学校组织的英语竞赛周四决赛了。真的没想到我们高职的学生可以这么出色，很有几个学生的发音很漂亮，个别学生的表演欲强烈，在台上很有感染力。深深地感受到了他们想要尝试和表现的渴望，青春年华，给个机会，他们就想试试，帮上一把，他们就可以做得很好。

想来惭愧，我的心在家里，老公工作忙，儿子学习忙，所以下了课就想往家里跑，辅导竞赛这样的事情是非得在课后做的。

或许可以在课堂上给他们一些用英语表达的机会。自己也得学学英语演讲的知识，下届还是得花些力气好好辅导下学生。

when I used the right way and found many useful websites about English teaching, I was anxious to read as many articles as I could. Too fast speed lead to little full understanding. After reading, my mind was blank. No new teaching I realized it and began to read a bit slower, paragragh by paragragh, article by article. If there is a good teaching method or classroom activity, I even recall and imagine how I will use it in my class. In this way, I calmed down. It's a wonderful feeling to know you are making progress everyday.

Just as I said before, reading makes my quiet life full and happy. And I tried to write in English about my reading. Then there is a problem. I'm very happy to find that I can read articles about English learning and teaching in English. When I tried to express myself in English, my vocabulary is always so limited. It must be very dull to read what I write. I know it takes time to get those inactive words into active ones. I'll go on writing. As time goes on, I shall recognize my steps in this blog.

 Just recently, I tried to read as much as I can. Of course, it is in English. Reading is always a pleasant feeling to me, especialy in English. Sometimes it's about teaching English as a second Language, sometimes it's about teacher developing. I even began to listen to English radio online again. I'm a little bit slow than before. But it doesn't matter. I know I will do better.

Now i've got a family and am used to be a wife and a step-mother. I have no reason to idle time. Next important thing should be a better teacher. Only four hours lesson a week is too less for me. I grow more and more anxious to work, to be in the classroom. though I don't hate to do hoursework, I do enjoy being a teacher at the classroom with my students. It gives me a feeling that i can do something and i can do it better than others,or at least, i'm satisfied with myself.

As students, we never stop the steps of growing up. Once husband reminded me that i was

I should say my husband is a man should deserve his wife's trust. I just said should. Actually, it is so hard for a man or a woman to trust his or her mate. Sometimes it is so easy to doubt.

Yesterday, I went to my husband's office and opened his QQ, just want to water my son and my E-flower. A few other women's QQ ID jumped into my eyes and hurt my heart. They are his extra-online female friends. They went too much away, at least in my eyes. Besides, I found his extra wife's ID and an ID named 'Airen' All this hurt me so much that I delete them at once. My husband was a little angry. He thinks I should not do this. It is His QQ. It seems that I don't trust him. He, such a good man, and has been trying his most, still can't win my trust, and trust is vital to a successful and lasting marriage. He talked and talked but I can't agree with any of his words. I did nothing. They are only IDs which should be deleted long time ago. I haven't complaint about it. Wh

My husband is a scientist in Electronics. He finds some great sources of his major and benefits a lot from it. I also want to pursure profession development but find no way. My husband told me that he just search the key words online and he finds some big companines websites are very useful.

I followed his suit,searched TEFL online and Longman publisher. There really are many great articles about English teaching. I, like a famer, have found some really handy tools. http://www.tefl.net/ is a website for TEFL. There is a forums for English teachers. It's great to find your peers. In the website of Longman Publisher, there are many useful tips of teaching and learning English. While reading the article of improve listening this morning, an idea came upon me, maybe i may try to write an article of Teaching English listening. I read an article of how to teaching listening and practised it in my class. I think it works very wel

    去年夏天新栽下第一颗兰花，放在书房的窗台上，整日痴痴地看。初秋看到第一颗，兴奋不已啊，这说明我的兰花活了！多不易啊。

    今年春天又陆续发了好多芽，新芽已是密密地有十颗多了，可什么时候能发花芽呢？后来兰花虽我搬到西安，把它安放在老公办公室的窗台上，看兰花，看老公两不误。这不，终于开花啦！虽然至今只知是建兰不知道具体什么品种，只要香就好了，美就行了，关键是自己养的第一盆兰花嘛

    从去年冬天到现在，我的月经常常乱乱的。难道是卵巢衰退了？可我才不到四十，不该那么早吧！这个月又乱了，从6月24日来到29日几乎要干净了，30日又淅淅沥沥地，到今天已经是第九天了。早上去看中医，医生说我是内分泌的问题，肾虚，卵巢功能衰退，又感叹这问题出现得有些早了。

    是啊，这该是奔五出现的，我才不到奔四啊！似乎昨天我还在蹦啊，跳的，享受青春的美妙，今天一觉醒来就两鬓白发。我没奢望青春不老，可衰老的脚步不该这么快吧！突然就像被打了一针一样，我静了下来，泄了几分激昂的。午饭时，老公不停的安慰我，这自然的脚步谁都不能逃脱，我只是不能适应，无法接受，或许医生的几付中医，可以又还我几年青春。

    儿子长大了！早上我和老公隐约听见儿子起床了，却没听见闹钟声音。肯定是儿子怕把我们吵醒了，第一时间按掉了闹钟。昨晚老公和我去参加他研究生毕业的谢师宴，老板和师母的我俩都玩得开心，喝的自然也不少。儿子是想让我们多睡会儿。儿子大了，知道心疼我们了。我和老公感慨着，心里幸福无比。

   昨天中午参加老同学的聚会。大吃大喝的，胃就很不舒服，又想揣着一块冰。好想喝杯热呼呼的大麦茶，于是给在家的儿子撒着娇打电话，“我想喝大麦茶嘛”儿子爽快地答应了：“好的，我来煮”然后下午六点多我和他们父子在交大南门碰面的时候，儿子递给我用他的水杯装的满满一杯热乎乎，香喷喷的大麦茶。晚上的谢师宴，我一直低调地喝着我的大麦茶。胃里和心里都暖乎乎的，喝好几杯白酒都不醉！你说奇怪不奇怪！

    阳终于博士毕业了！昨天她请客大家聚聚。琴，熊熊，岳，韩，还有我和阳啦。六个从小长大的小伙伴，似乎只要坐在一起，不用说太多煽情的话，心里就觉得放松，亲切。

    除了熊熊，我们五个都已是娃他妈了，岳和我还是二婚。婚姻，孩子，使我们脸上写着沧桑和成熟，只有至今自由自在的熊熊浓密披肩的长发，齐眉的留海下，还是一双稚气的眼神。时光啊，这个化妆师，我们谁都不能逃避她的神笔。

    六个女人喝了四瓶啤酒，一瓶冰酒。酒下肚去，话涌上来。琴谈她的宝宝，韩给我们看她和儿子的照片，阳似乎酒量很好，频频举杯。进十年来，她硕士，博士，一路念下来，还买了房子，生了孩子。这中间的辛苦，泪水......

    真后悔当时我只顾秀自己的幸福，却忘了给阳机会让她尽情诉说，本来来，她就是昨天的主角啊！岳依然抱怨工作太累，压力太大。听着总是让我心疼，一个女人那么辛苦地工作。她的性格实在应该有一份轻松的工作，好让她把精力多放在她的宝贝身上。可爱的岳说她会晚上不睡觉，或一觉醒来，盯着儿子的脸，痴痴地看，怎么也看不