We had broken up some time.

I miss him everyday. I try my best not to miss him, even think of, no , I don't want to. It's so painful for me to do anything about him.

I control myself not to miss you, sometimes I thought I did it. However, one night I dreamed of you, the same feeling which is also the most fearsome feeling to me. You don't care about me anymore, anything.... In the dream, I couldn't speak to you, I couldn't hear your voice, I couldn't see the your mild eyes on me, I couldn't feel the love that you could give me....What I could feel is you don't love me anymore, you started fedding up with me, you don't wnat to hear my voice any more. Even though this is a dream, I really can feel the feeling you give me, only can you give me, which is my most fearsome f

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      现在的我什么都没学会,什么 也都做不好..  

   做的好的唯有    隐瞒.

 你,

 他,

 你们,

 他们,

 我

 自己....

   骗吧...

 连睡着了都要告诉自己..

  这是真的..

  那不是真的.

  睡.

  骗 .

  醒了.

  装.

  骗.

  睡.

  一个了解的..

  一个可以给全部的人.

  一个不了解的.

  一个你可以给全部的人.

 谁 .?

  继续睡...

善良的是我,丑陋的也是我!

嫉妒的是我,羡慕的也是我!

欢乐的是我,悲哀的也是我!

留下的是我,离开的也是我!

等待的是我,被等待的也是我!

爱的是我,恨的也是我!

糊涂的是我,明白的也是我!

你可以把我从失落和痛苦的深渊中解救出来,也可以将我正要展翅翱翔的时

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              暑假快过完了,不错,这个暑假有苦有甜.

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                              我喜欢上学.

           .....      我喜欢有同学的生活.