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Pain memories to me is like my 'mistress'..
You're not suppose to find
Whenever you feel down, temptations of going back to
the
She's somehow attractive.. yet deadly..
She
'Only in me you will find comfort.. And only
The more
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I dare not carry him with my hands..
This is the 2nd time i tried
I really hope
But reality is not always what you wish for..
Recently it starts to pain again..
Doctor may be my only cure but may not be
Why?
I don't wish to answer this..
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Again as usual, many dramatic things happened in my life. weird huh? it's always through all these then i will realised some sense and come back to reality.. but all these experiences are painful.. either one can cost my life.. somtimes i do ask myself. how on earth did i get over all these nonsense? well... other than God's grace n mercy, it's my will to get over it... i only have 1 life.. if i end it, that's it. no more chances given, no more hope no more.. nothing.. many people will say, you only have 1 life to live, why not live it a good one? Easier than said... but it's true... this is a very important mindset a depressed person should have..
Well, after realising that i made grave mistakes, i tried my
best to change.. it's real hard work but i just have to make myself
do it.. people who say 'it's too hard.. i can't do it..' are real
lazy people... i was one.. but
Maybe i can be considered as small as a dust in this whole earth, but there's always one thing i believe. no matter how small i am, God always sees me clearly..
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I've now come to another turning point in my life.. but where is
it turning to? i seriously have no idea...

To the ones i loved the most
Really sorry for all the things i've done that upsets you so
much,
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It's getting more and more open and
I
I don't know how am i going to go through this whole
week
I'm surprised that i have so much tears to flow out from
within.. this is actually quite amazing.. 
I guess that's the reason why water is so important for
women...
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What is Pent House? 
I remember Pastor Joyce Meyer once said before that the pent
house is the place at the 
Here, let me introduce my pent house to you.. it's a very
beautiful place also, also open air but the surrounding is very
different from the rest. the furnitures and flooring are all
replaced with forgiveness, peace and love..

But previously i somehow
I've been loitering around the 'low places' long enough... 
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It's simply amazing just by watching how the nature works in
this show name 'Planet Earth'.. oh my goodness...
Well, i know the answer! It's God. only my God is able to create
such beautiful
Is God faithful? 
I give you my word and life, He is faithful.. 
www.bbc.co.uk/planetearth
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Many things happened ths year.. hmm... how should i put it.. as
u can see, or can even feel it, those are not anything good.. it
seems like i'm coming to another season where i must change
toroughly so that i can move up another level.. i struggled alot..
so much that i feel that i'm no longer the girl that i used to live
with.. i became bad tempered, sensitive, negative and even
unreasonable at times... i lose the smile on my face... n i lose
the ability that
I know things won't be any better if i continue to be
transparent and .. watever it is.. i seeked help.. i took the risk
to tell them what's exactly in my heart what i've gone thru last
time.. i hope to change but i can't do it alone.. but.. it never
crossed my mind that one of them will think that i'm the problem,
selfish.. i'm very protective of myself cos i don't wanna get hurt
again.. but by hearing it from someone u trusted and love so much,
these words dosen't sound nice anymore.. n of course when i heard
that, i cried.. i couldn't hold the tears.. free flow
I admit that i'm
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I know i just blog one up.. but i just wanna say more so bare
with me..
If this world is like a blog spot, u can simply erase and retype
whatever u've said, that will be good.. anyway.. a few months ago i
just get to know this great lady Genecia.. she's really nice and
trust me, she's
oh! why am i talking about her.. hmm... give me a second..
(short term memory..
) oh ya!
i
Anyway, if you wanna see how beautiful she is, see her in
facebook then.. she's famous.. keke.. 