凌晨四点，独自开一间宾馆的大房，几罐啤酒，一盒巧克力，伴随着墙壁两侧各种情侣的嚎叫，爆发式的哭泣，婴儿似的扯大嗓门，哭声充满四方的空间，空气中弥漫着被褥陌生的气息，屋外漆黑的天空，潮湿的马路，斑斓的路灯。这真是一个疯狂的世界。飞熊，我很想你。

MAD WORLD  —— Gray Jules

All around me are familiar faces
我的周围全是熟悉的面孔
Worn out places, worn out faces
破旧的地方，疲倦的脸庞
Bright and early for their daily races
清晨就开始一日的奔波
Going nowhere, going nowhere
无处可去，四处徘徊
Their tears are filling up their glasses
心中的泪水不

爱情以怎样绝望的姿态在我们已经崩溃的围墙上奢侈的蔓延，正如聂鲁达所说：我对你的欲求是如此的恐怖而短暂，如此辛苦与迷醉，不安与贪婪。

I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life
　　

Wowoooo my Baby, how beautiful you are

Wowoooo my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
You're gone with the sin my Darling
　　
I adore the dispair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you're running out of life
Wowoooo my Baby, how beautiful you are
Wowoooo my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and be

亲爱的飞熊，不要怕，当一只猫快死亡的时候它会经历潮汐般的呼吸。那是生命停止之前最后一段呼吸，汹涌极了，就像大海的声音...

这样子的雨夜，不断听着老歌creep...

when you were here before
couldn't look you in the eye
you're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
and i wish i was special
you're so fuckin' special
but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo.
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here.
i don't care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice
when i'm not around
you're so fuckin' special
i wish i was special
but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo.
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here.
she's running out again,
she's running out
she's run run run running out...
whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
you're so fuckin' special

希望能够回到以前的时光，那段在混沌中终结的时光，我觉得那是对我更适合的时光。在我做梦的时候，我经常感觉一种不属于醒来时间的平静与安详，而是另外一种时间，它在一个伤口中隐约出现，好像是用刀子粗暴地，一下一下地在时间的皮肤上划出刀痕，然后拼命撕扯，刀痕的边缘微微卷曲，时间轻轻地从条缝中流出，轻到了没有声响。
那条没有边际，忧伤的河流说，没有一样东西长时间能抵抗住悲伤。

60年代法国电影《Jules et Jim》中的插曲Le tourbillon de la vie

她的手指上带满了戒指

她的手腕上套满了手环

她以美妙的声音吟唱着

哪个人快来迷惑勾引我

我们邂逅 我们相遇

然后从彼此眼前消失

我们重逢 我们温存

最后竟仍是相互分离

每个人重起生命的轮回

在复杂命运的