Finally it happened, no accident, no surprise, no
opportunity to be back. When u r pushed by me to state “yes I
do” with several seconds’ hesitation, my heart hurt deeply. To be
honest I even imagined u would forgive me at that moment when I pls
u. Even now my hope that destiny would bring us back together,
though as much as it saddens me I think it never and won’t be the
really time for me to say goodbye to u.
Ur entry into my life breathed life into me. It gave me
an excitement for each new day and I looked forward with
anticipation to each time I could see u. That expect was a comfort
and gave me the patience to wart for that future.
I think there must always be much misunderstanding
between us. Sometimes I tried to explain something but on a
contrary the situation got worse. Actually I even have nothing to
explain, im not that guy u imagined because I couldn’t express
something well. If u were on my standpoint, would something
change
