都好几个月没有写东西了，我回上海了，期间我也回过巴塞一次，为了彻底结束我的欧洲游学之行，回来后一切就踏实了，那种风雨的日子好像就这样子结束了，摆在眼前的是一种新的生活方式。
上海很好，生活很方便，但是少了惬意感，我又开始犯贱的怀念当时一个人在国外的生活，自由快乐，轻松自在。上海的压力很大，每个人都绷紧了脸，拉紧了荷包。有人问上海是什么，是虚荣和金钱的影子，人与人的接触我开始感到有些不习惯了，在国外可以很自然的和别人谈出自己的想法，但是在中国要顾虑很多事情，太多的事与愿望，但是在这个社会里却又是没有办法的，所以只好适应了。
SALIDO是西班牙语离别的意思，终于要踏上回程了。之前想了好多总结的陈词，但上来后却忘得一干二净，不知道要写什么，都是千篇一律的学到很多，经历很多，成熟很多，方佛太刻板了。不过自己也没什么创意要去推陈出新。
不过这两天却一直期盼着回去，我想我还是更适合在自己的国家生活，那么多朋友，那么多可爱的人，这是我回去的动力。在上海一大堆安排，在重庆一大堆安排，我的生活真是一天比一天刺激哦，呵呵，我其实都不知道我下一步会走到哪里，但是有很多大的PLAN在眼前，就觉得好多条路可以走哦，都去走走看，我又会学到很多，看不见的就是精彩的，其实不知道回去后会发生什么事，正是有这样那样的不确定性，才觉得生活有一种让我迫切探索的欲望，好年轻人的想法，哈哈不过我本来就是年轻人，我不得不说我有的时候也蛮幼稚的，但有的时候有装成熟，到最后还得在暗地里耻笑自己，不过正因为这样，就觉得一切都好好玩哦，回到那种稚气的生活中，会发现好多事情都是简单的，都是乐
长叹一声，终于学完了，可以丢掉很多冗长的资料了，不用再和一群相貌，想法，语言不一的人在一起学习了，对我来说应该是一件很开心的事，但当我走出学校大门时，心里还是难过了好许，和他们一一拥抱后发现其实我还是很喜欢他们的，大家都是可爱的。大家互相询问了接下来的打算，我才发现，可能有些人应该一辈子都不会再见到了，既然有缘在一起学习了这么久，我还是应该给他们真挚的祝福啦，希望他们都能如愿。
站在大门口时，一下子想到当初怀着紧张的心情第一天进来面试的时候，那时的我，没有自信，怯懦，很怕别人不愿意要我，但逐渐的，在这里我找到了自己，也发现了被我遗忘的信心，重新捡起了它。商学院的学习和大学校园不一样，这里的实践性更强，一年多下来，充实好多，也真的学到了很多很多，无论是书上的，实践上的，更多的是跟同学朋友的社交关系，在一个不同文化的圈子里生存，看上去简单，但实际上是一个挑战，尤其是对一个亚洲人来讲，文化和语言的不一样，是一切社交的阻碍物，要跨过去，需要真正的能力，当真的跨过去的那一刻，会发现自己真的进步了，这就是我在这里说学到，说感受到的，学费很贵，但很值。
在巴塞罗那的一点一滴都要用惜别的眼光和心情去看待了，只剩下掐指可算的日子了，结果好死不死在这个时候给我来一个大发烧，还要拉肚子，还发中耳炎。害我难受了3天才度过难关，而且天天露出那么好的天气，都没心情去欣赏，等病好了，居然给我阴天，骂死了。
今天病情终于好了，难道每次都是要回来之前来一个发烧吗？希望下吃不要好了。
还有最后一个星期的课程了，学校发来邮件希望大家努力撑过最后一星期，我也好开心，努力了这么久，终于可以在这里歇歇脚了。不过跟开心的是可以没有这么大压力了，之前太痛苦了，每个礼拜都有做不完的CASE，每天和数字，政治打交道，虽说有趣，但是蛮复杂的，也不想去做小组里的老鼠屎，因为那不是代表个人，那是代表一个国家，压力好大哦
应该可以恢复中文博客了，写了这么多英文的东西方佛足够了，有的时候自己看看也觉得特别矫情，还蛮做作的感觉。回到巴塞罗那快一个多月了，一直都没有写任何东西，其实并不是忘记这里，而是真的觉得没什么好写的。
刚刚才去了匈牙利和奥地利，把口袋里最后的钱给用得差不多了，要做个快乐的穷光蛋，顿时一下发现自己的钱都用在了路途中，但是我却从中找到了快乐，找到了真正的我，出国怎么久了，这也是我最大的快乐，了解了自己，看明白了自己，虽然是用钱堆出来的，但没关系，我自己觉得还蛮值得的。
连主人都很少来这里，难怪这里的客人越来越少，就像被刚打入冷宫的一样，看来我还是需要常常更新啦。我还是蛮希望我能在好多年后继续回味这些东西，都好奇特哦，现在看三年前的都觉得好好笑，从小小到LEON再到现在的XAVI，就感觉是从一个阶段到另一个阶段，自己的名字也在这个过程里此起彼伏，就像玩具一样，换着玩。突然一下意识到自己方佛太不庄重了，好幼稚哦呵呵。
出国后好像很多事情都由不得自己，自己就好像一个棋子被不停的操控，不，应该说是自己顺着客观环境的变化而变化。欧洲的
If I say trip is a trace of growth, I
don’t suspect it.3 month in France is not a short time, but compare
to something, it’s a long time, and enough to show my growth. I
always say I don’t like here ,I hate here, but when I leave, some
memories show in my brain as a movie, it’s a life show, my life.
Promote me how to be a very silent person, no noise, no party, no
vanity .
But unfortunately, I have to
leave my silence here, I can not take them away, its not belong to
Barcelona, its unique just be here. This is one part of my overseas
life, interesting experience. Train to Barcelona, actually I’m so
happy, after all I know Barcelona, I like it, it
Really long time no any words here, day by day, but no change. I
don’t know how to start my title. Or maybe introduce my recent
life.
Chinese new
year is a nice period, we are almost not stay at Shanghai, and we
just walk in another city ,very easy day, easy schedule, we closed
our cell phone, and no calling ,no disturbance, I have never
imagined I have such a silent couple life, I grew up really, step
by step, I try to enjoy the process ,enjoy the feeling of life. I
try to be touched from several detail, is this my dream life, I
definitely speak: Yes it is.
On the train to airport,i told nobody that i will go back during spring festival,even my parents.Love is blind,make people crazy.just 9 days break,i chose to go back ,maybe i scare loss something,so i should treasure. Anything i have,and strive something i will have.
Long time no any trace here,because my life is quite normal,nothing special here,everyday just
Long time no visit here,I am already dizzy in the
silent city,fortunately is not such expensive city,unfortunately
people here just speak french.Originally i wanna learn some french
here,but when i arrived in ,everything disappointed me ,but anyway
this is my choice ,i have to learn to accept it,even it really
boring.
France is not the same as Spain ,personally,it even
worse.In terms of weather,people looking,transportation,commercial
center,and sea.Sounds i could expand the difference list.But how
can i change it?Definitely no ,i have no way,and its also none of
my business.I begin to be a home boy from the day that i arrived
in.The life is totally different as Barcelona and Shanghai,i may
speak 'bonjour,bonsoir,merci,combien,au revoir' only during the
whole day ,sometimes don't even speak anything,just stay at
home.Haha i have neven imagined my life is changed such big.Maybe
this is my another experience,so i spend too much time to read ,and
study.
2009 is gone,i don't want to speak this is my very
important year,because everyday is important,loads of things every
year.2009 is also be my breaking point.
I met someone in Shanghai ,i went into my favorite
business school,i promoted my cooking skill,i made some nice
friends,etc. Of course ,something happen means something gone,i
lost some friends,i failed in some challenge,etc.But anyway ,the
progress is endless year by year.
Alone in Barcelona for my chinese new year in 2009,it
was impressive ,i thought i must used to this feeling,its a process
of growing,and the challenge of being mature.I didn't think i will
be alone forever,i just experienced anybody went through.
Day by day,i paused my language class from end of Feb
,during 1.5 months more or less.I was almost lost my social
environment,i just wandered between library and house,or gym
sometimes.Actually this is my first time to concentrate study such
dedicated,i
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