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从去年开始我停止写博客的习惯，转在QQ空间写‘记事本’。起因有两点：
1 经历了一场无疾而终的恋爱；
2 喜欢直来直去说实话，在博客里写些隐晦的文字不是我想要的。
发现谈恋爱真是一场浩劫，我几乎在那段时间丢了过去所有的老友。直到后来和小战士分手，我觉得自己生活一下子没了重点。直至今日，在我眼里过去对自己有吸引力的东西全部失去了光彩。更让我可悲的是，自己已然成为‘过气’剩女，而且连个替补队员都找不到。
没有博客，我也不经常回家写日记了，可QQ空间里的文字倒是有增无减。虽然那个空间当初是为小战士开辟的，除了闺密别人也进不去，但我还是习惯了新的记录方式。没了小战士我继续还在记录，他是看不到了，我只是觉得写已经成为习惯，写完了自己心里踏实。
最近我在给自己寻找新的乐趣，我翻出了那台陪伴我走完大学时光的复读机，找出了磁带和书。我想朗读，学着自己对自己说话；像上学的时候一样，把读的材料印在脑子里，最后像灌口活那样背下来。这个想法是我年初读茨威格《象棋的故事》里面得到的启示，我不清楚自己能否把这种读法养成习惯，像我跑步那样的习惯，但我知道它是一件有意义的事情
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标签：literature |
To begin with, the story’s plot is made up of the form of awakening feminine consciousness pilgrimage, from rational to romantic, divided into 3 parts. Katherine is the astronomer’s wife, who has been saddled with heavy housework. One day, a plumber comes here for the clogged drain. In the second part, the 2 people look over the pipe system; later they come to the drain’s trap-door, thus, the plumber goes down. While Katherine ‘[sits] down the grass’, waiting for plumber’s back, she comes to compare her husband with plumber. Toward the end of the story, where is the climax of the whole story: Katherine makes up her mind at the very moment__‘she [steps] into the heart of the earth’.
In the second place, as far as the characters are concerned, at the very beginning of the story, the reader may see ‘once out of bed, had come into her own possession.’ , which conveys a sense that Katherine has been confined by a spate of housework. Even more, u
天文学家的妻子 by Kay Boyle(1903-1992)
当万籁俱寂，生命尚未复苏时，醒来那一刻是令人不悦的。可此时的女人们，不得不在朦胧中独自开启她日常的新页：调准时针，钟摆便铛铛地敲响，或抬高嗓门，走过每个房间，让生命的脉搏开始跳动。天文学家的妻子感觉仍有时间继续接下来的工作，该找点儿事儿做，免得让时间白白流逝。于是，她蹑手蹑脚地下楼去煮咖啡。她摇摆着双脚，轻轻地踩在椭圆的地毯上，一面做着有节奏的摆臂运动：曲臂，伸直，一面用她柔美的声音哼着：左，左，左，我的妻子和十四个孩子，右，右，右，在灰尘暴土的路中央。她就是这样，裸露着微颤的双臂，饶有兴致地迎接清晨的到来。
一天就此开始，日复一日，无需有昔日的追忆和怀念，周而复始。天文学家依然睡着，或假装睡着，而她，一起床，就要行使她家务的主权。尽管她朝夕面对着那始终无动于衷、让人捉摸不透的冷漠，每日琐碎的家务让她忙着清洁屋子、料理杂务，还得和善待人，一整天下来，她根本无法和丈夫亲密一见。她的丈夫属于另类的那种，爱做梦的人。每天他都会在床上逗留几个小时，其余的时间会消磨在屋顶上，用他的望远镜让人费解地观望着天外的
爬山是从今年年初开始入门的。起因是跟四哥到厦门玩，他觉得我的体力还成，推荐我参加他的组织（CVA）,后来逐渐开始配备了一些必需的装备，如：冲锋衣，抓绒，速干衣裤，
从厦门回来有些时日了，记得回来倒头就睡，睡醒睁眼时还在琢磨这是哪里。还是家好，有暖气，有太阳，还有一只老猫陪我。
这次去厦门最大的收获当属亲情，那种久违的感觉。我羡慕更嫉妒厦门的哥哥们。与其说我留念厦门的美景，还不如说我渴望那里家一般的亲情和温暖。好久没体会这种感觉了，所以至今难忘。
回来应该好好写一些游记，详列如下：
2月4日启程，飞厦门。飞机晚点，我们的航班一直在机场排队等待起飞。我在路上一直在听Vivaldi的四季。北方都是晴空万里，能清晰的看到脚下的山川河流，城市村庄；从长江再往南的地方全是云层。到厦门，下飞机后第一感觉是湿润，还有学到了第一个厦门话“Ameng”。（以前厦门在国际上通用的名称是Amoy,念的是“啊谋一”，和台湾话中“厦门”的发音很象，念的是“啊-moon”）姑姑家位于一座山的山脚下，是一个军事疗养院。我们刚进门，毛毛姐姐就来了，送过来一大盒子智利樱桃。吃东西是这次的重要任务，后来我宁愿叫哥哥教我厦门话“我吃饱了（假霸）”，也不能学“我饿了（巴豆夭~）”。吃晚饭感觉就是冷，阴冷阴冷的。后悔没带羽绒服和毛裤过来。晚上燕飞哥哥来了。
To begin with, the plot of this moving film,
Leon, made up the form of simple humanism awakening from enclosed
to relax, divided into 3 parts. Leon is a first-class hit man, but
is also a sensitive guy who loves his potted plants. He lives
happily until one day his neighbor girl, Mathilda comes into his
home; as soon as she finds out Leon’s true identity_ a killer; she
desperately seeks his help in taking revenge for her litter
brother. In the second part, Mathilda and Leon are live together,
but learn to value life from each other. Mathilda gives Leon the
tender love that he never has; while Leon serves as a father and
friend to the little orphan. Toward the end of the film, where is
the climax of the story, as the ‘couple’faces the departing, Leon
asks Mathilda
In the second place, as far as the characters are concerned, Leon is
In some sense, as one was younger saying “I love you” too soon to a guy or two.... and of course this is not a good idea! Now, with the wisdom of age and experience, I have already missed the age to directly express love to a guy who I loved within the first few months. It's a physical chemistry thing. Our bodies feel like we're in love, but it may only be lust or infatuation, and we can't be sure until 3-4 months (or more) has gone by. These first few months are full of attraction for baby-making purposes, in the animal sense of things... but if you want your brain to prevail and you want to live with the person beyond that, you need to keep a clear mind and
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标签：乐趣 |
我喜欢读青年报，上学的时候每天中午团委将报纸一送到，我就急忙抢过来。上班后更是如此，每天下班后，我都会从当天的青年报中抽出天天副刊，留着在乘地铁回家的路上“享用”。不知道多少次在地铁里读得动情，不争气的眼泪在眼眶中打转；不知道多少次读到开心之处，我会在拥挤的陌生人群中傻笑；更有多次因为沉浸其中而坐过了站……可是，明年单位不订报纸了，不知道告别一年后，我的生活会有怎样的变化，我可以将文章打印出来阅读，但终究会失去那份阅读的乐趣，就如同用电脑打字代替手写记录，多少会变得索然无味。
和青年报一样，我对地铁也特别有感情。无论多挤，多贵我都愿意将它作为我出行的首选交通工具。上学的时候每天早上我要在里面背单词；作part-time job时我要在里面make whole day schedule; 如今我在里面听MP3,看报纸。
地铁，青年报，犹如我的早点的面包和牛奶。
不知道我有多少想法和决定是在里面创造出来的。
不知道我有多少情怀、感动是在读报中酝酿出来的。
地铁和青年报见证了我的成长，陪伴我9年的时光，从18岁到26岁。
我又要过生日了，它们俩给我的比任何生日礼物都珍贵。
