Has been a week since the 5th
term starts. Always have bad mood around me recently,
although i dun show sad 2 people, i dun feel good mentally.
Dun know how 2 say, but truely, i start
to feel fear and feel sad around. The bad mood seems never go
away,and i am very very tired, tired of dealing with the stupid
things surrounding around me. Like the Darkness of night, Once u
got swallowed, the only result is to be swallowed, and lost urself.
And the worst situation is, Damn it, I dun fuking kno how 2 change
the suking situation.
Things that count really
count. All the time I feel unconfident,
unsure, of myself, my future, or people,or things.
In fact, when got in 2008, Things and People seemed to joke with
me, with the fuking joke. I broke, I lost the hope to become a
commy, I cant find a beauty, I failed my exams, i dun kno how 2
deal with fuk