Long time no visit here,I am already dizzy in the
silent city,fortunately is not such expensive city,unfortunately
people here just speak french.Originally i wanna learn some french
here,but when i arrived in ,everything disappointed me ,but anyway
this is my choice ,i have to learn to accept it,even it really
boring.
France is not the same as Spain ,personally,it even
worse.In terms of weather,people looking,transportation,commercial
center,and sea.Sounds i could expand the difference list.But how
can i change it?Definitely no ,i have no way,and its also none of
my business.I begin to be a home boy from the day that i arrived
in.The life is totally different as Barcelona and Shanghai,i may
speak 'bonjour,bonsoir,merci,combien,au revoir' only during the
whole day ,sometimes don't even speak anything,just stay at
home.Haha i have neven imagined my life is changed such big.Maybe
this is my another experience,so i spend too much time to read ,and
study.
2009 is gone,i don't want to speak this is my very
important year,because everyday is important,loads of things every
year.2009 is also be my breaking point.
I met someone in Shanghai ,i went into my favorite
business school,i promoted my cooking skill,i made some nice
friends,etc. Of course ,something happen means something gone,i
lost some friends,i failed in some challenge,etc.But anyway ,the
progress is endless year by year.
Alone in Barcelona for my chinese new year in 2009,it
was impressive ,i thought i must used to this feeling,its a process
of growing,and the challenge of being mature.I didn't think i will
be alone forever,i just experienced anybody went through.
Day by day,i paused my language class from end of Feb
,during 1.5 months more or less.I was almost lost my social
environment,i just wandered between library and house,or gym
sometimes.Actually this is my first time to concentrate study such
dedicated,i
Finally the plight is gone ,i find the sunshine again.After exam i suddenly find i like my class ,and i also like my overseas living style.I'm so easy now,i dont feel any pressures,just relax in the party ,relax in the talking ,i don't need to worry about my reviewing.The feeling is great.
Back from Italy means everything back to normal,or even hectic.Exams are coming,but i don't know how to review.Because no book,no range,just rely to my memory.Wow,big test to my brain.Due to pass the exam,i have to all of the summaries,after that,sounds everything is clear,that's my method,integrate what i remember.
ITALIA (summary)
Train to Milan for leaving.Class was interesting,but sounds we have no more attention in it,because&n
ITALIA (1)
God
decides where and when we meet.
God tells me
how to perform in my own stage.
God shows his
face in the deep fog.
God warns me
how much i left.
Then he
arranges someone in somewhere,but keep the distance between
us,can you imagine it's a harsh test.Meanwhile,give me a flexible
life,let me be happy and desolate.The chance of France exchange
program wants my endless progress.I will study french from next
year on,it's nice.But gradually i start
to think about my real competence.Always be a
complicated style of my life,i wonder a regular life ,but i can not
make it.Because of my age?because of my character?I
don'
Wake up from blind life,this is interesting society.People purchase
clear life,but when you clam down,you would feel just fake,we are
still in the maze,in the dark room,we can not touch everything that
can be a backstop.I hope i can keep my mind at this moment,and
write my head.But i could not copy it on here,when i open the
website,thought is gone,i don't know how to get that again,probably
it will be back some day that i don't even
know.
I've never thought i can go with a sharp student life,read
everyday,review everyday.The student pressure come back again,but
this time ,i should rely to myself,because i'm here alone.But
anyway i'm happy to accept everything ,loads of documentos,loads of
words,and loads of missing.Miss someone,miss something,miss a lot
of things.
Step by step,i sit in a empty room even there are many helpless eyes.Where is my heart,fly to somewhere i stayed ,friends told me please don't be such stupid,no one can make it stable,change in everywhere,we can not keep my foot on the first place,too much temptation,how can i defend the current heart,that's crucial.
back in
barcelona ,nothing change,but my heart is not in here anymore.He is
fly away from Europe,he is in somewhere with love.Loads of tear and
affection,strong and real.
Yes i fall in love
agian,somebody said i'm foolish,and why get the chain so early,why
not enjoy body life before i loss my capital?Because i 'm not the
person who with tricky life,i've been looking for my Mr right all
along,I didn't know where is my destination ,there it is ?i always
ask myself by aloud ring,but still in the dizzy hole,i can't not
jump out,and i'm not going to leave,i love the feeling of love,it's
amazing,incredible.
Yes i have to think
about it seriously ,it's not just a game,it's reponsibility,it's
life,i have no right to play at it,it's not just my private
thing,it relates to