魔術師の菜園

1950年开的乐器舖，里面有很棒的吉他

在我小时候妈妈总给我讲这样一个故事：玲玲的爷爷给玲玲买了两只雪糕，但玲玲一定要等下班的妈妈一起吃，结果等啊等啊，玲玲睡着了，直到雪糕融化了妈妈才回家，玲玲终于等到妈妈了，和妈妈一起喝甜甜的雪糕水。

在网络空间装修了一间书房和一间浴室，我发现需要的东西很少，动物，植物，一两件木质家具能让我幸福指数很高。

MAD WORLD  —— Gray Jules

All around me are familiar faces
我的周围全是熟悉的面孔
Worn out places, worn out faces
破旧的地方，疲倦的脸庞
Bright and early for their daily races
清晨就开始一日的奔波
Going nowhere, going nowhere
无处可去，四处徘徊
Their tears are filling up their glasses
心中的泪水不停的酝酿，早已装满了
No expression_r_r, no expression_r_r
却无以言表，无话可说
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
低下头我想掩饰自己的悲伤
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
没有明天，没有未来

And I find it kinda funny

爱情以怎样绝望的姿态在我们已经崩溃的围墙上奢侈的蔓延，正如聂鲁达所说：我对你的欲求是如此的恐怖而短暂，如此辛苦与迷醉，不安与贪婪。

I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life
　　

Wowoooo my Baby, how beautiful you are

Wowoooo my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
You're gone with the sin my Darling
　　
I adore the dispair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you're running out of life
Wowoooo my Baby, how beautiful you are
Wowoooo my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and be

亲爱的飞熊，不要怕，当一只猫快死亡的时候它会经历潮汐般的呼吸。那是生命停止之前最后一段呼吸，

这样子的雨夜，不断听着老歌creep...

when you were here before
couldn't look you in the eye
you're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
and i wish i was special
you're so fuckin' special
but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo.
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here.
i don't care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice
when i'm not around
you're so fuckin' special
i wish i was special
but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo.
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here.
she's running out again,
she's running out
she's run run run running out...
whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
you're so fuckin' special

希望能够回到以前的时光，那段在混沌中终结的时光，我觉得那是对我更适合的时光。在我做梦的时候，我经常感觉一种不属于醒来时间的平静与安详，而是另外一种时间，它在一个伤口中隐约出现，好像是用刀子粗暴地，一下一下地在时间的皮肤上划出刀痕，然后拼命撕扯，刀痕的边缘微微卷曲，时间轻轻地从条缝中流出，轻到了没有声响。
那条没有边际，忧伤的河流说，没有一样东西长时间能抵抗住悲伤。