Micahel's World

I'm not even upset, hurt, or angry anymore.
I'm just tired.
I'm tired of putting in more effort than I receive.
我不失落也没受伤没生气，
只是累了，
我厌倦了付出太多回报太少

I have my own way to chase a girl,
i would do whatever i can for 2-4weeks and tell u the good things and bad about me;
then i will ask if u r willing to go with me.

non like many guys would try so many times or wait until u change ur mind.
I respect both answers.
i put all my effort but can't move u, it's fine. im not gonna beg or wait.

i hate to change people's mind like 'hard sell' cause u not gonna get real happiness if i do so.

Michael is pure and always offering, but Michael never begs. Girl who really cherrish Michael would take that chance right away.

if she never shows this life (which is very likly), it's ok, that's my bad luck.

I do u good:
u like me so u take it--->good, we go together
u don't take it-----> cool, bye bye

no beating the bush, no friend after refuse.

simple and pure.
im an alien and i know it.

It's ok, I know i just not good enough for u. that's it.
but it wonn't be a matter anymore.

well, I have my rules: no lie, no excuse, no faking, no second chance.

Anyway, so long~ we not gonna meet again.

Thx to make me stronger though.

As U can see, I'm a very caring person,
May be U don't know that I also need to be loved and held-more than U know.
If U can't,it's okey, I am not gonna blame U.
Yes It may hurts, but I will move on and get stronger inside.

Im carrying U, that's why I also ask more from U---
wanna see u more
wanna be held
wanna be cared
...
Honestly I do disapponited with the faliure of communication
since U said U will always online but actually U r not.

Be frankly, I feel that once U know how much I caring U,
U thinking im someone could be used when U need and left when U don't.

Feels exactly like how my ex treated me.


If U wanna hurt someone,
I understand but I am not gonna take it.

 
U said U don't like challenge, so do I.

遇见你，
使我愿意重新相信很多之前觉得‘虚无缥缈’的事物。

和你在一起的感觉，
是一种让人诧异的来自内在的共鸣---我们有太多的共同点，

假如你愿意：
我想要更多的了解你，
我想要抱紧你永远不放你走，
我想要牵着你的手哪怕站在世界的对立面也不要放手，
我想要将我剩下所有的勇气孤注一掷，因为我已经完全的相信你，
我想要在多年以后的一个午后发现，我的世界在不记得多久以前就都是我们的了...



只要你愿意...

Finally I find u--- a brilliant soul shining in the night sky.
Like I said life is so unpredictable,
u never know what is there behind the corner.
I knew I am not the same guy with rest of 6 billion people,
I knew I am waiting for someone like me---- unique.

We have been through so many years alone,
we picked wrong people,
we have been cut, hurt and twisted inside.

Once I thought I will never in love because no one understands me
Once I thought I will be alone all my life...

So I stopped searching, told my friends I don't expect anymore...
There u come, light up my world from inside, warm up my heart from bottom...

U might worry about age or the past,
remember, those are for earth human beings, not for us.

Just wanna say: now I find u!

很久很久都没有再写博了，这里似乎也快要荒废了。
但是，即使是荒废的地方，还是有它存在的意义的---
比如说： 记录一些 想说却不知道怎么说出口的话;
          想说却不愿意让周围人知道的心事......






















1年多了，听人说你瘦了，变漂亮了，
看来原来一直说要减肥的你终于成功了，
这是件好事儿。

1年多前我在机场亲手把你送走，
你走的时候，只是笑笑。
其实，你转身的刹那在我看来更像是一种解脱的意味。

果然，终于在之后的2个多月后，结束了...

结束是我先提出来的，
dirty work自然得我来做---在那之前我们已经很久没有好好聊过了。
终于我的不满和伤心突破了我的耐心---仅仅是因为一句“你以后不要再来烦我了”

我楞了许久，虽说两地分隔，但隔阂似乎也产生的太快了吧？
就像是那2个多月也磨去了你的耐心一样...
大概，是时

Confused...

So confused...

I don't kown what happened on me...

I don't know, indeed.

All I known is

That is not myself!

I am not myself !

Not myself anymore?

Not myself who I used to be any more!

Feeling lost...

Feeling week...

Feeling my life just at a mess

Completely, curlessly

at a mess...

'Life is boat...'

Damn it! I don't want to be a ship!

How could I get myself back?

Myself?

 

恩,很久都没推荐好歌了...恩,好吧,是太懒了....呵呵

Take that, 这个名字大家恐怕并不熟悉,他就是偶像乐队的鼻祖--接招组合. 在阔别乐坛7,8 年后又回来了,最终没有变成 TOOK THAT...今天听了他们06年的专辑  wonderful world  里的 Patience, 感觉很棒,

真的狠棒....听听看吧