有那么一种人，假使有一千万也还是穷人；有那么一种人，假使住在温哥华、纽约也还是乡下人；有那么一种人，无论买了90平米的房子还是900平米的别墅，也只是房子的保姆，永远成为不了房子的主人；有那么一种人，无论得到名车还是飞机，永远不会离开方圆100里。那么，为什么，他们还是孜孜不倦，日夜不歇，忍辱负重，为那些永远无法改变的事而挤破头呢？

    有那么一种人，即使一贫如洗也还是富有；有那么一种人，即使住在贫民窟也还是文化的城市人；有那么一种人，租着50平米的小间，生活温馨得像一幅画；有那么一种人，徒步可以穿越国界。那么，他们还缺什么呢？

    Here is a short story. One day, a man took off the work and drived home. After he parked the car, he walked to his house. When he wanted to open the door, he found the key missed. So he checked the ground in front of the door. It was so dark at that time. Then, a police came and asked him why didn't check the whole way of his walking, because he just looked around the limited place in front of the door. The man answered because no lights in other places.

    People are used to finding the answers in the fields they familiar with, but sometimes may be they can't find them forever. Don't be afraid untouched spaces, that would be amazing.

 

    我不要外表的华贵，内心的冷漠；我不要花重金往石头上贴金；我不要别人的称赞，自我的消亡；我不要冥冥之中的迷失。

    我要经营着自己的小生活，不放弃大梦想；我要坚定寻找快乐幸福的勇气，不让自己被世俗淹没；我要在夜晚也可以看清前方的路，不会迷失在天堂。

 

    理想化的现实和现实的理想化，到底哪个才最适合我？

我想让自己的生活丰富，那个丰富起来！！！

    Yesterday evening, when I had the dinner in Mcdonald's, I saw four lovely girls talking about plans for next two months beside me. After the college entrance examination, they seemed like four birds just escaped from the cage. Congratulations to you! Yes, we had the same experience five years ago, but after so many difficult and tough things happened on me during these years, I almost forget that exciting moment.

    That exam is not the most difficult thing in our life and we will not be free after that. Instead of this, you will find the reality of this world; consider whether you should grip your dream; see some unbelievable 'secrets' beneath things; accept all difficult things are worse to handle than the college entrance examination and without any holidaies after holding them. See, if you want to go on your way, please forget any results of this nonsence exam, esp

    I must admit the truth which I always refuse to accept. First, he is not a suitble person for being my husband. Second, he is not as good as I considered. And the third one is that he has never known how to get a happy life in this world, even if he would be rich enough someday. Actually, breaking up with someone is not a bad thing, I need to give myself a second life and forget something which has bothered me for a long time. I admit that I made a big mistake during last four years. Oh, I must say that this is the last passage related to my ex. Bye

    自从上学就养成了一个习惯，认为理解一件事情的最高层次就是提炼并熟记其定义。随着走过的路越来越多，发现每当我记住那个被自己提炼的定义时，必定会出现一条甚至几条违背它的概念。起初我很疑惑，也许我的定义太不完善，于是我一点一点充实。突然，有一天，一条与它完全相反的概念着实的出现了，我放弃了一切定义。

    所有的事情就是这样，它的定义像个秒针，随时运动着并变换着方向，有时它指的方向与你想象的一样，有时又完全相反，但却不失其运动的规律，我们可以发现并跟随它的脚步，一点一点融进这个复杂的社会。然而，我并不排除怀疑它有一天会逆时针走。

    就这样把自己贱卖了，希望一切都能像我想的那样发展，一切都能顺利，默默地祝福自己

    很久没来写几笔了，终审将近，希望我能顺利通过。

    我必须习惯的一件事就是，一个人学习，一个人工作，一个人上课和一个人默默地写博客。起初觉得非常容易，后来发现很难。回头看看后面的路，一片黑暗，只得蹒跚向前。对我来说，最难的莫过于情感上的千丝万缕，无论是友谊还是爱情，无论是狰狞的一面之“缘”还是委婉的邂逅，我总会把这些放在心里去回味，把它们深深埋藏。那件事过去半年了，前些天我终于因为一句话挣扎着平静了。他的爸爸发了短讯给我，问我好不好，说我是个好女孩。顿时，憋在我心底里最后的泪水涌了出来，嘴里终于轻松的哼起了歌。突然意识到，习惯一个人学习，一个人工作，一个人上课和一个人默默地写博客原来是件容易的事。

    我要走自己的路了，虽然不知道未来会怎样，但还是充满着希望。希望未来的几年没有可以影响我的事情、感情，我什么都不要，只想把之前不属于自己的生活追回来。在选择专业的时候，我问自己：“还记得那时的梦想吗？”记得，我都记得。经历了这么多，我知道梦想对一个人有多重要。我回来一直在寻找，想找回原来的自己，才发现原来找回梦想就是找回自己。庆幸的是，我的确是个有梦想的人，而这个梦想绝不是钱可以买来的。

    在可以转为其它专业的时候，我又一次毅然坚持了自己的想法，无论未来怎样，我都希望自己能充满斗志。

    最后，我想说，我需要赚钱，赚钱！