。
 
 
]]> 大贝 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008k2.html#comment Wed, 07 Mar 2007 14:29:57 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008k2.html 毒。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008ij.html  。
 
]]> 大贝 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008ij.html#comment Mon, 05 Mar 2007 03:34:44 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008ij.html Deceive 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008i6.html

All the fakers , Forged 。

As what the colloquialism says .. Steel , is made up of iron and the toil -- 

 

Self-deceiving ..

The swagger , came to know the hardship and his incompetence 。

 

 

 

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008i6.html#comment Sun, 04 Mar 2007 07:01:11 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008i6.html (1) http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008f7.html Cigarette , packs … I begin to smoke ;

Driving my motor , hearing the songs … wind flows by , voice into my ears ;

 

Like a child , campus still stays quiet , lying with the submerged pureness …

Into the urban , however , it is plausibly like a worker , with the glove , uniform , helmet , and the potential forces …

 

Encountered schoolmates …unfamiliar word , familiar faces !!

  Of them , of all … some stay alike , some changes …

 

  The call from parents , father provided me ways of seeking a job … mother told me the news ..

 

  She said , guided by a friend , she is applying for the driving license ;

  She said , having got a new house , we are considering about the personal car …

 

  They asked me to get ready for the exam , and then move on  to the next prints 。

 
 
      
 
 
]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008f7.html#comment Mon, 26 Feb 2007 14:46:56 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008f7.html Ambition 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008ex.html

My ambition , is waking up … after I’m back to the habitual lives ;

Years later , I’d publish my English writings as a book -- < Jude, is my name > , and make the debut of the CD album , also with my Chinese journals …

 

After I’ve owned a heap of wealth , after I’ve accumulated varieties of experience , after I’ve traveled lots of places , after I’ve covered so many books and touched so much meditations … after all of these ,then came the fame and glories …

 

….

Day by day , the snail is getting near , and near to his destination , his dreams …

 

                                                                                                    ---- < Jude , is my name >  大贝 著

 

 

TEM approaches , yet I just started it up  to do the reviewings ...

Doesn’t matter .. He believes !!

 

 

]]> 大贝 励志。前进 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008ex.html#comment Mon, 26 Feb 2007 03:00:07 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008ex.html Big Big World http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008dx.html

Went out and enjoyed the visitings .. eyesight broadened ! 

In clifford dwellings , in the idyllic and noble place ..

 

The money , the wealth .. the estate , the house , and   life , the happiness .. 

So what ?  Is that yours .. ?

 

In a big big world ..

-- Future , creations !!

 

 

]]> 大贝 励志。前进 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008dx.html#comment Thu, 22 Feb 2007 14:13:39 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008dx.html Journey http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008bm.html

                                                  ( 1 )

 

Standing on the balcony , all the illuminations are put on … gazing of the sheen !!

Wind of slice wept out all the heat, and brought me some coolness and kind of relieving…

…

The day , and the night …

Nearly a same way …

 

 

                                                  ( 2 )

 

The plane is flying above the sky and is in the cloud-sea … a boundless but touchable sea … ripples and piles of clouds are floating ,waves and surges of sprays are scrolling … like cotton , like ribbon ,like the nameless blossom …

 

 

                                                   ( 3 )

 

After the plight , I purposely came up to the Master of New Oriental ,Xu Xiaoping , and had a few words with him …I presented my aspiration to join in the group ,he encouraged me to take efforts , I promised I’d not let myself down …

 

Miracles , actually can be created …

 

 

 

                                                    ( 4 )

 

Idle in the spacious room , sliding of the movie and shuffling of the book …

I don’t like the climate here and the strongly bright ,fuggy days … it always makes objects upset , and people restless …

 

Only in the nights , the temperature falls down , and comes the comfortableness …

 

 

                                                      ( 5 )

 

 

It’s a gloomy day-- today , Jason and I would be separated ; after the 2 days’ meet …

 

In the station , we left each other … drizzling 。

 

 

 

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008bm.html#comment Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:52:00 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008bm.html Traces http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008a8.html

Received a phone call from a friend .. she stayed in Xi’an for days …

Gathered with sister Can in KFC , and talked for hours …until the door closed , we moved to sideway …

Dropped in Xu’s home , and chats with her mom … pleasure !!

Taking the lecture in New Oriental school with Cong , and the cheerful times ..

Eric Peng came back , buffed with him …and a few changes !!

Flying to Guang Zhou to meet the family , and enjoy the festival in the new house …

 

All besides , driving my motor , knowing the cars … eating the delicious , living in the hotels … spending money , enjoying lives !!

 

     Jot down  just two visible points …

 

In the remote and suburb area .. it’s too obturation with people’s mind cabined …

Friends ,and experience , means a lot to me …

 

 

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008a8.html#comment Sat, 10 Feb 2007 18:02:55 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e8010008a8.html Free http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100089u.html

Radio in my head , walks on the way ...

Rhythm in my heart , songs in the street …

 

Keeping up your mind , and opens of the dream …

Following with your steps ,and reaches of the sea …

 

Free walking , free sighting , free minding , and -- free enjoying …

Life is supposed to be …

 

                                                ―― Simple Notes of  A Free Day

 

 

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100089u.html#comment Fri, 09 Feb 2007 13:33:41 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100089u.html Confession http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000898.html

Clothes … decorations  to satisfy my great vanity ,and the prejudice …

Utopia , and the so-called perfection , is the wanted happiness … but the truth lies in  the deep inferiority and the complex 。

 

Parents dropped by , lounged in the streets , wandered in the plaza and malls … being apart for a long time ,and different lifestyle and the based thoughts … scolding and complaints , clashes ….

 

 To be frank , indeed , I usually refer to myself and almost neglect their feelings , especially my mom , who is the pillar of the family … as the dean and the supervisor of the hospital , she really has bunches of – varieties of things to deal with … as the center pillar of the kinship , chores of intricacy still fusses her at times … all of these burdens loaded on the half-hundred women , on the tired but optimistic fighter – my Mother !!

 

She makes me the money , she buys me the house , she worries me for the future , she guides me to the right directions …

 

Occasionally , she would joke with us , she said ‘ I was born to be the destiny of exhaustion , with mine consideration for others ,yet few of the returns ’ ….

…..

 

“ Don’t let your mother down , bring her some more hopes !! ”  Someone is persuading me with these words …and said , your mom is really disappointed for some of your behaviors …

 

Yep ..Disappointed … .

…..

 

Coward … excuses !!

 

 

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000898.html#comment Wed, 07 Feb 2007 15:55:24 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000898.html 。。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100088j.html

                                    ( 1 )

 

Finally came back …in the shadow of the city , in the color of the night …I went back to my house , to the serenity , to the silence …

….

 

Collecting the traces of the past 72 hours , I seemed to impress a lot , seemed to impress a little …

The shuttling of the cars , the twinkling of the lights , the whooping of the TVs , the dazzling of the malls ,the restlessness of the walkings …apparels ,snacks , funs , and plays , such a fancy world , such a alluring world … people ,watched by ;  people , joined in … 

 

As what are the facts , they finally happened …

As what is the society , it finally walks …

 

 

                                      ( 2 )

 

 

Hanged on the phone , it reveals …

With mom , urgent complaints …

 

My hair , my habits … my exclusiveness , my indolence …

Euphemistically , all the people around murmured ,  and the uttering sighs …

 

Obstinacy … detriments !!

Plausibly , I’m winding my ways …

 

And not until the one is getting to be renowned and accepted … frustration , it forever guides 。

And gradually ,the one is getting forged into complete circles …

 

 

                                    ( 3 )

 

People , wouldn’t usually consider himself to be the core … take an exchange for others …

Yet those who is always burdening under pressure and paying out for the majorities ..Unselfishness and great responsibility , that sustains !!

 

I am a scum , and my mother is ….

 

 
 
]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100088j.html#comment Tue, 06 Feb 2007 05:04:52 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100088j.html And I ．． http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100087k.html

Slumbered for a while … and sobered now , then go back to the machine , keeping a note for the significance of the random lives .. encountered a friend on the bus and went to have some bear at dinner , that’s the reason why I took the rest ... and the cursors lying down , are pointing at the time , 23:53 …

 

Stranded in writing and speaking for couple of months .. really unreachable for the wanted statures … yet it’s incapable and helpless … unlike the people wearing natural smiles and easy expressions , unlike the ambience and flooding air of the coming festivals , unlike the vernal sunshine and the warming climate … I’m slightly infected  or rather to be insulated …  

 

Today I went to order the tickets in New Oriental Class .. today I lounged in the newly-decorated bookstore … today I took buses to and fro and took free walks in the free streets … today I’ve seen so many various people with my eye and met so much of their bustle and hustles with my heart …

 

Today I owned only 10 yuan and kept them from noon until dark …

Today I gave one coin to the beggar that seemed to be not paralyzed …

 

Today I promised the net girl 10 words and the related English messages … and I did

Today I engaged with the female boss on the portion of the fried meaty rice … and I didn’t

 

   

 

( For the passage below )

 

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100087k.html#comment Fri, 02 Feb 2007 17:13:36 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100087k.html 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100086x.html

  I’m a punk .. thoroughly valueless and helpless one.. I didn’t realize that until the reality rushed in and waken me up … I thought , I was that marvelous and unreachable .. I imagined I would be what what .. and what what …

 

  Hum . how foolish I am .. such a swagger !!  bragging ..  fucking the asshole .. 

 

  Seen the movies . < Pursuit of Happiness > and <ElizabethⅠ> .. I would have so much to say . but speechless ..

 

  Viewing the pages of the part-time interpretation and some English recruiting .. the society , struggling for the survival ,is just like a monster, gulping those tiny and puny flies .. and I was the fly ,weak and lost .. maybe it’s the first time approaching near that makes me taste.. the pressure of reality .. the helplessness of the individuals ..

 

  Like what the subscript says .. “ happiness is a process in which you can only pursue , but hardly achieve it … ”

  ….

 

  By the way .. stick the ending page of a the book that I read … the name is < The Stage of Glass >

 

 

]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100086x.html#comment Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:53:03 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100086x.html Demo 。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100083r.html
 
你要讲授的真理越抽象，你就越得勾引感官。 

这是 尼采所言。。 那么 ，我小试牛刀看看。。
 
 
       嘴巴 。
 
人人都长着嘴巴。
都可以 自由地使用它。
 
除了接吻，吃饭，还有就是
口水跟口水的说话。
 
唉！多么美好啊 ...
可惜 我是哑巴 。
 
听说，嘴巴还有 某些神圣 而新奇的功能哟 ！
.... 哇－哈－哈－哈 ！
 
 
（小样一份，借以示范 。）
 
 
]]> 大贝 文字。思想 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100083r.html#comment Wed, 24 Jan 2007 18:28:34 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e80100083r.html 自语。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000836.html
 
                
 。。。。                     
 
 
（1）

狗， 耷拉着耳朵。 寻食。
人， 睁大了眼睛。 寻色。
 
（2）

今天，梦见卡夫卡。                           
回家。 再变甲壳虫。

（3）

一米阳光，撒在阳台上。
 
我 站在一旁 。
暂时温暖了 部分忧伤。
 
（4）

大滴的雨水 降落。
砸死 几只蚂蚁。
 
他们，正要逃脱。        
                      
             
 
（5）

当我 踏过青青的草地时 ，
 
悲伤 在后面追逐。
幸福 它呆呆地 望着我 。
 
（6）
 
光 ，从黑暗的深处而来。
而黑暗 。却是人们 所不能看见的。

（7）
 
对了，可能我 再也飞不起来了 。
因为，风筝头 就要被砍掉 。
 
（8）
 
The moment I stepped onto the train , it departed ...
But  no choice ...
 
                                   
                              
 
 
（10）

其实，我想承受 更多的忧伤，还有孤独。
很久很久。
。。
 
很久以后。
即将到来的－－是全部的幸福，还有快乐。
 
（11）
 
下雪了，一切 变得安详。
A snow world , serenity of  the cornors ..
 
Fairy sites ..!!
 
（12）
 
22岁，父母对我失望。
22岁，我的生命－－ 真正开始。
 
 
 
   
 
 

（13）
 
孤独的人。 
 
要么 接近真理。 要么 接近艺术。
 
（14）
 
当 脆弱的灵魂，接受 正义与良知的拷问时。
 
权利 在一旁傻笑， 予以不屑。
责任 将其推与道德，逃之夭夭。
 
（15）

Those cons and fors , those gains and losts ，those laughs and cries ..
 
Time ... will make the truth !!
 
 
（16）
 

缤纷的世界。
 
虚幻一场 。
 
彼此， 只是过客。
 
游戏罢了。而后匆匆。
 
 
                               
 
 
（17）
 
人， 除了自私和欲望。
什么也没有。   
  
那些 善良和美好的。 只是少数 。
 
               
 
 
（18）
 
生命， 注定只是一场华丽 。
 
抑或虚无。
 
   
 
 
。。。
 
现实， 它又要来了。
 
准备 被俘虏。
 
 
 
]]> 大贝 随笔。札记 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000836.html#comment Tue, 23 Jan 2007 18:48:05 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000836.html 打二两油。 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000835.html （ 以下文字 纯属虚构，请勿 肆意联想。 ）

 
……
 

（ 借以讽喻，其二部分方言。打油之作，非本人主流。 ）
 
 
  －删－
 
 
 
 
]]> 大贝 文字。思想 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000835.html#comment Tue, 23 Jan 2007 18:37:19 GMT+8 http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_566341e801000835.html