
finally,come back to Beijing. there are so many countries and
cities around the world, only Beijing may set my mind at rest. only
Beijing makes me feel at home. why? becasue he is here. because i
want to see him, i want to hug him, i want to give all i have to
him. but the reality is always too cruel. he is not mine and never
be mine.what a stuipd girl i am!! why can't leave him!
in front of the boarding gate, i said, good bye UK and good bye
EU. my heart said, good bye Jonathan Gibbons and good bye the last
year.i wondered why people can love two men at the same time. maybe
because i knew neither of them belongs to me. maybe because i just
want to have e
I'm sitting in front of the computer and want to write something
to you, but i don't know what to say and how to say.
I met you that day, i looked like a silly. you asked me
how was this year. i said it's fine. but my heart said, that's
so terrible.
you asked me how was your course. i said it's boring as
there's no intering teacher.but my heart said because there's no
you.
i do not dare to talk with you face to face,as i'm so shy
and you may always make me confused.
this year, everytime i thought of you, i felt so helplessness
and loneliness. i traveled around the EU and hoped to meet you
somewhere. i hoped to find you among the crowd, but where were
you.
i imaged several times that when i meet you again i will
hug you and cry on your shoulder, i will tell you i miss you
so much and i still love you.
I know you do not like me. can we just be friends?
i'm so afraid i will lose you again.
忽然意识到国内已经是1月25日了~本打算在00:00的时候发生日祝福的,反应过来时差问题,已经是现在了。
姐姐生日快乐!继续保持好的心态,优雅的姿态,快快乐乐的心情啦!
还要注意身体,按时体检哦,身体健康最重要了!深刻体会呀。。。。
哎,离得那么远,也不能为姐姐做点什么,那就认真的祝福吧!
anyway,happy birthday and best
wishes to you!!!!
Winter is coming...acturally, there are a lot of
things worth to be recorded, but i'm just so lazy to write
them down.
I like the winter and the heavy snow here. everywhere is white,
like live in the fairty tale.


everyday,i spend most time in our 24 hour library, i like the
atmosphere there.
reading books, writing essay, that's my life
ps.i still miss you every minutes of my life, sometimes, i feel
you are not far away from me.
i'll be there waiting for next july, waiting for you...
please contact with me, please....

new hat for dancing.被拉去跳街舞了~新帽子~朋友送我的!

new life is coming. I'm worried about my English and feel
depressed, it seems that everyone around me may speak English quite
quickly and fluently. i'm on thorns as you are not here. where are
you? Everthing will be fine in the future, come on
cherry!
最近情绪低落,但是没关系,一切都会好起来的~加油!

i joined the chinese society.friends there are lovely and friendly~
it provides me a new stage to show my talents~
加入了中国学联,认识了很多新的朋友。新的舞台,努力~~
too tired to write anything. just pictures.
london /Edinburgh /Highland(Eilean Donan Castle Loch
Inverness Glamis Cstle st.Andrews)/Glasgow
旅行回来,实在是太累了,只上图片好了。伦敦,爱丁堡,苏格兰高地,格拉斯哥。



格什温生日快乐!永远的蓝狂、美国人在巴黎、波吉与贝丝!大爱!
乔治·格什温(GeorgeGershwin,1898-1937),美国著名作曲家,写过大量的流行歌曲和数十部歌舞表演、音乐剧,是百老汇舞台和好莱坞的名作曲家。1924年为保尔·怀特曼的爵士音乐会写了《蓝色狂想曲》获得巨大成功,影响了美国和其他国家的作曲家在作品中运用爵士的手法。接着,创作了管弦乐曲《一个美国人在巴黎》、《第二狂想曲》、《古巴序曲》,并以描写黑人生活的歌剧《波姬与贝丝》达到创作的顶点。格什温的卓越贡献是把德彪西和拉赫马尼诺夫的风格与美国的爵士乐风格结合了起来,虽缺乏熟练的写作技巧,却是个了不起的旋律天才。
George Gershwin (September 26, 1898 – July 11, 1937) was
an American composer
and pianist.[1] Gershwin's
compositions spanned both popular and classical genres, and his
most popular melodies are widely known.
He wrote most of hi