Long time no visit here,I am already dizzy in the silent city,fortunately is not such expensive city,unfortunately people here just speak french.Originally i wanna learn some french here,but when i arrived in ,everything disappointed me ,but anyway this is my choice ,i have to learn to accept it,even it really boring.

   France is not the same as Spain ,personally,it even worse.In terms of weather,people looking,transportation,commercial center,and sea.Sounds i could expand the difference list.But how can i change it?Definitely no ,i have no way,and its also none of my business.I begin to be a home boy from the day that i arrived in.The life is totally different as Barcelona and Shanghai,i may speak 'bonjour,bonsoir,merci,combien,au revoir' only during the whole day ,sometimes don't even speak anything,just stay at home.Haha i have neven imagined my life is changed such big.Maybe this is my another experience,so i spend too much time to read ,and study.

 2009 is gone,i don't want to speak this is my very important year,because everyday is important,loads of things every year.2009 is also be my breaking point.
   I met someone in Shanghai ,i went into my favorite business school,i promoted my cooking skill,i made some nice friends,etc. Of course ,something happen means something gone,i lost some friends,i failed in some challenge,etc.But anyway ,the progress is endless year by year.
   Alone in Barcelona for my chinese new year in 2009,it was impressive ,i thought i must used to this feeling,its a process of growing,and the challenge of being mature.I didn't think i will be alone forever,i just experienced anybody went through.
   Day by day,i paused my language class from end of Feb ,during 1.5 months more or less.I was almost lost my social environment,i just wandered between library and house,or gym sometimes.Actually this is my first time to concentrate study such dedicated,i

   Finally the plight is gone ,i find the sunshine again.After exam i suddenly find i like my class ,and i also like my overseas living style.I'm so easy now,i dont feel any pressures,just relax in the party ,relax in the talking ,i don't need to worry about my reviewing.The feeling is great.

Back from Italy means everything back to normal,or even hectic.Exams are coming,but i don't know how to review.Because no book,no range,just rely to my memory.Wow,big test to my brain.Due to pass the exam,i have to all of the summaries,after that,sounds everything is clear,that's my method,integrate what i remember.

Train to Milan for leaving.Class was interesting,but sounds we have no more attention in it,because&n

    God decides where and when we meet.

   God tells me how to perform in my own stage.

   God shows his face in the deep fog.

   God warns me how much i left.

   Then he arranges someone in somewhere,but keep the distance between us,can you imagine it's a harsh test.Meanwhile,give me a flexible life,let me be happy and desolate.The chance of France exchange program wants my endless progress.I will study french from next year on,it's nice.But gradually i start to think about my real competence.Always be a complicated style of my life,i wonder a regular life ,but i can not make it.Because of my age?because of my character?I don'

  Wake up from blind life,this is interesting society.People purchase clear life,but when you clam down,you would feel just fake,we are still in the maze,in the dark room,we can not touch everything that can be a backstop.I hope i can keep my mind at this moment,and write my head.But i could not copy it on here,when i open the website,thought is gone,i don't know how to get that again,probably it will be back some day that i don't even know.

  I've never thought i can go with a sharp student life,read everyday,review everyday.The student pressure come back again,but this time ,i should rely to myself,because i'm here alone.But anyway i'm happy to accept everything ,loads of documentos,loads of words,and loads of missing.Miss someone,miss something,miss a lot of things.

    back in barcelona ,nothing change,but my heart is not in here anymore.He is fly away from Europe,he is in somewhere with love.Loads of tear and affection,strong and real.

   Yes i fall in love agian,somebody said i'm foolish,and why get the chain so early,why not enjoy body life before i loss my capital?Because i 'm not the person who with tricky life,i've been looking for my Mr right all along,I didn't know where is my destination ,there it is ?i always ask myself by aloud ring,but still in the dizzy hole,i can't not jump out,and i'm not going to leave,i love the feeling of love,it's amazing,incredible.

   Yes i have to think about it seriously ,it's not just a game,it's reponsibility,it's life,i have no right to play at it,it's not just my private thing,it relates to