昨天今天，我都很沉重。。10%为了杰克逊，90%为考殇。。借用一句，如丧考妣。。。

Yesterday I went to Zhongshan University , and was hurt badly. I can still feel my parents' disappointment from their eyes glancing at me...

I still don't believe that I am all over, this game has left me heavily behind,

broken my confidence and pride. I get lost in a foggy forest with no one staying right beside me, there is nothing but fog and traps, sometimes a thunder and lightning lightening my pale face. Endless and no home, just walk and walk, no tiredness no pain cuz no feelings, I can see those smiling faces which made me sick, I can hear that laughter pointing at me. yes! All you are better than I am, I know, and shall I stay at a corner and cry that leave me alone? Quite ridiculous. All is white, all, is wet, and I am nobody. So I am thinking that if I hanged up myself now, no one will knows till I became cankered. I need somebody but fin

罗浮~山记（take it easy it's just a dairy or report or some what, intertwined..)there went 1 1 people including 6boys & 5girls
(川，阳，唐，恩，Olay，贤，龟，美玲，小白&小杰)(始终在神的带领下。。向山顶开拓！！）

day 1(6.21):along with 龟&美玲set off at 18:30,i estimated that we could get there in no more than one and a half hours,but exactly i was absolutely wr

我想，当我看到你的信箱里的空白后，我就已经不在了吧

我只是你生命里的一个过客

白驹过隙  稍纵即逝

所以，当我看到的一切都已成了定局，我想我应该离开了

我求求你，不要用你的泪再次骗我回去

这种伤，真的很痛，让我痛一次就够了

还没有愈合，请不要再撕裂我的伤口

放不下，但我会适应的，以前不也是一个人

啊啊 不能再说了 天哪 我都扯哪去了？！

那个 大家中秋快乐啊！！ 中秋后的那天也要快乐啊！！

还有再后一天、再再后一天....... 反正说不完啦 就是每天快乐咯！

月饼就少吃点了啊，小心蛀牙啊，

吃了要喝消毒水消消毒的啊，不然你直接让我蛀蛀牙好了

这么大牺牲，够哥们吧！ （别不服啊...）