This is only one blog apart from my last post, literally it is, but
officially it is not since I have deleted my last post. From the
only post that exists and represents for 2011 to this post, it has
been more than one year! Something to be amazed about, that time
really flied, and that a lot of things are now different. No matter
what happens, good or bad, the earth keeps on rotating on itself,
so does everything else.
I have written my New Year Resolution, a long one. It is
inspired from a friend who did not set limit to her Resolution, so
I came up with a list of everything that I want to improve on in
2012, with regard to health, family, friends, relationship,
network, career, future plan, personal development, etc. One of the
things that I would like to keep reminding myself of and suggest to
my friends is to eat healthily and have a steady and healthy
schedule, which means to sleep as early as you can to maintain at
least a 7-hour sleep. As I started
Look over things that ever hindered, starting from now is the new
year and we welcome.
Good wishes* for my parents, all my friends, relatives, people
who care about me and people whom I care about, friends'
friends.. I have already prayed for all of you.
There are certainly things that I'd like to achieve and
accomplish.
Wish I would be more patient, present, persistent and
positive.
Be brave, embrace life and love.
With hope.
年末, 感觉好累.
不期待每个人的了解, 所以不再执意与纠缠.
也不再轻易因为任何人的想法而受到影响.
能理解的人会了解, 能了解的会理解, 没有机会了解的人会信任, 不理解的能给予支持.
不能的真的没有关系, 因为我也没有办法完全认识与了解每一个人.
终于, 上周做出了决定, 和老师上了最后一节钢琴课.
最后的一节课不如人所期盼的那样好, 也没有可以想象的那样糟糕. 不好不坏.
只是让我深刻的认识到, 真正可以把握与珍惜的时刻, 就是每一个拥有的那一刻, 绝不是等到最后一刻.
庆幸, 我做了我所做了的事情.
上周日是钢琴学校里的学生演奏Students recital, 是我第一次抛去学生身份,
以人老师的身份参加.
表演的有自己一手从第一节课开始教的小小学生, 有只代过一节课的学生, 也有连续教的大学生.
看着自己的学生在台上, 心中涌上激动震撼的心情. 终于也有所体会, 为人师的感受.
台上的其他小同学们表演着, 台下,
一个早起的上午, 整理些东西, 在行程本上记录备忘.
从大学刚毕业那时的每天记一点点, 到现在每天记满篇.
前几个月的冰冻期终于结束. 现在回顾, 未必是坏事.
所有的坏事情的发生遇到不同的态度都会有不同的转机.
要如何有不同的转折就要看随机应变与长期的应付态度.
很庆幸的是在这'倔强与逃避'期间接触了好些不同的事物,
让我有机会尝试, 体验, 学习, 思考.
设想如果当初事态顺利也就全无这些经历了.
但做的事情多了, 不免想要专著.
什么都去做, 什么都做不成.
接下来的路程里, 要面对的更多的是自己的选择.
还继续索寻着人生的平衡点.
希望家人和我的朋友们都身体健康, 幸福快乐.
在这密集的大世界里找到属于自己的辽阔恬静的小世界.
It was probably the moon that I saw that sticked to my mind, I
dreamed of a bright full moon in quiet clear night sky. Then a
shooting star slowly crossed near the moon, a very peaceful
picture. The difference with the dream is, you see a thing in real
world and
subconsciously longed for something reminded by the
thing you see -in dream, it often reveals itself. Excited as I
was, I made a wish. A wish in my dream, a wish for my dream. So
vivid that I will not forget how it felt in my dream, just as how I
reacted to the moments in reality with the shooting stars.
'Shooting stars are always around if you are patient enough.' I'm
not sure how much I agree to this, but I have to admit that
nothing's more wonderful than having your moment keeping your eyes
and heart open to the night sky. Although your neck will truly hurt
after a while. And always remember to keep your eyes frequently on
where you are walking.
On the other hand, so many things have ha
Glad that things seem good now.
Had family dinner today for
the mid-autumn festival.
Might have some new plans, but nothing is going to stop me
from getting more preparations.
Been doing different kinds of things. We learn from every
little thing and continue to grow.
And I will continue to get lessons from my teacher, how
wonderful, especially after the awkward event. But maybe continue
lessons until just the Christmas.
The only thing that still bothers me a lot is that my mom
cannot stop putting herself or her opinions onto me. It is not good
to always try to take control of another person's every little
thing in life. It is just really about time to change.
Enjoying it much so far, although a little tired from lack of
sleep.
Last Monday, M and I went on a small trip to my dear friend's
place in Long Island, very close to my school. It actually felt
weird being on the same train again, because this time I am no
longer a student visiting back, but a graduate. Partially because
of the train delay, we decided to stay in my friend's place for one
more day. We played DDR, Guitar hero, some card games (by either
acting, humming, sculpturing, doodling or lettering it out, to make
another person guess the word behind the card), Chinese poker (with
my doggie cards) etc. It was a lot of fun, a lot of laughter, a lot
of work outs, and a lot of stay-up-lates. Besides the indoor
activities, we went to the mall and shopped for things needed for
the next day on the cruise. The weather had been very gloomy all
the time, but as long as you are with the right people, life could
still be wonderful.
On
灯塔. 这里是Portland Head Lighthouse
近日每周的作息 -慢慢又开始忙起来拉 :-)
- 星期天早上11点去教堂听Shen修女讲课. 每次听后都很受鼓舞, 出来后也感觉心里宽敞轻快很多.
听完课后就去下午1点的Mass帮忙唱歌.
- 上周开始, 每星期二我做晚饭. 第一次做, 一半成功一半失败. 从这一周开始, 星期二, 四的晚饭可能都会我做了. 挺好,
能为家里分担一些. 自己也是时候学做些家务事拉. 上次煎个冻饺子后来发现里头都还是生的. 生活还有很多让我们学习的地方.
- 星期二, 五的下午5:30到晚上9点练钢琴. 记得刚毕业的那段时间自己都还没有调整好静下心来练.
不过从上几周开始我已经开始好好练习了.
- 这周星期六将会开始教第一节钢琴课. 在一家机缘巧合下撞见的一家音乐学校. 如果顺利的话,
以后教钢琴也会成为我作息中稳固的一部分了.
另外最近和朋友们聚, 都很开心. 去city里不同的地方. 尝试不同的事物. 也遇见新朋友.
发现给予和帮助人是件让人快乐的事. 对别人的宽容也是对自己的宽容.
与远方的好朋友保持着联系, 真好.&n
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