“人从本质上说是孤独的”——我相信王菲这样的说法，因为在我的世界里，太多的人来过，又太多的人离开，留给我的不仅是伤感。我是一个不轻易怀念的人，我觉得那仅存的一息记忆在心里，应该有她专属的一片天空，我无意打扰。

从小的独立让我从未牵过父母的手走过马路，而逐渐长大的我，也渐渐懂得相濡以沫的意思。人是群居动物，我必须承认。所以在每一次撕心裂肺之后，又会情不自禁的陷入这个圈套。

我曾经有意无意的总是想把自己归类在悲惨人生的行列，认为那样我就会得到心里的平衡，可事与愿违，当我停下来，回首，却发现根本没有爱这个东西存在过，或者说不是真正的爱。我强迫自己相信爱过我的那些人是真正的爱过我，那样我就有了慰藉的理由。可现在，此时此刻，我不想再欺骗自己——在爱情的世界里，我说我不曾被爱过。如果真的有，也在那梦醒时分消退。

我常想，父母的劳累艰辛只换来了庸庸碌碌，我不要这样！可我哪知道，那艰辛的背后暗藏着多少的勇气，多少的岁月，和多少的爱！当我选择了与之相背的道路时，也注定了我要复出与之相应的代价，这条路并不好走，我从一开始就知道，但我还是坚信着会有一个人，就是那一个人能与我萍水相逢

like a star,but I am not.

This beautiful girl is just my best dear sister!

In the woods!

In front of a old house...I like it of old&nice.

The hurt’s happened even if the mouths wouldn’t open

The appointment’s not dated even if we wouldn’t wanna expect it better

The phone’s not hanged up even if the relation would break apart

You has gone while you came to me as a butterfly

Give me a pair of hands to rely on you

Give me a pair of eyes to see how you fly

As if the butterfly could not overfly the ocean though no one blame it

Give me a moment to love you tenderly

Give me a lifetime to see you out of m

No write long long time.Now,see again all the friends that concern me all the time.You maybe observe that the music I selected are still...It's seems too confused or something feeling bad.That is what I feel in the lonely night.Though forgotten,they'll lie like dry seeds buried in desert sands.Look,Who isn't? Um...but I gotta say that the old me's dead and gone.Just for today,just for me.Embrace life and all it has to offer,then there is a sense of satisfaction that comes over me.Unexpectedly awesome！

Now I'm glad to come back here sharing kinds of emotions of mine.And now I'v taken the child out to play living the world which can not make me stumble any more.I remember something good and forget something bad as starting all over from here.

I got in!

First time to share with my family and friends.Now I feel the way that life goes up is coming around.

I don't really like playing hide and seek with you,that ain't the way my life should be.I admit that you're a magnetic guy and I am a nice one.Can I be you for a while you know but nothing will come.

I've been saved again by Faye's songs.Yeah I can only hear that since you're gone.I best pray that my blood get out of my body real soon.How's this thought for U&me?What's so amazing about the casualty.Could I suppose that any concerned of me from you?

Days go by,months go by,years go by...

I'm stripped of my looks.I choke on my tears instead of rainning in my head.Everybody focus on this guy showering in a nasty stage.But now all the performances are here,beyond climax I gotta take a bow...the curtain is calling on.

“I need you”is ending.now I believe there must be another man who I love and another man who I am.I can arise safe and sound.

Nobody’s told me who I should love and who I shouldn’t.God gets the answer.

Nobody’s seen through my perspective,included myself.

What’s going on with my life?I don’t need nobody telling me!I can find it out on my own.

All my sorrows and annoyances…just bite me!

That’s it!

I'v never been the kind to let my feeling show out,inside my heart.I thought I must begin to turn stronger,but I found it just meant never losing your self-control from then on.

To hell with my pride,let it fall like rain from my eyes.Cause' I'v not found the way letting got of my pain yet.

God always says 'IT WILL BE BETTER'.Means how long I can go out of it hurting me?Maybe unfold the old yellow sweety memory someday,You and I both go in the same way to love.It too late to us to make a mess.That day,that pictures of you perhaps still surround me,tearing me apart and breaking my heart.

Alone in this house I turn off the light and would it help if I turn a sad song on?