干燥的可怕

糖卷花生好难吃

好好睡觉好好吃饭好好穿衣服好好恋爱好好玩

嬉戏之后，记得回家

Amon Amarth - Fate Of Norns

连续喝了两天咖啡以后。终于在今天得到后果

嘴上起泡，下颌肿了

上火。昨天还吃花生

人生还能再有意义一点吗

我连到过去的某些情绪，仍是怎么都不对

罗小美呢，是不是转变着转变着就没影了，没找到自己呢，还是死了

你去哪里了

跟你一样是不是。。我想睡着

豆瓣电台上给我播放很多年前听的摇滚。我穿越了，感觉很不好

在公交车怎么都等不到，我想把那辆车给砸了，我抄你妈。。。

下了一晚还在下

What if some things are destined to failure?
What if some things are never meant to be?
What if someone never sees?
What if someone never opens?
What if somehow we are different?

Though I never claimed to be right
Give to me the benefit of doubt

I brought you fires
That you put out
I brought you fires
For I cannot be without
I came with sadness
But this my shattered heart can't bear

What of the times in exile?
What of the hours passed?
What if touches seem too trivial?

You can never tell me I'm wrong
A song I've heard so long

I brought you fires
That you put out
I brought you fires
For I cannot be without
I came with sadness
But this my shattered heart can't bear

I came in madness
So this my shattered heart can't bear
My shattered heart won't bear

So what if healing takes forever?
So what if time is meant for others?
So what is left is but a shatter
And what is broken can't be whole
What is broken can't be whole again

I brought you fires
That you put out
I brought you fires
For I cannot be without
I came with sadness
But this my shattered heart can't bear

我暴躁不安 想把自己剁成肉泥 

我想去工作但我不想去孟加拉国  你妈的

我想快点不依赖别人  但我不想去孟加拉国就没有工作

我可以去工作几个月后然后反悔不去孟加拉国  我可以打电话说我去工作但是得23号以后

可是我想我很任性  可是总不是那么完美

所以我没必要一碰到事情就把自己否认完了 

所以我该继续找找别的工作

做个有礼貌的人  把孟加拉国之旅浇灭在未然之前

记得自己的设想  街道再宽  多休息几次就恢复过来了

这里的人说话有种陌生的韵律 不幸看看前面的博文 真还说中了。

Dont start again!

坐着惊觉视线右角帘子成片往下滑走 一群小生物爬行而下  我转头只是风吹帘子 

我放过自己谁放过我 

母亲说家里下大雨啊，杭州有没水漫街道

我正在北京，辞了杭州的工作，她不知道，她以为我还在杭州很辛苦的工作

等有一天我说妈妈我过不下去了，她就知道，但我没打算告诉

离的越来越远都无所谓

我像中毒了一样，也许以前有过这种脑袋爆裂到痛的状态，可我想不起来了