I still can't understand why have the tense of winter day. I can
draw here, i can chill here, i can dizzy here?
New job? New life?
I don't know...i know one thing... only for money! Cause i leave in
the real day, i rise up myself, i won't ask money for parents,
never! It's really hard to give now, cause i'm limited. I grow up
too slow! Forgive me!
Pass by one neighbor's house, the smell of fish fly up of the
window, humm~ that's mom's cooking testing...
Where's my Mushaboom? Liao ning's BenXI!a little town full of
mountains, full of huge jeeps in the narrow street, full of small ,
dirty, but distersous food, eating on the road outside. Drinking
beer, walking through half of the city in a summary evening
night.Looking out of my window, the tree is higher than the
building.
Even in the 10 in the evening, all the youngs are on the road,
parents are on the park, mom is dancing, father like climbing the
hill...
lol...
My Mushaboom~ I never forget of u! I
Changing(2008-02-24 00:14)
It's deep night time, i don't know what to say.
Wanna write down something, but what?
I don't know.
Really miss something, really fear something, nothing changing,
just keep on do it with ur mind.
Don't be afraid, the gain is u should have.
Don't be afraid, no one could help, nothing will give u any
suggestion, have life as u like, u can change it, i know u
can.
It is still a deep dark night, it is still a sleepiness but can't
night, it is still u have to think it with ur own mind.
I grow bigger.
Really wanna my boot.
Unbelievable week!(2008-01-17 19:51)
人是要讲方法的(2008-01-10 21:41)
Tomorrow I will change to another project, maybe a new world
for me! Far away from somebody's yell

.Far away
from the boring work

.Who knows
it will be a good place for me.Just imagine...
I know, and deeply know!Nothing would be changed expect my mind has
changed.
the lucky(2008-01-05 22:35)
窗外永远是那么美好
因为我在窗内
有那么多美丽的风景
我却把时间只放在埋怨与赶路
永远不要放弃
因为我还不够坚强挺到最后
爱自己多些
就像爱别人那样
想要做的太多
首先让别人快乐起来
原来成熟那么难
因为成长很难
如果真的坚持不了了
就停下脚步歇歇仔细想想
没有人逼自己做什么
不要勉强自己
但要知道自己真的想要什么其实不那么容易
i can live alone~(2007-11-04 21:02)
学会独立是一件多么难的事
想想如果我自己生活在一个城市 那该多可怕
可实时上我基本就是自己的生活 我习惯了这样的生活 喜欢这样的生活
也厌倦这样的寂寞
有时候寂寞的想哭
给自己做好多好多的好吃的 吃的饱饱的 把音乐调的大大的
电视热热闹闹的
可仍然想哭
有时候一个人走在街上 会想的更多
想想我到底是爱热闹还是爱安静的人呢
乱~ 不管怎么说
一定要学会独立!不要依赖朋友!要学会依赖自己
北京的秋天特别的美
不知为什么
就是特别喜欢秋天 一个人去市场买菜 即使要绕过很大的小区 也心情舒畅 看着路边的美丽的树儿 邻居家一楼种得开得像假花一样的大花 哈哈
真想在这个周日的下午就静静的坐在路边 什么也不想 只是去呼吸阳光 泥土 叶子 烧焦 的味道 只想去聆听鸟儿 风儿
天空的声音
秋天是让人审视自己的季节
这时候的心境比任何时候都要平静。。。
let there be love(2007-11-03 23:07)
Who kicked a hole in the
sky,
so the heavens would cry over me?
Who stole the soul from the sun
and the world come undone at the seams?