孙健的博客

Life is full of challenging decision-makings. We can definitely not live a day with choose what to do and what not to do. Simply put, hundreds of millions of people, not only those from high schools but also those who have already worked for several years, are struggling with themselves about whether to study abroad or not.

Take one of them for instance, we should look through her personal backgrounds before we can offer any sound recommendation. With a master degree, she graduated from one of the most famous Universities of China ( concerning her privacy, I can't put out the name of the University). What's more, she has publized 5 pieces of paper, including one in English and the other four in Chinese. She majored in the Science of Materials, by the way. 

After working for couple of months, she finnally realized that her genuine interest is not in communicating with others but

It is such a long time that i didn't share anything here. Life and work push me forward without letting me any chance of stop. The best part is I went to HongKong and Singapore. Taking tests, anyway, SAT.

The supervisers in HongKong are so serious and strict, who affirmly clear out three examinees from my test center. And I heard it from my friend, who was in another test center, that several other examinees were also deprived the test qualification. What was going wrong down there? Those students disobeyed one of the according disciplines, which requests all the examinees to onely response the questions on the allowed section. Because the mainland students are better at Math section and worse at Critical Reading section, some of them illegally turned over to do the Critical Reading section with the time saved in the Math section.

The supervises gave no opportunity to those illegal students. I can still vividly recall that one girl was full

The weather is so hot that I feel like I am in the oven. Sweaty and sticky, I nearly can't take this. Because I don't have to go to work these days, I used to come to one of Fudan's camps in JianWan Town. Cooler air sweeps across my face, taking the sweater away. That feeling leaves me the imagination that I am in the pool, swimming against the hot out there.

Library, the kind of place where I spent nearly all my university life, stirs up my memory hidden deep in the bottom of my heart. I used to study in the library in my university with my friends. With hundreds of my schoolmates stuggling with their own majors, I, as well as my friends, am the same busy doing my own stuff. I can leave everything behind my mind when I set my ass in the chair in the library. The world gets quiet. I can almost only hear the sound of someone turning over their books or notes.

Back then, I felt no pressure outside of the school. P

A friend of mine is coming to meet me todays. We have known each other for at least 4 or 5 years. We have traveled together, had fun together, done crazy things together. There are to much memory.Even though we made a plan to eat fish with my roomates, another close friends of mime who comes from USA, and his girl. We had a so nice chat that we nearly forgot the time. We revived all the memory that we had before. It seems that they all happened yestoday. You can tell that kind of feeling, right?

My roommate told us his story. It was the first time that he ever said so much about his backgroud.He born to a Turkish family---his real mom is from Turkey.His dad joined the USA army and died in the battel. Then his father's friend,a black guy, adopted my friend, which means my roommate was raised up by a black American family. When he was 12 years old, he first saw his real dad. I feel really sorrow for him. A nice guy who has no family member around but me, was

So nice to have a chance to get out of shanghai, although it's two days. Life is so much fast in the biggest city of china, shanghai. But we are supposed to hold on. Man. Is it worth to live this way? Don't ask such question till you live a decent life.

We have been educated to be a great man. We know hundreds of successful people living in the past. They had great experiences, they did really astouding jobs, they made people respect them. Hwo can we get there? I mean, how can we be that wonderful? Is there any shortcut, or way leading us towards there? We don't know. What's the worse? We can't find the one that we trust. Some one keeps saying they know the answer for the big question, we call life. We trusted them. But, finally, we realize that we have been duped. We feel dired, and never trust.

Can we find a way to get there by ourself? I have been trying for years. I don't know the answer yet. But there is one thing I can tell safely, it

How time flies! A year has passed away since my last year's long trips across China. Work sucks some time. I just need some fresh air out of the big city of ShangHai. So, I bought a ticket to come to Nantong, Jiangshu Province, which took 2 hours ride on the bus.

In this whole year, I have gone through a lot and suffer a lot. Thanks to all my friends and girl, I can still hold on and keep struggling. I don't want to be changed by the world and I have a dream to change the world.

I am always thinking of the figures in the history. Some of them did really good jobs and they left their names in the history. What kind of experiences made them choose their career? Why did them never stop tring after failure and failure? I want to figure out the secretes behind their big success.

Backgroud, education, environment, and something like those all counts for their triumph. When sitting on the bus, I looked through the big

午夜十一点，一个人坐在电脑前，听着悠长的音乐，工作。就在那一刹那，仿佛感觉回到了那个时候。

那个时候，我们都太单纯；那个时候，我们都太在乎彼此；那个时候，有很多的梦想；那个时候，可以在学校里散步。

最怀念那样的环境，那个地方，那些人，那些事，只有在心底才找得到。喜欢听老歌，并不是因为他们有多动听，而是因为，随着旋律，心绪可以回到过去。回到动人的回忆中。

在哪里，一切都显得美好，浪漫。在樱花道上，樱花瓣随风而落，幽幽远远，散在前方。谈论的话题都是开心的，一切都纯洁如水晶。偶尔的无奈、偶尔的放纵、偶尔的堕落。

夜已深，周围没有了的白天的喧嚣，在那间教室里，一切都像是凝固。慢慢的，时间在流逝，没有伤感，只有期待。

那场音乐会，仿佛就在昨天。

那棵树，很大很大，就是那样的站立在那，它见证了一切，无言，依旧。

想回去，就是坐坐，像那一夜。

今天一天结束了两个SATII的数学课。班上大多数的学生都是从美国回来参加培训的。可以感受到他们的状态明显的和多内的高中生不一样。

到目前为止我一直没有搞得非常清楚，到底美国的高中教育的精髓是什么，它的高明之处到底在哪里。我所接触到的从美国读高中回来的学生，几乎一致认为美国的高中教育要比中国好很多。

不是我媚外，而是我觉得我们应该反思。毕竟在中国读高中的学生数量更大。我们中国的未来在很大程度上也要考这些接受中国教育的学生们。因为，不可否认的是，很多出来国读书的人，并不会经常想着如何报效中国。相反地，很多人对我们的国家是有很大的负评价的。关于这一点，我们不能批评这些孩子。因为他们的眼界开阔了，见到了什么是好的东西，当然不太愿意接受不好的东西。就像很多从农村走出来的大学生，很少有人会在毕业以后回到农村，去进行家乡建设一样。无可厚非。

我只是希望，在不远的将来，我们的教育制度和内容会开始变化。我不抱有太大的希望，我们的教育制度在短期内会变得很好。我更加厌恶的是，谎话连篇的政治性改革。说一套，做一套。一旦消耗了国人对教育制度、教育者、

对唐骏这个人，我没有好感也没有反感。偶然在报纸上看到了关于他的一些评价，一开始还以为是虚构的新闻，也没有很在意，一周之后，报道越来越多，自己也开始关注起来。

这个人，这件事，到底是真是假，只有当事人清楚。有些时候，真相其实根本就不存在，别人再怎样去研究也没有办法还原到当时当地。物是人非，就像我们研究历史，其实得到的也不过是少数人对于历史的看法而已。有谁可以说自己明白几千年前的事情到底是怎么回事。不要说几千年前，就说当代，又有谁说的清楚现在发生的事情。没有人说的清楚中国人到底是怎样的一群人，更谈不上古代了。

唐骏之事也是如此。我所关心的是，人们习惯用一句：“我不想解释。”来做为来做为一种回答问题的方式。言多必失，虽然有道理。但是，什么都不说，也许更糟吧。这样的心态在很多时候，会慢慢使人变得没有了担当。有些时候，你说不出别人到底错在什么地方，但是直觉告诉你肯定有什么是不对的。而对方知道什么地方有问题，可是他不说。最后导致事情不了了之，热心之人也变得冷漠。

以前，我相信很多人说的话。老师、朋友、电视上露面的名人、新闻联播。。

在教育行业里摸爬滚打了这么多年，越来越感受到现在的出国之疯狂。自己的学生、身边的同事、以往的同窗、曾经的朋友，都在谈论出国读书深造之事。

浩浩荡荡的出国大军，大多指向了美利坚合众国，为什么？只是一个值得思考的问题。

1. 全球两百多个国家，有发达的，有不发达的。从善如流，我们国人很明白。环顾中国之现状，很多行业发展的非常之缓慢，更令人揪心之处在于，完全看不到赶超国际的苗头。中国想要强大，必要找到学习之对象。环顾全球，论国土面积、人口组成的复杂度、气候、维度等等方面，不难发现，只有美国与中国有可比之处。因此，在国内，动辄听到专家学者在讨论中国现状如何改变之时，开口闭口谈论美国的例子和数据。如此大的舆论攻势，国内的家长怎么抵挡的住，便想尽办法也要送孩子出去读书。

这样的做到底好不好，现在还无法下结论。同质化竞争，很有可能会在10年左右的时间内发生。每年十几二十万的出国人数，国外怎么消化。最终的结果是大量的海归回国，刚刚开始的时候，国内的人会觉得海归是有光环的。慢慢的，大家会发现，其实光环终究不能代替能力。更糟糕的情况的是，归国人员