Wasn't it a damn freakish hot summer

i can't take it anymore...

i can't take it anymore...

i hate the scratchy mid-aged mad woman.

i hate the burning killing sun.

i hate the soft hard draging male.

i hate ....me.

 

 

提拉米蘇
我說啥來著...
同學朋友紛紛來也
有吃的有玩的有開心的有糾結的
呵呵
不過總體的
5月還是很不錯的
6月就更是了
哈哈
有我的生日媽媽的生日...
等等等等...

仟吉的芝士三明治因為芝士不是太芝士
所以我老吃它 哈哈
仟吉的提拉米蘇因為沒什麼咖啡味
所以我老吃它 嘻嘻

那麼你呢
我為何也不能不去老想

哎
我腦子又短路了
說話說得自己都繞不清了

哈哈哈...
平和的日子阿
只要媽媽不跟我鬧
恩..
我就覺得世界是美好的...:D

Is six afraid of seven, ‘cause seven eight nine?
I’m about to lose it a second time
Staring at the wall, hour after hour
Running up and down, over and over

It’s so tricky tricky, this little one too,
Well, if it is a lunatic we’ll name it after you.
Put it in your pocket and pick it up
We’re here to entertain, show them what you got.

Six afraid of seven, ‘cause seven eight nine
I’m afraid of losing the places I find
If I was made equal, is this what I get:
A bunch of stories to interpret?

I’m ready to rocket like rock and roll
You are the flower in glittering gold
Sleeping in the palm, the palm of my hand
They show you who to follow, it looks like a man.

Is six afraid of seven, ‘cause seven eight nine?
I’m about to lose it a second time
Staring at the wall, hour after hour
Running up and down, over and over

I’m ready to ro

I don't
Believe in us
Anymore
Oh Oh Oh

Dont know why
I even tried
For so long
I'm Gone

Sit back got a story now
About a guy that i fell in love with
Started out so beautiful
Went down, down hill from there

He used to care
Used to take me everywhere
Used to make me feel loved
Loved, so loved

I don't
Believe in us
Anymore
Oh Oh Oh

Dont know why
I even tried
For so long
I'm Gone

Hey girls, just lookin' out
You gotta see through the perfect ones that
Tell you what you wanna hear
Then do the opposite

If he don't call when he says hes gunna call
Then delete his number
and just forget him
Just forget him

I don't
Believe in us
Anymore
Oh Oh Oh

Dont know why
I even tried
For so long
I'm Gone

我也不知道
为何好像突然很多事情瞬间清晰
我却这么多年都没发现过
呵呵
不知是该表扬我的迟钝
还是该嘉奖生活的坚硬

我总是比期望的晚最少一步
Jane austen的书我也要看一遍以上才可能体会二分之一的情感
阳光洒下来时我老是告诉自己
我看不见 
我看不见
我什么也看不见

因为我喜欢关着窗子窗帘时的安全感
不知从何时开始的
我的喜好那么单一
却那么难以获得
我不赞成得不到才是最好的
这就是为何我从来不会为任何事而后悔一般

因为也许随着时间改变 别人会告诉你 当时如果你怎样 现在就会如何如何
可你已不是当时的你 
既然当时当地的你 选择了那么做
就说明是当时你最清楚的情感给你指示的答案
多年后的现在  你再去想 或所谓的后悔都是幼稚的
因为这只是一种极为普遍的儿童玩具心理

就是不在你手边的玩具
你没有的玩具你永远觉得是最好的....
呵....其实呢
并非如此

生活得最充实最安然悦己的方式
就是知道什么是自己需要的

私の心は死んでいる

 

萝卜——水果：两者同食，经代谢后体内会很快产生大量硫氢酸，可抑制甲状腺素的形成，并阻碍甲状腺对碘的摄取，从而诱发或导致甲状腺肿。
牛奶——果珍：牛奶中蛋白质丰富，80％以上为酷蛋白。酷蛋白在PH值低于4．6的酸性环境中会凝集、沉淀，不利于消化吸收，引起消化不良，故冲调牛奶时不宜加入果珍及果汁等酸性饮料。
海味——水果：鱼虾、藻类含有丰富的蛋白质和钙等营养物质，如果与含鞣质的水果同食，不仅会降低蛋白质的营养价值，而且易使海味中蛋白质与鞣质结合。这种物质可刺激粘膜，形成不易消化的物质，使人出现腹痛、恶心、呕吐等症状。
肉类——茶：茶中的大量鞣酸与蛋白质结合会产生具有收敛性的鞣酸蛋白质，使肠蠕动减慢，延长粪便在肠道滞留时间，形成便秘。
白酒——胡萝卜：胡萝卜含有丰富的胡萝卜素，与酒精一起进入人体，就会在肝脏中产生毒素，从而损害肝脏功能。
咸鱼——乳酸饮料：咸鱼不宜与乳酸饮料搭配食用，由于咸鱼制品中的硝酸盐在乳酸菌的作用下被还原成亚硝酸盐，而在唾液中的硫氰酸根催化下，产生致癌物，可能引起胃肠、肝等消化器官癌变。

红薯和

浮躁...是魔鬼... 恩....
i need to control .... me....
i keep bleeding... hehe...
you cut me open and i keep bleeding... keep keep bleeding... ha...
close me down..


happy birthday to 小胡

Oh, I love you! I wish you got the flu
So I could take care of you
Like you take care of me
I'm such a Florence, a real Florence Nightingale
I'll fluff your pillows, I'll buy you a Spiderman comic and read you
'til you fall asleep
Sleep on my shoulder! I won't wake you even if
My back turns crooked and I have to walk with a limp for a week
I'll make you soup and none of that kind that you get in a jar cause I
know you don't like those

Oh, I love you! I wish you got the flu
You're the cutest thing I've ever seen á± like a teddy bear on heroin
Come, I'll tuck you in tight and I'll sing for you all night
All night

You can hold the remote, I won't try to steal it
And the best cushion is yours and you can have your feet on me,
Even though I'm scared of feet and even though I had a hard day at work

Oh, I love you! I wish you got the flu
You can lay your wei

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I c