yesterday was our school's 63th sports meeting

our liberal arts union fought courageously, and we ranked second

though there was a little conflict between LAU and class 5, but we ignored them anyway

our LAU is always the best

3.10-- my new class.

yes, i'm a senior 3 student already. we divided our class and we had exams during the last two days. of course, as the NO .2 in our grade's score ranking, i will be studying in the top-A class in my coming year. i comfort myself that i have nothing to worry about, but my competitive classmates and the word 'gaokao' i

time passes quickly! WHY's back to the US this noon, and J will soon be back to Canada. of course my new school term will start in less than half month.

i'll never forget the day i spent with WHY in McD. she told me many things interesting in america and we talked about boy things and our further plannings. it was nice. and we agreed to keep in touch through e-mail. HY, wish u bon voyage! hope u can see my blessing.

and J, i'll remember the night we promenaded in our old route. thanks for ur funny stories in calgary, and thanks for letting me be stronger by telling me those words and consolation. i was astonished to notice ur change at first, but now i understand i can't dependent on anybody except myself. and i must change, and i'll be independent. just like u said:' hurt helps a person to grow up.'thanks, u taught me the magic of letting go

i was morose these days. and i was so fed up with those ridiculous people. am i bound to meet them and break up? uh, interesting

i know my time hasn't come yet, i know my Mr.Right must be waiting for me somewhere. i know it's not the right time for me to do these things-- it's for the birds!!!

i met J 2 days ago. his mind changed tremendously. i even don't know who i was talking to through his words.

i was shocked to know the scandal about someone i trust. i don't understand why, it's so bizarre for a trusty person to do such a thing! it's really of a shame!!!

i know, i know--- this is the life i must face, and life is all about change...

i'll get used to that

the road ahead will be long, i know it's the right time for me to struggle for myself.

the day after tomorrow i'll be on stage again, and i will be busy preparing for my semi-finale of my exciting speech contest in DLTV.i'm hoping for a goo

yesterday a 'normal' phone call stroke me with a start

it was u...

ha, i almost forgot u when u asked 'how have u been?'

i was surprised at first

i realised that u came back to my world again

i once thought i wouldn't have the chance to see u in the rest of my life

it has been a year-- almost a whole year

u suddenly left me even without a single goodbye

is that what a friend should do?

maybe i

i felt flattered today for getting the imperial prize (that is a special honor for the exclusive top contestant-- well ,it was for me) in the national youth english skill contest in the DaLian region's final. i was my first better-than-NO.1 prize. and i am still excited for it indicated a really fabulous leap forward. i wanna share my pleasure with everyonr of you. following are my pictures of my glorious time

last saturday, my bosom friends and i went to the beach to have a really fabulous barbecue.

and, it was great!

we ourselves prepared the stove, tent, raw beef and some snacks. and my mom cooked some japanese cuisine. i couldn't believe that we could manage it all by ourselves at first. but we have proved it by feeding ourselves so full!

i enjoyed the process a lot, but it didn't mean we have no problems at all 

the first barrier was that we had difficulty putting up the tent. no matter how hard we tried, the tent didn't appear to cooperate. but anyway, we succeeded after 20 mins' struggling.

ha, there came to the main part. the stove and coal were ready, but the sun seemed to be too enthusiastic-- actually the sun shone a lot and the stove was hot. a

the mid-term exam had quietly come and gone. and today is the parents meeting.

i have nothing to say about my grades and rankings. still, just ok. i'm the NO.9 on our school's grade ranking board, and my english is, of course, the NO.1. it sounds may be ok, but i have to say i had a lot of pity about it. why am i always 'just ok'? this sorta situation makes me really irritated. i can't JUST be ok! i MUST be better!

anyway, i will definitely work harder and leave no pity next time.

this afternoon, i will be having a training about my coming english contest. well, good luck to myself, i'll try my best!

that's it 

today is my 18th birthday... well, it means a lot

and there are numerous people who deserve my gratitude.

i participated in the Maple Leaf Cup english contest today, and it was my waterloo.

i wondered if it had anything to do with the Maple Leaf itself. last year, just in the same place, i failed.

i womder why the Maple Leaf always brought me hurt and miseries...

ha, i convinced that there were some tricks, and it must be an unfair-playing...

anyway, i decide to forget all these unhappiness and start from horizon

what makes me happy is that i am the NO.one in the Federal IELTS Cup, which may make up my loss in the ML.

i do believe that i am definitely the NO.1 in any way

i will